This it lame! It finally works again! But once again im back..but at least nobody knows about this .. or so I think. mhm. It has been a crazy last few weeks and I am here in the wonderful town of Oak Grove. Wootwoot. I am having a wonderful time,,, we went 4-wheeling yesterday and today when we went we found a new trail and it was uh-maz-ing!! Although we did get stuck once..hehe.. so lets talk about BRAD.. shall we.. mhm.. I think I will keep all of that.. not fou anyone to know..except me and brad…I took the horses out again,,,its uh-maz-ing because I call them and they come running .. its uh-maz-ing. I like brushing them down.,,, they have more brushes that I do!! lol well. Things have been crazy besides that.. I started work last Monday and I DID get that second PCA job.. I work everyday (first PCA)..and Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday with Lisa,,(second PCA) . So im quite busy! I love my job though,, im soo excited to go to texas!! Im going in like 3 weeks!! Wootwoot…it is going to be uh-maz-ing! And I am excited to see everyone again. And its disappointing . with Jessica I tried to talk again that may have been a mistake on my part. But at least I tried… its her choice..whatever., I don’t need to be around that anywho. And I cannot stand how she talks to me like nothing has happened. So much has happened and I don’t want to be her friend anymore.. I don’t want to. Gosh ..She must not understand what that does to a person.. I just don’t understand..its really hard for me because of some things, to let things go and friends go, fights go, just letting everything go.. but I am working on it. I m up here to work on things..to take a break from everything..relax. But I still have that problem ,, my self.. im not very happy with that situation. But no more of me complaining. I have been looking at SLR cameras. I think I have chosen a Nikon D50. I want to buy Joanna a SLR camera for her birthday.. we’ll see. I don’t even know if she likes the NIKON D50…..maybe…I will have the $$ and I don’t want to move to the next level of picture taking without her….mhm…gosh she is suck a good friend, she deserves it!.