A bittersweet farewell.

Okay..so..yeah...I know I haven't been here in a while...and I really am considering quitting. No one goes here anymore, ever. I think I'm done. So, I love sitdiary. But...I dunno. No one goes here and it's kind of pointless for that reason. okay. good bye now... Ill miss you.
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Listening to: Ryan Cabrera
Feeling: petrified
Once again, Kelly proves to be a complete @$$hole. What a shocker that is. I did somehting petty and it comes back to bite me in the arse. of course.
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Listening to: mashlin
Feeling: hurt
hey... I miss writing. I miss it so badly. I mean writing of stories. The ones I wrote I can never get back. The notebooks have been destroyed and the message boards closed. I want them back. I want to read Playing God again. I want to read what i wrote, I want to write.. I am writing a story but I dont have inspiration right now. I want my stories back. I am very depressed over it right now. I can never rewrite what I wrote. Thats not the point anyway. &....&....&! ARGH!
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I lied! im not quittin!!!! I love sit. =] edit... very angry. must vent. im sick of everyone, these idiots who call themselves friends. & i am suuuuuuch a poser. ooh yeah. im so punk.look at me. everyone, im punk!!!!!! err, no. Punks are 'tards. I dont claim to be any label. Im not a soup can. which means im not a poser either. and id write more but class is over im so mad and hurt i could...ARGH!
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Listening to: lonestar
Feeling: lethargic
Quitting sit. Bye. It's been fun. But no one even reads this naymore. It was a good place to leave my rants and whines and know that someone cared..but not anymore. bye...='[
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Hey again. I got no comments...you don't love me. I see how it is. Well...It seems I only ever have time to write little updates from school...but i'm stuck in the digital photography room because we had to do that stupid standardized testing kee-rap. It's a mircacle, I didn't know our school had actual computers...let alone nice, new HP computers...instead of the craptops we use in Info...I like them enough, it just gets annoying with the mouse situation. The little box for the mouse gets really irritating. I like working on an actual computer when it's on a desk. I still want a laptop but these...no.. so...yeah... I haven't been feeling too well in the mornings lately. I dont know why...I keep waking up feeling nauseous and stuff...but then it goes away a little bit into the day...& before some smart alec says anything, no, i am not prego.. Like, I was near throwing up earlier. Now it's two hours later and I feel fine. weird, eh? I need a stick of gum. Hang on. Ok. doublemint......yummmm... this is being very random. I wonder if any sites are blocked on these computers?? Myspace is on the others...I know that. =[ I got a spiffy new Kasey Kahne shirt yesterday. I'm wearing it now. ... It's red. .... and...yeah...err....off to go check if Myspace is blocked on here...yep. it is. darn. Well Hotmail works...I just e-mailed Matt with the new one. I love this computer, minus the Windows XP. [can hardly tolerate XP.] But I would never trade mine in for anything. I love my old, souped up, loved and cared for 2000. This is probobly the longest entry I've done in a while. There's some interesting photography here. I can't wait untill 11th when i take it... I get my digital for Christmas!!!!!! yaaaaay...or at least...I hope so...=P Albino Blacksheep isn't blocked so I'm going there. Au Reviour
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Im once again in info processing. Yay. The good news is i'm getting out of jail early today. (1:30) so I can go to the dentist. Yay? Not exactly. He's gorgeous but...its the dentist. & I'm hungry, my lunch money went to a desposit I owe the library so I won't be eating for...lets see...it's 11:11 (like omg all you something corporate fans..lol) and My appointment is at 2:30...and I'll be done around 3:15...novacaine will wear off around 7...so I am destined to be hungry and achingly thirsty for the next 8 hours. joyous. The school is flipping out at Marc because he owes a nickel. No joke. He owes the Jr High library a NICKEL and they're freaking out at him. I mean he's getting detention and such. thats bull... So who watched the desperate housewives premere? your thoughts? NO ONE COMMENTS ANYMORE and it's making me SO UNLOVED. pwease comment! pwease? *puppy face* love ya
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Hey folks. Thought id stop by and say hey. class is almost over... YAY....stupid info processing...oooooooooooover.... for the day ok bye now love you dolls
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Listening to: Keane-Bend and Break
Feeling: nothing
Hey. OK. Y'all deserve an update... I have a broken toe, thus i resemble a penguin when I walk. It also hurts a little. & I can't take gym. () I'm not going to Clay Aiken''s christmas tour. () I got Keane's cd. I got 3 doors down's old cd. I tried to download Lonestar's cd and thus was unsucessful. I'm confused on some things. I'm really happy about some things. I've taken a lot of liking to playing my guitar on my front porch in the sun. It just makes me feel so peaceful and happy. I can't wait untill I start lessons again. I'm glad Xanga has rich text editing now. It was a pain in the arse before. I changed my layout. I discovered my layout site won't save the changes I make to it. I discovered no one cares about my layout site. I miss the people from last year. But I like some of the people i've met this year. I've discovered who my real friends are. I see Matt tomorrow. There's a Nascar race tomorrow at Dover--12:30. I'll be watching. The cover of Keane's cd is spiffy. I talk kind-of Brittish. {in band-- "Why have we no chairs?"} I might meet Lestat. I want Jenni to sleep over tonight. ...But that probobly won't happen. Jenni went to see Underoath today. I'm chilly. I bought more CD-r's and they dont work in my cd player but they do in every one else's I got Relient K's cd. I love Keane's cd. Everyone needs to pray for Kaitlyn's mom because she was in a car accident. She's fine, but still, pray for her. Kaitlyn is a spazz because she walks 5 blocks for veggie oil to make brownies. () Corey rocks. We like pop tarts. Spider webs are useful for catching falling guitar picks. This is fact-of-kelly's-week number 35.
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HEY! yesterday was FALLOUT!!!!! OMG SO MUCH FUN!!!!! Okay. we got there and Day of Fire was about to go on. I'm like, hmm never heard them before. They were rockin'!!!!! i LOVED them and they were soooo good live...so i stayed for part of it. [I adore them now...though no one takes clay's place. hehe] Then Matt and I went to go play some games. We went to go joust...oy...i cant balance worth...anything...and i kept falling off myself, so Matt won...Luke and Ryan went boxing...and both got their butts kicked...then we got drinks and went to see the local bands but they packed up by then.. so we went to the souvenier thing and i bought a day of fire cd. Its sooo good!! Josh [singer] was supposed to come back to sign autographs but alas he did not return. I would have got the shirt but i spent the last of my spendable [not for food] money on the cd. so. lol. Then there was a dodgeball tourney. I didn't play though...I just routed for Berean. heh. Thennnn it was getting dark so we played football, while bobby leah and annie watched toby mac. [eww. ] Then we left. Gosh, SOOOOOOOOOOO FUUUUUUUUUNU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll never forget it. Tonite I had youth group. loved that too. I found out that Annie loves Clay Aiken too. YAY! This is a great song. by day of fire, lol.... called "To Fly" Every morning there's a warning that you follow It's getting harder you know To fill the moments of the morning They're so hollow Fill up on empty and go And every morning there's a brokenness you swallow You try to let go Of every warning that your wanting, want to follow? Your signs are starting to show I can see it in your eyes You were made to overcome I can see it in your eyes You were made to rise above I can see it in your eyes So take these wings and fly And for tomorrow there's a bottom of a bottle It's getting harder you know To dry the problem at the bottom of a bottle Before it's out of control I can see it in your eyes You were made to overcome I can see it in your eyes You were made to rise above I can see it in your eyes So take these wings and fly And every morning there's a warning that you follow It's getting harder you know I can see it in your eyes You were made to overcome I can see it in your eyes You were made to rise above I can see it in your eyes So take these wings and fly oh. and I have a broken toe. I think. This was beastly long. If you read this, have a cookie.
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Hello! I'm sorry it's been such a while. I've been interupted every time I've tried to come on here. I'm at school currently. Woot woot...I'm having a pretty good day actually. =] I'm gonna catch up with Corey in lunch. I haven't seen corey all summer. Me missed Corey. I don't like soap opreras. Though I am forced to watch one today...for the love of my life [hehe] is guest starring on All My Children....*sigh* The things I do for him...=P I got Jason Aldeans cd. & Josh Gracins. They're both really great. I wish sitdiary would stop making the title bar show up as the URL of your SD. I think this is bothersome...maybe I will complain to Scott later. Or now. Off to complain to Scott. See you later.
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Listening to: spill canvas
Feeling: reluctant
Hello. This entry is going to be dedicated to my dislike of the man we call Mr. President, George w Bush. When bush was asked what he thouhgt of Hurricane Katrina, he responded with this... "It's gonna take a long time to fix." No. ReallY? OMG I NEVER KNEW THAT! A long time. A. Long. Time. What a response, eh? Time to reflect back-- what has Bush done for this Nation? What has he done for the world? Some people may say lots. Really...he hasn't. We're 'fixing', ie, forcing our political system on, a country that doesn't want our help, and he's too effing stupid to see that. Hes too effing stupid to even listen to them when they say they want our help. SO WHAT IF THEY ALL OFF AND DIE, WE HAVE BIGGER PROBLEMS! What happened to the days when the President CARED about the country that he was running? Good God, he should just be the dictator of some country. It took a shorter length of time for us to invade Iraq trhen to bring a glimmer of releif to Lousianna. Becuase he has to wait for the governer of Louisianna to ask for it. Does he now? Poor boy can't make a descision on his own. Common sense tells you that if you see someone, especially a multitude of people in the country you are "running", YOU HELP THEM. You don't pussyfoot around for three days because the Governor didn't ask you. You're the firggen president. Get off your lazy, howdy-doody @$$ and do something once in a while. Make a descision without calling daddy dearest- he's gonna die someday. Be a big boy. lord. Every country in the friggen world hates us because of him. I don't blame them. If I was in another country I'd hate America too. It's this freak running our country that I don't like. God. What a codependent @$$hole. and then we have friggen Jesse Jackson complaining about how we're calling the Lousianna people refugees. Well pardonemoi Jackson, what are the supposed to be called? They're refugees. They've run away from a bad situation. They have nothing. & WHY ARE YOU WASTING YOUR TIME DEBATING WHAT TO CALL THEM? WE'VE GOT BIGGER PROBLEMS MR. NARCISIST! LIKE IF THEYRE GONNA LIVE! Self-righteous @$$h0le. Then there's Chertoff who says, ''well we're not dropping food on people who refuse to leave.'' well, where are they supposed to go Mikey? They are stuck on the roof of their homes, not choosing to be there. & Even if they COULD leave, WHERE WOULD THEY GO FOR FOOD? Everything is gone, there is nothing, nothing, left there! No supermarkets, No money...no nothing. :wtf: it seriously makes me question the stupidity of politicians. Bush, Chertoff, Reverend Jackson....all of them. This country is run in whole and in part by ignorant @$$wipes. LORD.
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Feeling: hyper
Howdy I wore two different colored chucks today to see if anyone'd notice. No one did except for Frau and this Brittish chick that I never met before. That sequence of smiley faces was strangely bipolar. hehee. I'm hyper today !! *sings loudly and obnoxiously and well as off key* I'm hyyyyyyyyyyyper! See folks, this is the result of me eating a slushie, ie, sugar coated ice, at lunch! I was mad before lunch tho. campagna: what do i always tell you? me: to use all my fingers. *this is in computer class.* capagna: right. me: *tries, not seriously, just to please her* campagna:*walks away**comes back* Why do you keep ignoring me? me: i'm not, its just a habit. Campagna: well dont getr all angry now me: im not and that ticked me off for some reason. BUT THEN I GOT HYPER..ER! I was uncharacteristically chipper this morning. I'm soooo addicted to the Warren Brothers right now. Check out their cd. It's call Well Deserved Obscurity.
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Feeling: alright
Hey! I've become a lover of the Spill Canvas. I am ocne again a sucker for anything acoustic. I'm addicted to the song "Sunsets and Car Crashes" now. heh. My Aim keeps being all weird. It keeps going BING eevry time someone signs on/off. We lost the power today at school and they called it a 'code red' because they're stupid. [i mean ] It's like OMG WE LOST THE ELECTRICITY! ITS AN EFFING TERROR ATTACK! NOBODY MOVE! GET AWAY FROM THE WINDOWS! NO LEAVING YOUR CLASSROOM! THE APPOCOLYPSE HAS COME! I mean come on. Someone in the Intermediate was drilling and they hit a power line. Big whoop. 45 minutes of Darkness with Frau and Kytic. Not bad. Though we did get a talk from Frau about how during Code Reds we're supoosed to poop in a trash can. No joke. She told us that in the guidebook for code red that Teachers are supposed to fashion a toilet for the students from the garbage bins if need be dire enough. [] Thank god no one had to pee that badly. I would have shot them if they did. But it was good I was stuck in Algebra because I had Info Processing next. [computers.] If i had to spend 2 hours with Campagna I think I'd be angry. I don't care for Campagna. She's not the worst...but not the best. I love Frau. Shes awesome. I heart Kytic too. I wish I had Frau. But I don't take German..so.. yeah. I have a four day weekend. Woo! I'm going to have some fun. Doing what, I don't know. I guess I'll converse with Jenni. My Kasey Kahne pants are currently having a near-death expeirence, so I'm going now to fix them. Guten Tag.
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Feeling: tickledpink
Caught in a moment that won't let go, Trying to find my way out. When what you're on is a dead end road, might as well turn back around. And I'm in the dark I'm completely numb Like a shadow thats turned to stone Trying to figure out How did two become one thing ever so alone I'm broken. Wide open. You shattered all we had. And I'm through with hoping, somehow I'm gonna put the pieces back. I've cried me an ocean, now there's nothing left inside I'm here not knowing. Where do you go when tears run dry? I close my eyes and I breathe you in, Always and ever the same How did we end up strangers again, When I'm still dreaming your name. And I'm calling out Are you hearing me? I don't know where I belong. Now it's so clear Why do I wish you here, When I'm already gone? Ooh yeah... I'm broken. Wide open. You shattered all we had. And I'm through with hoping, somehow I'm gonna put the pieces back. I've cried me an ocean, now there's nothing left inside I'm here not knowing. Where do you go when tears run dry? Maybe I should run away Maybe I should disappear Maybe I should find a place where no one knows I'm there Anywhere but here... I'm broken. Wide open. You shattered all we had. And I'm through with hoping, somehow I'm gonna put the pieces back. I've cried me an ocean, now there's nothing left inside I'm here not knowing. Where do you go when tears run dry? Where do you go when tears run dry..... Tears run dry....
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hey hicks welllll i went to Knoebels with my brother and cousins a few days ago, and it was really cool. I discovered that I cannot drive a bumper boat to save my life because I tried to drive the bumper boat and it kept spinning in circles. I couldn't help it, it just kept spinning and spinning and no matter how I tried to drive it it didn't stop spinning. Though I didn't get dizzy, which was good, though I did get stuck in the wall. The bumper boats don't go in reverse so I kept driving into the wall hoping that by some miracle of God the opposite force or something would propel me away form the wall. I may sound like I know what I'm talking about. I assure you. I don't. Go ask Mr. Newton. & I went on the roller coasters and I wanted to go on them again but no one else wanted to so I didn't... but oh well, still was fun! Then I went again two days later with Katie and her family. Now, she likes the roller coasters so we went on them countless times. & we kept going to the water coaster thing [i temporarily forget it's name...brainfart...] & Knoebels is money sucking so they wouldn't let us buy the all day wristbands because it wa sa weekend so we had to buy tickets and they got soaking wet because we went on the water thing alot, so when we wanted to go on a ride after that we had to shove a handful of red white and green disentigrating paper into some poor ride attendant [who had the lovely job of counting the illegible digits written on them..and surely were like when they saw themmm] I just realized that you can have an entire conversation with Chris and not even need to have a conversation with Chris. If you stick, heh, lol and I'm sorry in every once and a while, it makes for a decent conversation. Not that i don't like talking to him. I love talking to him but it's just funny how social he is, even to himself. Not that this is a bad thing at all. My keyboard is egtting old so it's getting really loud when I type and I'm even concious opf it now so yeah thats pretty bad. I'm suprised my mom hasn't been like "why such feverish typing" as she usually does. Maybe because it's 1130 at night and shes probobly asleep but I cant see her face so I really don't know. I have a feeling I have alot of run on sentences here, something I DONT do often but I'm in a rush tonight so forgive me for not being perfect. yeah. Im not perfect...shocker. & Kelsey got home from Vacation! She was muchly missed.
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