so i'm really sorry that i haven't been on in like a year. now i have no friends on here anymore. that's sad. LOVE YOU LATER!!!!

love you guys LATER!!! BLAP HAT!!!!

My birthday is this friday so if you read this give me some love or whatever it is you want to give me I LOVE YOU LATER!!! oh yeah i'm turning 19 DANG THAT'S OLD!! LATER!!!!

well i'm having a good day so far but i just woke up. someone left another comment and it wasn't signed and that gets old. but it's always something saying something like i'm cute or blah blah blah and you kinda wanna know who says these things i mean come on awwww...your so cute ♥ HA i don't know who lied to that girl. well i hope it's a girl. I turn 19 in a few weeks. actually and i think in like 2 weeks. i'm gonna be an old man. well not really and i know that it's not gonna feel different. It only feels that way up untill your birthday and then it feels no different than any other birthday that you've ever had. I LOVE YOU!!! LATER!!

Well right now it's about 6 in the morining and i've been up all stinking night. right now i'm at my cousins friends house and i think today we are gonna go packpacking. YAY!!!! only not. man i've been feeling like crap for the past week. i don't know wheather i should move back to houston or stay here. there are two ppl that i like and one of them lives here and the other lives in alvin. i've never had to make this kind of stupid decision. not only that everyone i love is in alvin. i mean i can always make new friends which i am but still it's kinda nuts just being out of the house and starting to get out on my own. well i really don't have anything esle to say so if you have something to say please say it. i love you guys and i'm sorry that i haven't been on in that long time so please forgive me. I LOVE YOU!!! LATER!!!!

whoever left that last comment on the other thing please leave another one and sign it because i have no idea who you are. LATER aww, I don't know you, but I think I'm in love with you! haha. add me? thanks alot LATER!!!

yeah today was good and wahtnot. I GOT THE NEW BEN FOLDS CD!!!!!!! it's amazing and there's nobody better than old ben folds. i guess. but yeah it's really good and right now i'm watching sylvester stallones first movie and it's pretty tough. it's called "Death Race 2000" you can't get any tougher than that there's no way it's not possable. they are in this race right and to get points they have to run over pedestrians and whatnot and that's just great. the movie is good stuff. man i went to the most beautiful wedding this saturday. like you have your normal wedding and then you have the greatest wedding on earth. i could only hope mine is that good. but no they were really close friends and it's cool cause i got to see alot of old friends from houston and wahtnot. the first slow dance that they danced to was a song by pinback and you can't beat that either. well yeah my movie is back on and i think i'm gonna go make me some fake mexican burritos and eatum up cause i'm hungry. OH MAN!!! the brides maids and the guys and wahtnot looked so good. they brides maids were all in pastel colors and whatnot and everyone knows that these guys will look in suits. you can't beat emo kids from texas. well i love everyone so much so leave a comment and lemme know something cool i guess I LOVE YOU!!!! LATER!!

yeah well i'm updating for that girl that wants me to update cause she's special. i'm really really tired right now. man i hope everyone had a great christmas and new years and whatnot. i got all i wanted for christmas. i told my familly not to get me anything and they didn't so that was good and then i figured out that my oldest brother had another son so i'm an uncle twice and then my older brother is getting married to the greatest girl on the face of this earth. really if anyone at all were even friends with this girl they would be the luckiest guy on earth. she is the nicest and the smartest and the coolest girl in earth and my brother is getting married to her. that's so great and i'm very very happy for them both. well i'm off to bed again cause i'm really tired I LOVE EVERYONE!!!! LATER!!

who ever left this to sum it up... batman rocks. giving yourself own haircuts that turn out rocks. death cab rocks. YOU rock. NO WAY!!! you rock way more than i can ever. thank you very very much and i think i love you LATER!!!!

Well lastnight was that by the end of tonight show and it was great. we saw a band called stella maris however you spell it and they were frickin great. i got to hang out with some cool ppl and whatnot. so how was everyones thanksgiving? mine was great i had alot of potatos and whatnot. my family is nuts but who's isn't? other than that i cut my own hair the other day and i think i'm never going to pay for another haircut ever again. it's the best haircut i've ever had. not that i really care too much about my hair but whatever. yeah well................ i'm still tired so i think i'm gonna ball back up on the couch and watch some cartoons. i haven't watched cartoons in like years. and everything has changed and it's frickin wierd. oh man speakin of wierd i got a wedding invitation from an x-girlfriend who is getting married. that's the wierdest thing is when your old g/f gets married. well i'm out cause i'm gonna miss batman I LOVE YOU!! LATER!!!

well since it is the new fad now to be political i think i'll post my stuff up. well i know alot of ppl that are upset that Bush is president now infact i have friends that aren't friends anymore because i was for bush. shows how good of friends they were. well i honestly didn't like either one of them but since it wouldn't help anything at all if i didn't vote i read up on what both sides had to offer, and that's another thing i hate is this whole two sided bullfog. each side takes what the other side doesn't like and then they go at it when what someone should really do is go for what's right but if someone did that then they would just find a way to get them out of the picture. so i read up and found out that kerry and bush are both smart men they are just run by stupid ppl and it kinda scares me. so i found who had the least stupid ppl running the show and i voted for that person. i really think that they didn't really want kerry to win this race i think they want ms. clinton to be the president which is (and no offence to wimen) scary because she is just nuts. you know this debate has driven ppl to some stupid things. my grandparents cussed my father and i out because we were voting for bush which is really stupid. oh and another thing that is stupid is this whole "rock the vote" so you have these so called "punks" who are ppl who say don't lable me and all that whatnot and then they try so hard to let it be known that they are "punks" that are just voting based on what their friends think or what they read in the paper. if you "punks" and even "emo" kids cause that's the new fad with "emo" kids not is to be political. if you really cared then you would want to get your friends to find out the truth for themselves instead of going on what you heard or what they hear from other ppl. but the whole "rock the vote" thing says "it doesn't matter who or what you vote fer just vote" that's the most stupid thing i've ever heard in my life. NO WAY!! it does matter who and what you vote for. get in there and try to find out what the ppl are about instead of going with the tv or your friends. if you friends think something other than what you think then grow and frickin spine and figure out for yourself. that's so simple minded when ppl are for someone only because thier friends say this or that or because their parents are democrat or whatever. it's anoying!! well that was kinda longwinded and i prolly misspelled half if not everything on this but whatever i'm tired it's 3 in the morning. I LOVE YOU LATER!!

ROLLER SKATING IS THE BEST!!!! 80s style!!

well i just saw a picture of an old friend that i love very much and i realized how much it does hurt not to be a part of this persons life anymore and she just go on with her life but i'm so so so happy for her and her life is goin great from what i hear it's just weird how i'm not really in it anymore. it's not that we were dating or anything. we did like eachother alot. well i know i liked her alot but i didn't wanna waste her time. i don't know it's all wierd. well on a happier note i'm having a great day. i'm at my aunts right now and i'm writing some new songs. if you don't know about "the music" then you need to read my last entry and then you need to hear the music. we are recording a demo at a friends house soon and as soon as we are threw i would be more than happy to give anyone a copy for free cause this stuff is way way way way way way too great to sell. no number of dollars could ever amount to what this music means to me so i would rather just give it away because everyone deserves to hear this without having to dig into their wallets to pay for anything that should be heard for free. wow that was kinda long winded and whatnot. oh well. LATER! I LOVE YOU!

ok so just yesterday i was playing on my gueetar and whatnot and my friend and i started playing some way crazy melodies and whatnot. so we decided to change the world. so today we just got finished practicing with our drummer and we only need a name so far we have three songs and whatnot and we are playing shows in houston soon. if you haven't heard then you need to. anyways so how is everyone? man i can't get over this stuff. it's like a neverending stream of melodies and harmonies and the whole whatnot.anyways i guess i'll talk to whoever later. LATER! I LOVE YOU!!!

i'm sorry for actin stupid and whatnot. i'm in a great mood. the strokes made me like this. anytime i listen to any of their songs how can you not like that music? it's beautiful. so how is everyone? oh yeah thank you very much who left the comment about my being funny and whatnot. your great. man i just got done recoding alot of cool stuff today at my house and it's the greatest stuff ever. if anyone wants to hear some nintendo dance music just im me if i'm on and i'll send it to you. oh yeah anyone can im me if ya want. well that's about all that's been goin on or whatever. I LOVE YOU!! LATER!

WOW!!! it's been a long time since was on here. well alot has happend but nuthing important. i miss being on the computer and whatnot. my phone got disconnected and whatnot so i haven't been on in a while. well i'm great and i'm gonna make some changes to my diary soon. sorry this isn't longer but i gotsta go. LATER!! I LOVE YOU!!

blah! that's my anger in a box. i'm not really much for beeing angry but right now i'm pissed cause of some stupid crap. it happens. ha i forgot that i changed my picture on my header and i saw it and i realized how gay it was. it's awesome though. well i don't really have much to say so this is about it sorry I LOVE YOU LATER!

Well right now i'm in a hotel in new mexico. it's really cool that they have a computer for ppl to use. right now it is 6:30 in the morning and i have my coffee with me and it's pretty cold outside which is what i love about it up here. well after this i don't know what i'm doing i think we are all going to see the city of rocks... yay! i guess. ha well i love you all and i'm sorry that this entry is short but i need to go get me some more coffee. OH YEAH!! this is what happend just a while ago. i got my coffee all made and whatnot and then on the way back a bird pooped in it. i was pissed. so i went back and had to make another one and the lady at the desk was laughing at me. well i'm gonna be on my way so i'll talk to you guys later I LOVE YOU!!!! LATER!

so i'm at my youth pastors house and i had nuthin to do and i figured i haven't updated in a while. it sucks cause i have no internet at my house anymore so i can't get on as much. i just had to fix my youth pastors wifes aim problem and that's all done so the computer is mine for a while. well my youth pastors wife didn't know what was goin on with aim so she accidently got rid of my whole buddy list so i have nobody at all. if you read this and i've talked to you please i need some buddies. it kinda feels like you have no friends anymore when you get on and there are only 6 ppl on your list when you use to have like 200. well today we have youth and my friend is suppose to come and whatnot. it's cool cause we are doing an acoustic thing tonight and i get to use my favorite guitar on earth. i got some new pants and i figured out the best size in girls pants for me. it's 8 short. but then there are like a million different sizes and it's all gay but whatever. well i'm really bored and i hope that ppl still read my crap since i haven't been on in a while. oh for everyone that commented on my last entry thank you very very very very very very very much for your kind words. it really feels good to know that ppl actually read what i write hahaha. lol well i'm out. I LOVE YOU!! LATER!

This is for the person who left these is what you want ..please tell me why guys are so inconsiderate..juat a girl with a guy on her mind...if you could tell me that would help out a lot [anonymous (152.163.252.103)] delete yeah so you are a guy can you answer my question..why do you say you like a girl but when it comes down to start a relationship you don't know if that [anonymous (152.163.252.103)] well for one guys who do that are jerks and there's nuthin else to be said about that. but me personaly i got scared because of sooo many reasons. i got scared out of my mind because i don't want to be a jerk, because when i get to know someone i see how much better they are then me and how they are so beautifull and i wouldn't even wanna waste their time with someone like me. so i mean not all guys are like that and not all guys are like that. most if not all are jerks but there are some who have reasons. i just don't like to waste someones time when they could do soooo soo sooooooo much better than me. I know it's stupid and i have no idea why i do it and why i think that way about myself but i mean when i get to know someone and this is for everyone it doesn't even have to be someone that i like i see how beautifull they are and how much they just make everything better and easier to handle. i mean there are just tons of reasons why it would be soo much better off for me to be friends with someone even though all of the ppl that i have dated we are still friends and whatnot. i can't even call them my "exes" just because they are still beautifull ppl and i wouldn't want it to sound like they are used or done with because they are my "ex" g/f or whatever. so that is what i have to say about that sorry if i am preaching or anything but you asked. sorry that was kinda depressing but i'll update later. LATER!! I LOVE YOU!!!!