omfg! I WAS so pissed of yesturday they fuckin fired me. i called in on monday an the message didnt get to the charge nurse so i was considered no call no show fuck thaat so now i am out looking for a new job! PEACHES AND CREAM GROUPIECHICK17 XOXOXOXOXO

That fuckin bitch! my birthmom i told her to fuck off and stay the hell out of my life she wants to be a 2 faced fuckin whore and always coming to me for $ and shit fuck that go to fuckin hell u slut you tried to ruine mom and dads marriage (boyfriends mom and step dad) well fuck you they are more of parents to me that you could ever be..."ohh i learned my lesson in prison my kids come first, im never going to do drugs again" then you fuckin come and ask for money for pills to clean your system fuck up i hope they send your sorry ass back!!!! and asking me for $ for my sisters x-mas pressants well fuck maybe if you stayed away from drugs then you could afford it and just a little advice maybe if you would spend time with your kids and not out running the streets they would actually want to talk to you instead of using other peoples parents.... and why the fuck do u want to be a part of my life now you didnt when i was a baby you tried saleing me and then when you went to fuckin jail u put me up for adoption~ dont ever fuckin try to call or talk to me again! fuck u bitch! i can take care of my own brother and sisters x-mas why did you have kids when you cant even take care of them!!! fuck off bitch Groupie Chick 17

i know i can never see lakkotia again but i still love her, shes my little sister... and always will be... Teresa i dont know how you think i chose him over you... thats messed up gas is expensive now $2.10 per gal and you live like 40 miles away when ever i had a chance i came... and even when you were in town even if it was just on supper break for 5 min i came over... i have been a true friend for 2 months? you didnt trust me i said nadda was goin on and you didnt beleive me... he was my only friend besides drugies... nothin happened until after you said i could never see lakkotia and charish the pictures i have of her and to lose your #~ All i can say for you is i hope you dont let Robbie and Amy take advatage of you~ there good at using people and living off of other people too~ Take care of yourself~ and lakkotia you two deserve the best in everything... ~

i know that alot of you will not understand this but its for a friend (Jessie) who i dearly miss. RIP Nov. 9th 2004 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show I laced the track and you locked the flow So far from hanging on the block for dough Notorious they got to know that life ain't always what it seems to be Words can't express what you mean to me Even though you're gone, we still a team Through your family I'll fulfil dreams In the future can't wait to see if you open up the gates for me Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend Try to black it out but it plays again When it's real, feelin's hard to conceal Can't imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath, I know your still livin' your live after death Every step I take Every move I make Every single day, Every time I pray I'll be missing you Thinking of the day When you went away What a life to take What a bond to break I'll be missing you Its kinda hard with you not around I know you're in Heaven shining down Watchin' us while we pray for you Everyday we pray for you Till the day we meet again In my heart is were I keep you friend Memories give me the strength I need to proceed Strength I need to believe My thoughts Big, I just can't define Wish I could turn back the hands of time Us and a six, shop for new clothes and kicks You and me take in flicks Make a hit, stages they receive you on Still can't believe you're gone Give anything to hear half your breath I know you're still livin' your life after death Every step I take Every move I make Every single day, Every time I pray I'll be missing you Thinking of the day When you went away What a life to take What a bond to break I'll be missing you Somebody tell me why On that morning, when this life is over I know I'll see your face Every night I pray Every step I take Every single day Every night I pray I'll be missing you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Theres not a day that goes by that i dont think about you and say a pray just wishing that God would give you back~ you are missed by many and will never be forgotten ~ *crying* im out love ya'll Groupie Chick 17 xoxoxoxoxoxo

teresa i know that there is nothing i could ever do to get our friendship back. but i wanted you to know that i still care alot about you and lakkotia (use to be my sis) i would still go to the ends of the earth for both of you and thats wonderful that you have another one on the way. You make a wonderful mom and if you ever need any help please do hesitate to ask. you would do anything for your daughter, (you have 3 jobs to support you both) thats awesome.i wish you both the very best love always danielle GC17

My Dad tried to kill himself 2 times and what am i suppose to tell my little brother and sister.... my mom is in prison for drugs and we are suppose to act like everything is just peachy at home... my sister asked me "sissy, why does daddy wanna die?" what am i suppose to tell here???? I try my hardest i pay for grocieries and clothing and ect. and dad pays for rent and bills im 16 and i feel like im goin on 30!!!! i dont no what to do anymore some please help me... i wish i could just get married and move away or something!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! 4-1-1 Peaches & Cream GroupieChick17

i saw my mom but she had bad news... he doesnt get to come home in 2-5 years she has to stay longer... :( shes only been in prison for about 3 months but it feels like a life time... Jordan still hasnt written me back... i dont know maybe i should just let him go... but then that means i let the best think in my life walk out... i wish he would write me back... i dont know anymore... geezz i might get a flip phone... about time i get a new cell phone ... well dats about it im out love peaches & Cream GroupieChick17

OMG!! Friday skool sucked and i had to go to work... then my cusins came and all everyone did was fight and i had to handle it because my dad is about to go off of the deep end... then Saturday i woke up to everyone fighting and they broke 2 picture frams and my prom glasses i was pissed...Then i had to work 2:30 - 11pm but i got a call and they said dad calapsed so i had to walk out so when i goto work today i wont even know if i still have my job!!! Which God only knows how many bills we are behind on... and dad was drunk off of his ass and over dosed with pasrciption pills because he was tired of all the bull shit and his mom in Tenn. Died that night.... and moms in prison... we went to see her on Sunday it was nice but they forgot to call her so our visit got cut an hour short... but yeah dats about it... Peaches & Cream GroupieChick17

i missed 2 days of school and it sucked i was in major harsh pain... some nerv. virus and it burns and itches at the same time it sucked @ss.. im still waiting for a letter from that special someone i dont know if i will ever get one back but i hope so... he still means alot to me... i dont know maybe its homeless that i am trying to get him back but hes still the first person i think about when i wake up and the last before i go to sleep... when i talk to him my heart skips a beat still... i dont think he has any idea how much he means to me... any advice on how to get him back me help me... Peaches & Cream~~ Groupiechick17

Hes such a fuck a hole... what the fuck...you think your my brother you think your black well you can walk you black wannabe ass back across 8 mile bitch! All you want to do is get into my pants ass hole stay the fuck away from me~~ your not a fuckin pimp your a wanna be!!! thats all you'll ever be... you always say life in the hood well fucker this town has 989 people in it so what hood??? Then you went and told about the whole fuckin Cody shit yeah i can trust you NOT!!!!! Someone help me!!! save me from the fuckin pimp wanna be!!!

Geez last night i had to work 4-11pm with some stupid bitch that has been trying to get me fired. School sucks tomarrow i think im going to skip. My mom is in Prison for drugs what else is new? they say she has 2-5 years whatever.... she'll end up giving a few drug dealer names out and being a nark just to get out... I have prom this Saturday... God last night i had another nightmare about jessie... :( im scared that devin is going to to the same not only have i had that dream 3 times but Crystal had it too...my adopted mom is pissed i told her i wasnt going to any gay ass counsilor anymore who says they "know" what i going through and acts like they care and want to be my friend but gets paid $65 per hour what the fuck thats wat i got friend for fuck that bitch.... Fuck this im out~~~ ~R*I*P~ Jessie (Lost Soul) ~GC Butterfly kisses

you know how when your around that special someone you feel like your in heaven or your heart skips a beat... that you wish you would never have to part from that special someone... Yeah well i talked to my ex-boyfriend last night and that was crazy... all the old feelinging came back... i dont know if we will get back together~?~ a part of me wants too but then the other half of me doesnt because i dont want to get hurt... somebody please give me some advice ~GC Peaces and Cream

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show I laced the track and you locked the flow So far from hanging on the block for dough Notorious they got to know that life ain't always what it seems to be Words can't express what you mean to me Even though you're gone, we still a team Through your family I'll fulfil dreams In the future can't wait to see if you open up the gates for me Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend Try to black it out but it plays again When it's real, feelin's hard to conceal Can't imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath, I know your still livin' your live after death Every step I take Every move I make Every single day, Every time I pray I'll be missing you Thinking of the day When you went away What a life to take What a bond to break I'll be missing you Its kinda hard with you not around I know you're in Heaven shining down Watchin' us while we pray for you Everyday we pray for you Till the day we meet again In my heart is were I keep you friend Memories give me the strength I need to proceed Strength I need to believe My thoughts Big, I just can't define Wish I could turn back the hands of time Us and a six, shop for new clothes and kicks You and me take in flicks Make a hit, stages they receive you on Still can't believe you're gone Give anything to hear half your breath I know you're still livin' your life after death Every step I take Every move I make Every single day, Every time I pray I'll be missing you Thinking of the day When you went away What a life to take What a bond to break I'll be missing you Somebody tell me why On that morning, when this life is over I know I'll see your face Every night I pray Every step I take Every single day Every night I pray I'll be missing you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is for everyone who has lost someone that they have been close too~ ~GC Butterfly kisses