Well, I'm happy. I guess. Just so dark inside. What does the word "LOVE" actually mean? Does it give all of us that little comforting feeling or something to get away from the world? The word "love" doesn't appeal too much to me anymore. I understand, I'm young. Yet SO grown up inside. I feel motherly to most of my friends. Just the whole thing of "love". I mean, what is it, exactly? Anyway, there goes my rant. o.O We are out of school for 2 whole fucking weeks. How fucking cool is that?! Christmas Break, in case you were..wondering. o.O Lastnight at the dance was awesome. Tiffany and I kissed so many times in front of the preps and people that they all understand what this thing called "love" is. Hell, we all choose who we want to "love". So, WHO really fucking cares who I "love"? At least I do, I've chosen the right ones. Anyway. Ranting over. The dance was cool. They started playing Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country VERY loud. All of us in the "Goth" group started moshing like crazy. Britt and I scared the shit out of people. 3 people went up to me and said we were fucking awesome lastnight. Well..We were hyper and WANTED/NEEDED some REAL music to dance to. So we went out of our way. The idiots tried to mosh with us, but we kicked them down and out. GAH, IT WAS FUN! Although people crowded around us. WOO! Anyway. I gotta go. Love, Willow