lmao so I just remembered about this. actually Treg reminded me of it. and I just thought I'd update. this bitch is single. and pretty damn happy. and that's all for now.

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I have pizza. I have life. My house isn't flooded. I have someone to call me Meow Kitten. and I have a drink. Life doesn't get better.

nothing to do...nowhere to go ehhh it's been awhile since i updated. no on reads this stuff anyways. and i'm okay with that ^_^ apparently... i got addiceted to those smileys. i just see Pikachu and i love it ehhh i edited my Myspace yesterday. i should probably changed the layout on it. ehhhh... so lets see... last saturday/Sunday - Went to Heathers (she got her lip pierced), went to a grad party, and then to her grandmothers. Monday - i don't think i did much , babysat. Tuesday - I think I went to Billie's at 6 Wednesday - uhhh i think i just babysat. Thursday - Josh came up and we hung out in Tunkhannock ^_^ Friday - got my wisdom teeth out. and apparently when i woke up... the first thing i did was... *groan* *pulls lower lip in and blows back out* MOM: "what was that?" ME: "a kiss." ...cute chipmunks? and Tacobell? "hold my hand" haha... i love my mommy. Saturday - I was home all day, eating vicodin every four hours and sleeping. Today... will be the same as Saturday. Picture of my puffy-ness? why not eh? so that might be a bit big. But i don't care. Later kidds.

ehhh... so nothing has happened. and i haven't updated in... 18 days? (wooo way to be quick with the math) uhhh my hair is green i have a family reunion this weekend so i'll be in Lancaster. one word assholes. lancaster. not Lan-Caster. yeah i think that's it. it's the end of the school year 12? 11? 13? days left. i'm not counting i'm not doing anything special anyways. 15 = no carrr. which sucks x 4857549374938 Peace out girl scouts.

xx JESS x CORE: says the non-impatient one. SockLobotomy: you couldve just said "says the patient one." SockLobotomy: thats better than "says the non-impatient one." xx JESS x CORE: ...i wasn't really thinking about it xx JESS x CORE: sorry SocksLobotomy:--"Shadows often felt"--DUST SockLobotomy: its quite ok, the non-unintelligent one. SockLobotomy: hehe ...he's so clever... isn't he?

I figure if i update once every two weeks then it counts just as much as it would if i updated every day. It's not like i have a life I mean... I don't do anything. Hello, welcome to be in the "inbetween" ages. the hey i need a life... but hey i don't have a car. Friday, i went to the school play. it was pretty good. and i got to see Ethan again ♥ I missed him... Saturday, i had guitar lessons... i "vented" to him... cause Justin is an asshole. haha and i got my hair cut... so i look like a boy. it's SHORT SHORT SHORT. i'm lucky i don't care what people think. or else i might as well grow a penis. Today, (which is sunday might i add) Billie is coming over... and that should be fun... she said she's bringing her DDR. ♥ i'ma look like a douche. INTOTHERIVERBELOW

Down Down Down Down so Kenzie came over this weekend that was pretty cool don't eat curdled milk i'm thinking an awful lot it's kinda depressing i'm thinking about random things really random... we took ninja photos and made a ninja movie YES i know Ninja's are not to be seen or heard... i know i know but we were willing so we declared it okay besides we made Ninjas look like Douche bags oh no look it's a Zebra! so the new Atreyu CD is PRETTY kick ass i slept until 12 today and then woke up went to my aunts ate a cookie and came home for some 10 Things i Hate about you I Heart that movie. Peace out GangstER you put a bullet in my head turn black thoughts to red

why helpless you ask? I'm playing magic we took a break so justin could wash his car and i can't Attack MOM or JUSTIN neither of them their stupid ass cards. but i will kill them. you watch. UNDERDOG FTW!!! oh right... HAPPY JESUS SAID BRB AND THEN TURNED ZOMBIE DAY!!! i ♥ candy

I told Ryne i liked him sorta... BACKFIRE-ish. the timing is off... i knew it was off now i'm just kinda scared that we'll be weird around each other... which is exactly what i don't want to happen xx JESS x CORE: would you blow your nose in my mouth? SayHiToYourM0M: would you like it? xx JESS x CORE: would you? SayHiToYourM0M: I'd do it for you I don't have a fetish for that, that I know of. xx JESS x CORE: ...Casey that's gross SayHiToYourM0M: what xx JESS x CORE: i'd vomit SayHiToYourM0M: you asked xx JESS x CORE: all over you SayHiToYourM0M: well xx JESS x CORE: yes iasked SayHiToYourM0M: you asked xx JESS x CORE: in hopes you would say no SayHiToYourM0M: I said I'd do it if you wanted me to SayHiToYourM0M: what fucking kinda question was that? xx JESS x CORE: so i would be able to say "then why would you blow your load in someones mouth?" SayHiToYourM0M: I don't know SayHiToYourM0M: do I have a fetish for that? xx JESS x CORE: i don't know xx JESS x CORE: what kinda fucking question is that! xx JESS x CORE: haha i love it SayHiToYourM0M: what's it? xx JESS x CORE: ...i'm saying that having cum in your mouth is like have snot in your mouth xx JESS x CORE: and if you wouldn't blow your nose in my mouth SayHiToYourM0M: ewww SayHiToYourM0M: I wouldn't know xx JESS x CORE: why would you insist on putting your cum there? xx JESS x CORE: did you just say ewww? SayHiToYourM0M: cause i call it peanut butter SayHiToYourM0M: Jess, you're making me feel wierd xx JESS x CORE: ...well stop putting peanut butter in peoples mouths SayHiToYourM0M: ok SayHiToYourM0M: I'm goign to go shoot myself for ever having the idea But Casey still makes me smile a bit haha

haha it was there. anyways nothing is happening the new kid is hitting on me sure i take Pride in that being one of the first people a guy notices isn't half bad. i need BLUE KOOL-AID i'm going to put it in my hair and see how it works out. so i've been washing my hair TWICE in the shower to get the red out hoping the blue will take to it better. uhhh I think that's about it.

i got back from Heathers at about 5 it was pretty awesome Saturday we went to open mic night it was amazing Jehiel and Chris's - Chicken eggs and Chicken legs for breakfast! Adam and Matt's comedy skits between songs/ Adam's amp breaking down... the art work was all beautiful... they should do this alot. we had to help clean up... Jess hurts from lifting alot... i'm a whiner then Staurday night we took a walk and got Randy we then headed back to kissy's and watched porn of course and it was cool until the girl tossed the other girls salad... then we yelled for it to be killed. back to Heathers for some late night movie watching. ghost ship then Alfie Alfie♥ Jude law played him... god he's gorgeous. i stayed awake just for that then today we woke up at 10 almost 11 and Lyric left shortly after that and me and Heather took a walk Purdy passed us on his way to meet Adam and we kept walking then we got tired and turned around and sat in Heathers yard and Adam came up to us and we talked for awhile then he left and we went in and i ate FROZEN GO-GURT hells yes you don't even know. then another short walk follwed with Randy/Melissa/Blayre going to Heathers house for a little get together. now i'm home and tired as hell...

i just woke up... and i haven't done anything today should be good i'm going to Guitar lessons and Heather's going to pick me up and then back to her house with LYRIC ♥ well hang out there until the art show or open mic i'm not sure yet and ryne should meet us there... i think he said he was going to and ADAM is going to be playing so i heard... and his voice is awesome i love the crack in his voice at one part...it's aMAZing haha ♥ and Justin should be coming home i won't be here though i didn't really miss him though i missed his car ((no brother = no car = i ride bus)) but i'm sure i'll miss him when he goes off to college considering i cried when he started looking for one... he doesn't know that though. so don't tell him!!! haha like any of you speak to him. later kidssss

so basically... I've been doing nothing these few days nothing has happened... my hair is dyed... i'll post a picture... no worries. I've got and eye appointment on thursday... i might lie to them and try to get glasses cause i really would like them. but i'd be cool and only wear them when i want to... which would be fucking AWESOME!!! yeah... sooo PICTURE::: yes it's hella bright... and you're jealous.

Justin's Gaming Gathering was today it was pretty kick ass made some new aquaintences. Treg//Devon//Eddy the kid with the weird voice) i knew the other guys Kissy Dyed my hair first we bleached it... then we Dyed it BRIGHT RED aMAZing *eddy walks out of room* Me:"haha his voice is weird... he's so small and skinny and really talk he's deep voice just doesn't fit" Eddy(from hallway):"I can hear you!" Me:"Awwh... I'm sorry...*yells at people around me* WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME HE WAS STILL IN THE HOUSE! *back to Eddy* I love your voice!" "I'm not losing i'm just temporarily not winning"

I skipped school today woot woot Heather was doing it to... but apparently she's ACTUALLY sick so our TV broke... and we're getting it fixed and me mom and Dad went to dickson City and they dropped me off at the mall for 2 hours! i had nothing to do all alone so i called Heather on the Cell Phone. killed it too. and followed Emo Boys and what not... okay i didn't follow them but i walked in circles i got:: HEROINE=SEX! earrings= had to repierce own ears Hairdye= BRIGHT BRIGHT red. bracelets=black and white it was good. and APPARENTLY i ripped my jeans in the ass and was walking around the Viewmont Mall like::

I don't want to see the day tears are falling on my grave so today was boring... like everyother day. Justin might have a gaming party? but maybe not... cause he's grounded. which is GAY. and Justins car is shit now. it's all "broken" and we've got to take the expedition to school not bad... considering its HUGE. well compared to his KIA. but yeah... Jess has a crush GAY i know... trust me if i could stop it i would. considering i don't know him all that well. and he likes this other girl... i think? but i guess he's making an effort? i don't know... yeah... uhhh Foreign Cars SUCK!

No name faces No where places Where the hell am I so that's Adam's song... the one where his voice always cracks (my friend Adam... not Blink you dumbasses.) he's really good... when he gets all famous and stuff... i'll be able to say i know him be jealous!. yeah so i went to guitar lessons... and it was boring... i hate going there... i like to play alone and stuff... at least until i learn alot more... i don't know. we'll be able to join hands and sing Free at last Free at last THANK GOD ALMIGHTY WE ARE FREE AT LAST

Heather hasn't been able to come over... for like a fucking month!!! and i haven't been able to be there for the same... i'm sick at being home all the fucking time. It's like i'm "cursed". It was Grim Reaper Day for S.A.D.D. and Jon was our Reaper... he's tiny and it wasn't very effective... but he's a good looking reaper.*smiles* so i got my shirt 2nd period. and i stayed quiet from the end of second to about the first half of Third period... and yeah that was it. haha I tryed at least... and for the most part... i only talked to my "friends" so i didn't cheat that bad