I hate everyone right now. I want to tell her that if I could I'd gladly KILL her. the world needs to die. or maybe i do. just anything to get me away from these people. somethings fucked with me... and i dont know what it is. it needs to be fixed. the scary thing is... i dont know if i WANT it to be fixed.

I pretty much forgot about this thing. Oh well... Looking back on all my old BS entries. It's over. Completely and totally over. There is nothing left of that now.... So anyway, I'm back and my layout is sooo pretty.

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and now that it's gone, we don't know who we are anymore...