A Mess

Feeling: excited
As the concert grows closer and closer my mind is becoming more and more excited and scrambled. I cant wait to be up on stage in front of all those people, its such a rush, But im also dreading it, what if people dont like us? what if we just dont fit the modern "cliche" of rock music. What is I get sick before then and my voice goes out. What if I mess up, Oh my god what if I mess up, Ill die right there, right in front of EVERYONE. Ill choke myself with the straps on my bondage pants. ITs such a rush, Everyone is looking foward to it, to us, everyone relying on me to make thier saturday night awesome, I wish I was the bassist, I dont want to be on center stage, I dont want to sing by myself in front of everyone, I dont want to be in the center spotlight. Im so glad Im the singer, Everyone will be looking at me, The whole concert rests on my shoulders. With only my guitar to keep me company i will stand in front of all those people and pour my soul out. Obviosly im way too confused to know what I want, the only thing i am sure I want, is to make this concert as much fun and as memorable as I can for our fans. I love them all. Im going to give it my all. Rock on everyone. Wish me luck, and ill see you all there.
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[Anonymous]
yeah but if you read my comments theyr'e all from like the same person, haha. :) but anyway.. dude study hall is for homework, if i had a study hall i'd take advantage of it. psh, slut.
[Anonymous]
ryn: hey thanx a lot for the note. I really appreciate it. I"m through everything though and nothing is bothering me.. its just that I dont want him showing up in my life again and do what he did. It wont affect me nemore.. I just dont want him to even try nemore cuz tis just pathteic.. i'ms orry you had to go through all that shit though *hugs* ~mel
[Anonymous]
ryn: yeah it made me alot more stronger too which is good. and i'm glad it made you more stronger and taught you things.. but i think besies just making you more stronger, it helps you be more careful with ur future relationships.. but yeah.. :) glad ur feeling beter about it and stuff *hugs* ~mel
[Anonymous]
hm bondage pants. i really don't know what to say to that.
[Anonymous]
dude i don't care... the word bondage just creeeeeeps me out. but don't worry i dont think ur creepy. just the pants.
[Anonymous]
theyre interesting to say the least
[Anonymous]
haha i supposeeeee
[Anonymous]