the sun still sleeps when they kill the stars burning away without a passion believing to return tomarrow moon bright eyes fill with tears as the fire consumes their hearts

thats right i cut deep tonite i severed my life lines left myself to die the crimson pool grows to consume you in this murderous shame brought by hate fall asleep don't worry darling you'll make it now the ransom lied to you the duaghter of love is misery pionting out my mistakes leaving my windswept body to dry in the wind brings the crows to town the jaws of your society opens to concieve you the time went backwards alcohal in my breath brought on the intoxication of a thousand words stuggling to get out of my throat remeber the whispers of my dying vioce my love was my decay

swirling faces on the edge of my mind i want to reach out and touch them but they hide in the mist of the mid-day sun they mock me as i try to follow the waters of the deep are murky with the secrets of a million different things i try to deciefer evrything here i want to know it all the secrets will be mine fathoming how far and wide i would go just find that one spec of happyness i stumble upon a hole filled with death darkness saves us in our time of peril

this madness is tearing me apart i can't much more before i explode i'm gun to your head i'll this here i let you die now it will my insanity it clears things up a bit and then maybe i'll think clearly once again i'll leave you here on the floor till someone comes to sweep you up they can clean this up i don't want to waste my time picking up worthless trash

cut throat time for you to die disapear into the darkness we have no use for you your just a waste of time i can feel my fingers tearing out your throat ripping at your chords of life time for your breath to leave you i want to steal your heart and keep it in a box so i can have it forever and let no-one else feel this pain it will stay locked up forever just like your body in its coffin as it sinks to the bottom of the river never to be founsd again

no i did not need that this day has been hard enough i didnt need shit from you too and so you know you've pissed me off more then anyone has in a while and if your gonna start an arguement have the guts to finish it and don't keep saying things that i don't know what the fuck your talking about and you know i have no idea what your talking about so now i'm going to say it for real this time I'M DONE i hate you good fucking bye have a nice life and don't include me in it cause i don't want to be

the kiss of the blade feels so good i wish everything could feel like this but the only thing that can i left again today first feel lines only can't think straight to finish it

swimming around in pools of blood looking for an escape from all this shit i don't need the pain anymore i threw out the razor today to stop myself from carving the hate deep into my soul i won't take a gun to you i'll speak the bullets with my tongue let them do the killing cause now i'm done no more pain no more death

this situation looks bad how will i overcome this silently deaths creeping up i shall fall this time never to rise and fight again my eyesight grows dim just bury me deep so i can't hear your screams i faed away more and more with each moment that passes this is the last time i'll take a bullet for you i did it to save you but now i'm dead this is my greatest mistake i've ever made funny how its my last i thought my first one was the worst deep into the ground they lay me for all of eternity but i can still hear your screams then i hear your whisper ::i'll love you forever:: i shed a tear cause i know its true then a fade away

the kiss of the blade so soothing now in my darkened corner i let it flow i'll carve a story so deep you read it for ever i let the blood pool i'll let you swim in its mystery the scars have different meanings to me but there all the same to you but these ones shall link them all together for you now i'll let you inside my mind you'll be the first and the last i promise you this

bleeding hearts shall rule the world the pain you've caused tore all our hearts open you didnt care you pissed on us all but i killed you for it and i pissed on your grave you shall rot but we will live on we will try and mend our hearts we will try to stop this blood from flowing

i creep to you bedside while your sleeping i stare at your perfect form i look in amazment at all of its beauty but now i say goodbye cause i came for murder i want your blood for the pain you've caused me i cut down deep into your chest i rip out your still beating heart i bite down into it the bliss it brings is intoxicating now i look deep into your eyes i say goodbye your fucking life is through no more lies no more threats i hate everything about you but no i can be at peace with myself cause i forfilled my lust goodbye my dear i hope you rot in hell

breaking out of this nightmare i'll take you with me as long as you promise to fight fight till the day you die now before here's a warning betray me and your dead i won't think twice about putting a blade between your ribs now we run faster the feeling of intoxication passes through me when the smell of blood hits my nose we must hurry now i'm lusting for more the sensation of it is creeping up run you must hurry leave me i hunger for their flesh i will eat them alive then burn the remains in a gaint pile the smoke will rise thats when you can come back to me my trance will be over the hunger of my lust will be forfilled

i killed like i did that day now i am free to fade away into the depths of your dreams i'll come to you in your sleep i whisper things in your ear i'll plague you for all of eternity i'll make you wish that you died to but now you can't die you'll live on forever you couldnt possibly die your to affraid of whats beyond this pitiful world

i stand atop this hill with my heart in one hand and a knife in the other i think i'll just throw them both away niether have done me any good but before i throw the knife i want to fear its sweet soothing kiss on my skin i'll throw this heart away but now i want the blade more then ever i'm lusting for more of its euphoric bite someday someone will find my heart maybe they can put it to better use then i ever could have i don't need feelings anymore i have my blade its all i need i have no need for such a useless thing as my heart i will smash it to the floor so no one can enjoy it ever

for those of you who read these and wonder if i actually write them it is true i write every single one of them all of these are my own work i don't steal from others and claim to write them to answer some of your questions

randomly floating through the air i can't seem to touch the ground when will i come down? when you hold me in your arms love now its the wait the intoxication is only barable becuase what i get at the end of it and thats you my world is spinning once again i found another spot of happyness this one will keep me going forever though fuck yea S.D. here i come

fear has been clouding your judgement you do what they say conform to thier beliefs i thought you were against that at least thats what you told me but now your doind what you once fought against because of this betrayel i'm going to kill you i won't show any mercy towards you oh honey no i won't i bury you deep in this river of blood after i've killed you so they can't find you ever i won't let them have you ever again they took you once and molded you into thier weapon against me thinking i would give into you but they were wrong and now i'm gonna make them pay for my pain this shall be continued one day

i'm being burnt away by all this love and hate i'm lying in a pool of my own blood the knife dug deep into my chest the wound is mortal i shall pass this time for sure i know its over the games went back and forth till they had to play dirty but before i go i want to bury them all beneath the waves of this beach out in the middle of this cloud that i've been floating on for years thos dream is finally ending but its turning out to be the worst of all my nightmares

running fast its at my heals how could i've been so confused he said it would help but the blood that was spilt just made me lust for more the guilt is piling the place smells like blood its intoxicating i can't breath now i'm on the floor i swallow the last of the pills then i turn to the knife one last time i'll carve this story deep in my arm the blood trickles down i can't feel a thing the red puddle grows as does this darkness when they find me they'll see why i did this they'll be on my side but i can't live with this guilt and before i pass i see your face i tell it to fuck off i can't bare to see it i hate it soo thats when i cut deeper now the puddle is bigger then the fucking ocean now you can swim in it and see what was in my head when i killed them all then you can write about it try to decifer the things running through my mind i know you fucking won't