i am ready to love again. it sounds too soon, but i realized not so long ago that kris hadn't loved me anymore for a long time. the relationship had been over for months, i just couldn't see it. i was blinded by desparation. i feel more relief than grief these days. i see my mistakes, and of course i see his, but i'm not angry about them anymore. just glad to be away. and i am ready. so, so, so, so ready to love (and to be loved) again.