the nights have become warmer, the transition is nothing short of beautiful. renewal, and it seems as if this is the first time i have ever experienced it. but it's vividness has never moved me as much before. i've never known a city come to life [in the most literal sense that could be attached] as much as im seeing it do now.
its interesting to me how crisp morning air can just flow through your hair and everything instantly becomes perfect. my thoughts correlate with the climate, which is why i look forward to temperance and tints.
overall, i said. just a general improvement in life overall. nothing monumental, but i have noticed how upcoming events make everyday that much sweeter. i wanted to feel the beauty i saw. everyday i get closer. i look back and smile. and await for more things to look back on and smile. im understanding now. it's not so much missing, but appreciating. i've known greatness, i've known travesty. i can pick and choose which to dwell on. so i decide on smiling.
its the summer nights coming. i can feel their percussion moving me. soon, a year ago and i would be found me wishing and missing out on. soon, a year from soon, i will be looking back and find myself loving and laughing. i've met amazing. im creating my life and coming out of my shell. the only gray thought i have is wondering why it took me so long.
the past no longer scares my present. nor does the future.
for once, im living the grace within the medium of the past and future and cant wait to do it again the next day. and the next.
i mean it when i smile, now. im genuinely happy.