to my baby and anyone else who reads. Hey Will, I love you so much! you have no idea. No words can explain how much i love you! I cant imagine my life without you! It was hard enough when we broke up. Not being able to call you my boyfriend or not having you next to me at night hurt so bad. Every day I prayed and wished you would come back.i wanted you so bad. You are the only one that i want to be with. And i want to be with you for the rest of my life. I want to go to sleep with you lying next to me every night and wake up to you every morning. There is no better feeling than that. i cant explain the way you make me feel. Its so unbelievable. Every day i think if you and wish i was right next to you. I know you want me to move in again and i want to too. But you have to understand that i need to finish school. I cant keep moving around it fucks up mu schooling. I promise you that when i graduate we can be together every day. I love you so much baby and i miss you! I cant wait to be in your arms again. Im so happy with you! I remember the day we met. I knew that the moment i saw you, you were the one that i wanted to be with for the rest of my life.I want to have a future with you and eventually get married and have kids.I kow i dont get to see you very much, but we just gotta work at it. I cant wait to see you! And plus, im really horny and thinking about that car ride home makes me even more horny. lol! Well, i gotta go to bed its late. Ill talk to you tomorrow. i love you so much baby! Love, Crystal

hey everyone, my day was pretty good. Nothing special happened. I was actually in a very good mood today. Im not really sure why, i just woke up happy. Monday i had my senior pictures. They went pretty good. I thought my hair looked like shit, but other than that they were so cute. my mom said my hair looked fine, but i guess im not that worried about it. I had such cute outfits. Im really excited to get them back. I cant wait. I think they will look really cute. Anyways, I am going to a Michigan football game Saturday with my brother so I am pretty excited. Then next weekend i am going up north to see my baby, Will. I love you Will! I am super excited about that. I wish i could see him more though, but i cant really do much about it I guess. I am really horny too. I havent had sex in over a month and it sucks. No more of this only seeing him every few weeks. I'm gonna try my hardest to make it at least every other weekend. I want to go to prom this year, cuz i didnt go last year. So, i'll prolly go this year with Will. A lot of my friends want to meet him. I talk about him enough, they say, so now they want to meet him. I miss him so much! I cant wait until i graduate. Then I can be with him a lot more than i can now. Well, Im gonna go so I guess I'll talk to ya later! Luv ya Will!