You can see a million miles tonight, but you can't get very far.

This is how I feel lately. How I feel about moving back. How I feel about starting over. How I feel about not being a full time college student. I feel like i'm making a lifetime decision, and it scares the hell out of me. I'm fickle. I feel like everyone wants me to go back to the simplicity of here. I'm not simple. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I have the but the highest of aspirations, they don't lie in middletown, but then again they didn't lie in Newark. I'm not quite sure if they lie in Delaware. In fact i'm sure they don't. I'm overwhelmed. I'm underwhelmed. I'm scared. I'm confident. Yet I will never doubt myself. I don't want to come down. Gonna get back to basics Guess Ill start it up again Im falling from the ceiling Youre falling from the sky now and then Maybe you were shot down in pieces Maybe I slipped in between But we were gonna be the wildest people they ever hoped to see Just you and me So whyd you come home to this sleepless town Its a lifetime commitment Recovering the satellites All anybody really wants to know is... When you gonna come down Your mother recognizes all youre desperate displays And she watches as her babies drift violently away til they see themselves in telescopes Do you see yourself in me? Were such crazy babies, little monkey Were so fucked up, you and me So whyd you come home to this faithless town Where we make a lifetime commitment To recovering the satellites And all anybody really wants to know is... When are you gonna come down She sees shooting stars and comet tails Shes got heaven in her eyes She says I dont need to be an angel But Im nothing if Im not this high But we only stay in orbit For a moment of time And then youre everybodys satellite I wish that you were mine So whyd you come home to this angels town Its a lifetime decision Recovering the satellites Everybody really knows for sure... That youre gonna come down That youre gonna come down- Counting Crows
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Dear that would make my life! Should we go north, south, or west? Its all very exciting.
I decided after this pack I'm quitting. I'm just getting to ridiculous with all these cigarettes.
I listened to Lily Allen's the fear, and it made me think of our life's situation. ya know? give it a listen and tell me what you think.

Oooh guess who I finally talked to today! Cait, I think we've smoothed things over again, but you never can tell. So it goes :P
Ah don't worry dear, we all feel that way. I mean I've been scared shitless because I still don't have the foggiest idea of what it is I want to do... about anything not just school. We'll get through it we always do!

- Sara
-geoff
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beth, try to relax. I know everything seems like one big panic but you are reacting the way anyoneelse would. Try not to overthink things, all it causes is headaches and more feelings of being lost. You will work things out but it takes time. If theres anyone I know strong enough to get through most life challenges its you. I swear on that.
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