It's like talking to a brick wall. Thanks. It sucks when I like someone and they're my friend. Really is happening alot and I never know what to do. ~~~~~ A point to think about...why exactly is Mario a plumber? He doesn't do any plumbing does he? Except go down some tubes.. Also Blessthefall anyone?

Wondering when things will change for me. Really would like someone to talk to, but everyone seems to be in there own world, with me on the sideline. Feel lost and pathetic. Just want to get back to uni already! ~~~ if we are born to die and we all die to live then whats the point of living life if it just contradicts?

I want things back to the way they were, back to friends, back to good friends. I may be finding it hard to move on, but I just need some time. This is the first time in a long time I have had a real nightmare about a situation that is...occurring. I got upset by letting you down, and most definitely don't want to lose you

Well I had an amazing weekend, with an amazing girl :) Shame she's gone home now :( I wish I was still with her I also hear it's lent? So I think I'll give up being grumpy :p and give up not doing work xD hehe My room is soo hot, radiators turned off now though. I also need to do pots...whoops hehe

I'm scared everything will happen again I overcame not being happy once Not sure I can do it again

~People are ignoring me, I'm giving up now

I have many things to say to you but I can't. I'm scared and don't know what to do. Oh What have I done to you All of the lies we've been through And you're just not happy Oh What can I do to make You believe it's fake Everything I say to you This mess has been made and it's been made of you So just compose yourself before you enter the room She's just a girl, she's not the world Don't do something that you'll regret Take your finger of the trigger Your dreams won't let you forget You messed with me girl Oh how you'll choke on that mistake Suffocate faster Your lungs collapsing By the force Oh What have I done to the girl of my dreams She meant everything, everything Lifeless and wrapped up in our bed sheets She meant everything, everything Love driven murder the thought taste so sweet She meant everything, everything Now my anger turned this to reality She meant everything, everything Oh what have I done (what have I done) To the girl (to the girl of my dreams) Love driven murder Oh the thought taste so sweet I'll take my hands and wrap them around your neck Show you that I'm real and you're completely worthless You're just a girl you're not the world You'll soon be someone I regret Your heart will flat line just give back Mine you'll look beautiful dead You messed with me girl Oh how you'll choke on that mistake Suffocate faster Your lungs collapsing By the force Oh What have I done to the girl of my dreams She meant everything, everything Lifeless and wrapped up in our bed sheets She meant everything, everything Love driven murder the thought taste so sweet She meant everything, everything Now my anger turned this to reality She meant everything, everything What have I done to you Your body is lying lifeless here in our room What have I done to the girl of my dreams She meant everything, everything Lifeless and wrapped up in our bed sheets She meant everything Oh What have I done to the girl of my dreams She meant everything, everything Lifeless and wrapped up in our bed sheets She meant everything, everything Love driven murder the thought taste so sweet She meant everything, everything Now my anger turned this to reality She meant everything, everything What have I done to the girl of my dreams

I finally feel truly happy again =] (fuzzy was the closest to fluffy xD )

crushed velvet, candle wax and dried up flowers. I want things to be happier for me =/ I wish they all weren't so messy and complicated Exams really don't help things out I can't think properly being under pressure Our dreams seem not far away

I want exam stress to be over... maybe things would seem clearer

I need shower and sleep =[ I will write more sometime...