so i'm sitting here at work with a list of contacts to call about possible work opportunites or joint jobs they have available for us, yet i can't reach anyone. it's either music playing for 30 minutes or a machine talking forever or a message about them being out or on another call and for me to call back later. AHH! frustrating. i usually have incredible patience but it's just annoying whenever it's like that with EVERY SINGLE number i dial. i'm thinking about getting a second job at starbucks. it's new in town and they're hiring so i think it would be fun. and i love coffee. of course it won't take precedence over this job.. but it will be something else for me to do and a few extra dollars in mi bolsillo. :) things with Lance are going really well. he's in Indiana right now for a ministerial class. he had originally planned on staying until thursday, but he's coming home tomorrow evening. yay. yesterday i recieved a call from a flower shop verifying my address. they told me they had a "special delivery" for me. whenever they finally arrived at my house (about an hour later) the guy handed me a huge vase filled with 12 beeeeeeyootiful calla lilies.. my favorite. i thought it was for sure from my dads parents or from my 'secret sister' at church, but they were from Lance. he had arranged everything on Saturday before he left. it was such a sweet surprise. they really are beautiful and i love them. the fair is this week and i really want to go just to have something to do and to have a super cheesy t-shirt made like every other year. Lance and i are going to have our names inside of a heart made out of two dolphins jumping with the sunset in the background. LOL, i know. we're going to be so hot. i can't wait to grub down on a huge funnel cake and drink lemonade. i think everyone is going saturday, if at all, since it's the last day so i'm pretty sure that's when we'll be going. i've never been on a ferris wheel and neither has Lance...i think we're both really terrified so we're going to try to overcome our fear..wish us luck. we're all also planning on going to the Biltmore sometime soon. i can't wait. from the pictures it looks absolutely breathtaking. i have noticed that i have no idea how to act whenever a guy hits on me, or even says something in that context. whether it's a friend, an aquaintance, or a complete stranger. i'm not sure if it's because of my shyness or if it's just a complete result of my lack of interest...but whatever the case, it always leads to an embarrassing and awkward conversation/situation/moment. i really hate it. i should probably start at the top of the list again and get back to work. hopefully this time i'll get in touch with someone. hope everyone has a really good day :)