wellll....long time since i have written in here. damn. well, school has been okay. basketball started and our boys are doing reallly reallly goooood. so yesterday we were supposed to have basketball games..and it snowed, and they freaking got "postponed." and so i just went home and did nothing allll night. i have kind of migrated from here to myspace. so if you dont have a myspace,you should allll get one, its so much better than this. www.myspace.com/adidasgirl0021 you should deff. go check that out. well, i finally turned 16!! yaye for me. PUCK FAOLA!!! hmmmm... kay i'm out. ♥

mood was picked by sylvia..ha. i am in accounting with sylvia, taylor and rachel. its exciting! we arent even doing anything right now..yuuh. last weekend on friday i went to the football game. we lost big time oh well. its all good. and then i was hanging with Kelci the whole game..and then she left. i went home and got my pillow and my blanket, and went up to the middle school to help with the bulders club lock in. i hung out with Brenden and Kelci all night. it was alot of fun. dang. and at 6 in the morning i went home..and slept till about 7. woke up..and went to the high school to go to the volleyball tournament. saturday i went to gardner for the freshman volleyball tournament. fun stuff. and they got third. they lost to bishop meige..oh well. i got to see my cousin! it was fun. sunday i went shopping with my mom. i got 2 pairs of jeans, and 3 shirts, and 2 books. i was excited. well im out. Ash ♥

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL... NUFF SAID. much love, ash. ♥

well megan has stayed with me pretty much all week. excpet on wednsey. lol. so yesterday i went to the high school to enroll. i am gonna be a sophmore. i cant believe summer is already almost over. im kinda excited for school but yeah... so after enrollment, Katie, Mal, Meg, and I went to taco bell to eat with some of the guys. went back to my house..and then Syl called. and Prather, Me, Megan, Ketchum, Sylvia, and Mal went and played some volleyball at OU. and then the sand was too hott so we went adn played at the Middle School for a while. came home around 4:30. and me and megan just kinda hung out. went to get some wendy's to eat. and then came back here. Megan went to Andrew's..and i went out to Killo's to get Taylor. and me and tay just hung out. Megan came back arund 12. and then we all just went to bed. today we are going shopping! its gonna be very exciting. well i will write back later. just thought id give ya all a quick little update. edittt;; xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? sooometimes. xx.What makes you sigh? uhm..being at home by myself. xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? i dont feel very sorry for myself... xx.Who or what always brings you down? fighting with my friends.. xx.Do you wear glasses? no..color contacts. xx.What frightens you? bridges, and spiders xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time? hardley every xx.What makes you tick? xx.How many times has your heart been broken? too many. xx.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? love em. xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law? haven't. i'm a good girl. xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homeboy? lol, who carres? xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? breaking stuff/ sex xx.The Clash or The Ramones? Ramones. xx.Is Bowling for Soup punk? I love Bowling For Soup xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? yeah kinda. xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that place? never been kicked out of anywhere. xx.Are you in trouble all the time? lately i have been. xx.Do you want to die? nope. xx.What do you think about graveyards? haha uhm..i dont know? xx.Do you write poetry often? hell no. xx.How much black clothing do you own? a couple shirts. xx.What type of makeup do you wear? mary kay xx.What do you think about pain? hate it. xx.How do you feel about the rest of the world? oh ya know. xx.Do you cry often? depends on what im crying oer.. xx.What do you think about vampires? UHHM.. xx.How messy are you in general? my room is a huuuge mess. xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? no. xx.What do you think of mullets? ha/ xx.When did you start drinking alchohol? not yet. xx.Do you go to concerts often? somtimes. xx.What band rock your pants off? Matchbook Romance and All American Rejects xx.What do you think about violence? baad. xx.Who or what makes you homicidal? you. xx.Worship Satan or practice black magic? are you joking? xx.How wild are you in general? pretty wild, sometimes. xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? uhm, yes. xx.How often do you do the laundry? my mom does it. xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? no xx.When was the last time you showered? 20 minutes ago.. xx.Do you speak clearly? most the time. xx.Are you a lazy person? sometimes xx.What do you think about Nirvana? dont listen to em xx.What makes you different from the rest of them? uhhmmm xx.What was the last big decision you made? uh. not sure. xx.How hard do you work to get what you want? i dont know xx.Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? i guess im a bitch? xx.Do you trust others? some of my close friends. xx.Are you a loyal friend? yeep. xx.Do you live in the ghetto? haha, is ottawa ghetto? xx.Have you ever even held a gun before? no xx.How much bling do you own? uhm, alot. xx.Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga? neither? xx.Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? xx.Big butts or big boobs? big butts... xx.What's your best pickup line? xx."Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"? fo' sho xx.Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants? uhhhh... xx.Prep or Yuppie? prep. xx.How much money do you spend on bad music? 0 xx.Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter? Nick. xx.Do you like mainstream music? uhhhhm xx.Do you want to be a pop diva? sure. xx.How many times, on average, do you say "like"? per sentence? i dunno, like alot xx.OMIGOD or OMG? uhh..oh my god. mucch looove, assh ♥

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVIN KNIGHT yeeah, so im at krystens, fun. yeah what an update huh? i'll write later. xoxo, ash. ♥

okay, well i guess i'll still write in this thing too. lol so yesterday me and beck and val got up around 6:30 to go downtown in lawrence to go to the sidewalk sales. it was really fun. i got some cool new pants, and i got a shirt that says how shitty walmart is. :-) haha and so around 10, we walked back to her hosue, and got food, and then went back. met her kind of brother reece and then we went and ate pizza at rudy's. yum. and then val and justin had to go back to the house to get ready for sports camp..and so yeha. reece and his friend lucas came over to becks. lets just say we had a little fun. hmm... not saying anything more. :-) lol nothing bad either, just kinda disturbing. haha. anywho. we then just hung out adn watched movies. and then around 5 my mom came to pick us up..and justin thought he was going with us..and threw a big fit about it and shit. wow. drama drama drama. damn. and then we went home..and got ready, and then Kelci came and picked us up. we went to the fair..and rode rides. i went and hung out with Erik for a while. then we went to the rodeo for kids, and went and bugged nathan. and then he left us. that crackwhore. haha. and then we went and walked around some more. and i went to talk to britt and angel. fun stuff. and then we decided bracelet night was over so we were gonna go home. i got home, and talked to sam, and he was being an ass so i got offline. and yeah. then my away message saud you make me sick, and he apologized. so yeah. and so we just went downstairs and watched what a girl wants. we didnt treally watch it though, we fell asleep. oh well. today we woke up around..10 something..and i had to take my license down to let them have it. i get it back AUGUEST 21. thank god. lol and so yeah, im nto sure what we're doing today so yeah. i will write later. I love you Krysten Nicole Fowler. this entry is for you because you are about the only one that still reads this shit. You too Jordan!! love you laaaaaaaaater. ♥

im done with sitD. so if you still wanna know what happens during my day and all that other shit, go to my xanga. www.xanga.com/dance4life04 have a good day! xoxo, ash. ♥

CAMP.... okay..well on sunday i left my house at about..12? and went and ate at steak and shake..and then i headed over to KU to go check in at Naishsmith where i was staying. i got my room key and everyhting..and went up to my room to meet my roommate. her name was Paige Berry. shes awesome. i got myself unpacked and everything..and then around 3? we headed down to the courts. it was alot of fun. we played from about 3-5. and then we ate dinner from 5:30-6:30. and then we had the rest of the night to just hang out until 8 because we had a game night. I met 4 other girls named Allison, TESSA(she was awwwwesome too) Katherine, and Ashley. and so we walked downstairs together. and none of us were in the same groups..and so we made new friends. lol and this Andrew kid would not leave me alone!!! wow. and then that got over, and we went back to the room. me and paige stayed up talking till like 12 or something..we talked about everything..her boyfriend josh...and all that other stuff. it was fuuuun! monday morning we woke up at 7. and went downstairs for breakfast at around 7:30. we sat with tessa and them..and then we went to the room..got our shoes on and shit..and headed down to the courts around 8:45. we ran adn stretched. and then got into groups and did drills for 3 hours. yesss. and i met another girl named Lauren. she was freaking hilarious. and then at 12, we went and ate lunch, and then i was in 2nd group that day, so i got until 3. and me and paige took naps. it was eventful. lol and then at 3 we went out to play..and we got into teams, and played doubles and singles. i did alright. and then at 4:30, we went back to the rooms..and hung out until dinner. and then ate..and had to go back out at 6:30 for night session. that was fuuun! we played doubles and stuff. and i got huge blisters on my feet. that hurt like hell. and we tried swimming after night session, but my feet hurt too bad. and me and paige went to the room after night session, and just hung out with Tessa and Ashley. and then we had to be in rooms at 10:30. so then we went to bed around...11 something. tuesday..woke up again..ate breakfast..and went and played till 12. ate lunch..adn me and paige got switched to first group. so we went out and played from 1:30 to 3. and then we came inside. and just hung out and went down to the pool for a while. and then around..5 or so we went and te. and then we went to the Lawrence pool that night..and i didnt want to swim becaise of my feet. so i sat and talked to paige and tessa, abd listened to my ipod. and then went back to the room..and me and paige fell asleep at like 9.. yesssterday..we didnt go to breakfast because we wanted to sleep in some more. and yeah. so we got on the courts..and i started callking paige, Paige Turner. lol it was hilarious. and then we came and ate lunch..went back out at 1:30..came in at 3..took showers not knowing we had a night session again..and went back out to play at 6:30 after we had all eaten dinner. it was alot of fun, even though my feet were killing me. and then we came back, took another shower, and then went bowling. yes. i didnt bowl because my feete hurt. i took alot of pics, that i will put on here later though, and yeha. and then we went back, and tessa came in our room, and we prank called ppl for like an hour...lol it was fun.. and me and paige went to bed at like 12. TODAY..i got up..ate..and went out to the courts from 9-11. then tehy did awards, and then we got to go home. i went out and ate at Longhorn. yummm. and then i came home. yayyye. Kelci is staying with me tonight! i missed her soo much!! yaye! lol. well im out, later. xoxo, ash. ♥

heres some pics for ya'll... megan kissing me..aww. meg and me..back to back..lol this one is my all time favorite! megan sitting on my lap..hoootttt syl and me chillin in florida on spring break..yesss. me and beck.. jenn after she got all american at dance camp. me huggin meg.. ♥ me and meg..im slouchin alittle. lol DAAAAMN. WE ARE SEXXXXY. well..there ya go!! laaaaaater. ♥

well i think i am going to start writing in my xanga more than my sitD. because i like xanga better. so if you like the sitD, then just go and read my xanga more often. i might still update here every so often. www.xanga.com/dance4life04 check it out. well i'm out. laaaaaaaaaaater. xoxo, ash. ♥

Red White and Boom oh wow..it was absolultely amazing. i woke up that morning around 8:45, and then took a shower, and went to get lynds and erik. and then we headed to bonner springs. and we didnt want to wait any longer in line, so we went and went to the great mall and shopped for alittle while before 2 rolled around..and then we went and looked at fish..and then just walked around the mall. and then we left, and headed back there. and went and waited in line. becca had already set out a blanket for me. and so we went and sat with them...and then i got a bracelet and hung out with Val and Becca all day. it was sooo fun! i met Eric Dill from the Click Five, and got my picture taken with him, and my shirt signed, and then i got my shirt signed by Gaven Degraw, Tyler Hilton, and a guy from Lifehouse. and they had a surpirse band, and it was Bowling for Soup!! it was so fucking awesome!!! and then right before Jesse came on..we got these little girls tickets..and got 11 people from lawn down to regular seats!! omg it was freaking awesome. and then we headed home..and took everyone home, and i got home and asleep by about 1. Sunday i got up around 8 something, packed and then me and my mom headed to the lake of the ozarks! we left around..9 or something. we got there around 1. i had so much fun. saturday, we got down there..and me rach and pen went and saw War of the Worlds. it was so freaky. but it was good. dang. and then we went back to the cabin..and later that night, we went to the strip and walked around. and then me and pen deiced we wanted to go to my hotel and swim. and we met this guy named Chris and he took pics of me and pen. and so we were in the hottub with him till about 12. and then we came to the room, and went to bed adn watched tv till about 1. yesterday i woke up around..11? and then me and pens moms cme back and got us from shopping, and we went to the cabin, and then we all went shopping. i got my mathbook romance cd!! yaye! and i got an adorable belt from Rue 21, and its pink. i love it so much. and then my mom went home..and i stayed with pen and them..and we went out on the boat to watch the fireworks..it was awesome. and then we came home..and me and pen just sat out on the boat till about 12, and talked. and then we went inside around 12:30 and watched tv till like 1, and then went to bed. today we woke up around 10:15, and then went out on the boat around 12, and we stayed out till like 3..and then headed back, and loaded everything in the cars, and started heading back to ottawa. and i got home around 7:30. and im kinda tired. so im gonna go. oh yeah, i dont have to go to court tomorrow! :-) haha goody. tomorrow i dont know what im doing. i was supposed to do something wtih megan tonight..but i guess not. oh well. laaaaaater. xoxo, ash. ♥

this entry is going to be pointless.... or a dedication to Megan. i love her..so much that it makes me want to cry. i seriously dont know what i would do without her. she is awesome. and my everything, and i love her. very very much. she is obsessed with the song, my world, by avril. dang. and jordan, of course. hmmmmm...but she is the best friend ever. and i cant live without her. ever. i jsut want to sit and stare at you. (sorry it was a spur of the moment, im listening to that song right now) well i think thats all. i love you Megan. you are my SGTF for life! looove you darling. okay, regular entry now: here goes. yesterday i woke uo around 9, and then just hung around, and then around 1 i went and ate at china palace with kelc. and then we went to walmart, and then swimforlife, and then to her gmas, back to walmart, then out to ben's. and then back to kelc's. and then ben and tyler came over because it was storming. and then they left, and we went back to wallyworld..and then came home..and no one was here,a nd it was storming bad..and then it started hailing, i was freaking out! damn. and then the boys came back over, and we watched Thirteen. and then they left. and me and kelc packed her shit, and then went to bed. today i got up around 9 agian, and did nothing, and then around 12, me and megan went to wendy's. and then went and got Carrie. went to the pool. Jimmy was there, ick. and AUTUMN WAS WORKING. yesss. and then we left around 3..and i sat at home. and then i went to lawrence with my mom..came home and then meg came over. and now were just chillin! TOMORROW BITCHES. red.white.and BOOM. okay, later. xoxo, ash. ♥

well long time...okay i know i need to keep this updated, ive just been buuusy. well anyways.. tuesday me and lynds had to get up at about..7:30 and be out of the house because thier house cleaner was coming..and so we went to her step-sister megans house. and we played with Tucker until he had to leave. and then around 10 or something, we went to walmart. and we just messed around. and it wasnt very good the fact that me and lyndsey were like starving the whole time. and so then we just walekd around..and then we were leaving and i saw my sista katie anderson! i love that chick. and then we got back to megans, and unloaded all the stuff..and then we all went in the living room and watched tv. me and lyndsey fell asleep i dont know if paige did or not..and then around like 12:30? we went back to lyndsey's, and then sheryl took us to walmart to exchange lyndseys ipod because it was broken. and so we did that, and came back to lynds's, and she got her ipod working and everything so it was alll good. and then she got all her songs on there, and we came to my house. we sat and read forever. and then she went home around 4:45. and then when my mom got off work, we went to lawrence. i got some awesome purple croc's, and a pair of awwwesome pants from Britches. and then we went and ate at Jeffersons and it was aweosme. and then we came home. and Kelci came and picked me up and we just kinda went and crused and everything. and so we went to forest park and KRYSTEN WAS THERE! AND KATIE TOO! so we went and saw them, and it was fuun! hha and then kelc took me home, and i talked on aol for a while, and then went to bed around 11:30. yesterday i woke up around 11, and ate something, and then at 1 i went and got lunch with my mom. we got wendy's. and then around 1:45 i went to the CC to swim with Lyndsey. and we swam for a whule, and then i layed out, and i finished my book. it was such a good book. and then around 4 i had my mom come and get me from the poool, and i went home and showered, and did my hair, and then at around 6, we went to the country club and i got to see becca!! i love her. and then we ate, and then me and my mom left. i came home, and kelc came and got me..and we went and cruised around for a while..then around 9:30 we went out to Ben's house. and we went back to kelci's and got swimming suits, and went to bens and went swimming. we went back to kelci's around 10:45. and then we just went to bed. today i just got home from kelci's house cuz she had to go to work. and today we are going to eat chinese, and then we are gonna go see a movie tonight. so i may write back again today or later tonight when i get home, if not then, tomorrow! well laaater. xoxo, ash. ♥

Basics [x] Your gender:: Female [x] Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight [x] Single?: pretty much [x] If not, do you want to be?: nah [x] Eye color:: green [x] Happy with it?: sure [x] Hair color:: red [x] Happy with it?: yeah, no one else has my color. [x] Obsessions?: eclipses [x] Have a favorite quote?: "The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love...and be loved in return." [x] Do you have a webpage?: www.sitdiary.net/iheartyoux and www.xanga.com/dance4life04 Deep Thoughts [x] Do you live in the moment?: yep [x] Do you have any secrets?: yeah [x] Do you hate yourself?: no [x] Do you like your handwriting?: uhm, not really. [x] Do you have any bad habits?: yeah [x] What is the compliment you get from most people?: people like my eyes. [x] If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i dont have a clue [x] Can you sing?: i ca, but i dont. [x] Are you a daredevil?: sometmes. [x] What is your greatest strength?: i dont know.. [x] If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: not to talk so much. [x] Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no.. [x] Is there anything you regret doing in life: yeah, lots of stuff. [x] Do you think life has been good so far?: it has its bad parts. [x] What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: uhm, i dont know. [x] What do you like the most about your body?: my hands [x] Do you think you are good looking?: no [x] Are you confident?: ya Do You... [x] Smoke?: No [x] Do drugs?: No [x] Pray?: no.. [x] Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually. [x] Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes i do.. [x] Take walks in the rain?: sometimes. [x] Talk to people even though you hate them?: not very often. [x] Drive?: yeah... [x] Like to drive fast?: sometimes. Would or Have You Ever? [x] Liked your voice?: kinda [x] Hurt yourself?: yeah. [x] Been out of the country?: no. [x] Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeah. i eat squid and everyone thinks thats nasty. [x] Been in love?: yep. [x] Done drugs?: hell no. [x] Gone skinny dipping?: yeah [x] Had a medical emergency?: not that i can remember [x] Had surgery?: no [x] Ran away from home?: yeah. [x] Played strip poker?: haha no, i dont know how to even play regular poker [x] Gotten beaten up?: no.. [x] Thought about suicide?: no.. [x] Pulled an all nighter?: YES. AT A HOTEL WITH LYNDSEY. AND WE MET A SECURITY GUARD AND MADE FRIENDS! [x] Talked on the phone all night?: not that i can remember [x] Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes [x] Slept all day?: yep [x] Killed someone?: ha, no. [x] Had sex with a stranger?: no. [x] Thought you're going crazy?: sometimes. [x] Kissed the same sex?: ick, no. [x] Been betrayed?: course. [x] Had a dream that came true?: no. [x] Broken the law?: More then once [x] Met a famous person?: Tech Nine. Beliefs [x] Believe in life on other planets?: dont have a clue. [x] Miracles?: yeah [x] Astrology?: kinda [x] Magic?: uhm....i duno.. [x] God/Satan: yeah. [x] Ghosts?: yes [x] Luck?: yes [x] Love at first sight?: yes [x] Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Nope [x] Witches?: yeah [x] Easter bunny?: couuuurse. [x] Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: I could¡¦ [x] Believe there¡¯s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Of course! [x] Do you wish on stars?: i wish on shooting stars. Friends [x] Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: not that i know of. [x] Pick 8 friends¡¦ only use them in your answers: Megan, Lyndsey, Taylor, Kelci, Kelsey, Nichole, Krysten [x] Who is your best friend?: Lyndsey Brown [x] Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Lyndsey or Megan [x] What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i dunno, all my friends give me advice. [x] Your favorite inside joke?: all my jokes with lynds. [x] Thing you're picked on most about?: that i cant take a joke that easily [x] Who's your longest known friend?: Megan [x] Newest?: Lynds [x] Shyest?: none of us are shy. [x] Funniest?: Lynds [x] Sweetest?: Tay and Nic [x] Closest?: Lyndsey [x] Weirdest?: Kelci, but i love her. [x] Smartest?: Megan Ketchum [x] Ditziest?: Katie Anderson [x] Last person you talked to online?: Brooke Cronin [x] Who do you talk to most online?: Krysten, Lyndsey, and Brooke [x] Who are you on the phone with most?: Lyndsey [x] Who do you trust most?: Lynds and Megam [x] Who listens to your problems?: all my friends. [x] Who do you fight most with?: Megan [x] Who's the nicest?: Nichole [x] Who's the best singer?: Chelsea Brown [x] Who's on your shit-list?: Jessica Barnhart [x] Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no.. [x] Who's your second family?: Lyndsey's family at her dads have fun!! laaaaaaaaaaater. xoxo, ash ♥

well lemme start from what i did thursday.. thursday i went to emporia around 8, and then watched Jennifer dance, and she got nominated for All American, and she got it! i was so happy for her! and then she got done around like 12, and we went to her dorm to get all her shit, and then i got some really cute shorts that say dance on them. and then we went out to eat at Bruff's. it was really good. so we got done eating, and headed home. we got home around...2:30 or something..and we sat at home for a while..and me and becca just talked on aol..and then my mom woke up from her nap, and we went to see my grandma, and get a coffee. and then after that we decided we were gonna go to the CC to go swimming. it was fun. we didnt stay for very long though. i finally got to drive my car though, although my mom was with me. oh well. and so after we got back, i packed some shit, and headed up to Lawrence to spend a few nights with my cousin Becca. i took my laptop just in case. so that night, we ordered pizza, and me and beck just sat around. we watched an extremly goofy movie, the princess diaries, and tried watching princess diaries 2, but we both fell asleep. friday we got woke up at around 10 by becks friend Valerie calling. so we got up, and she was like im gonna come over..so i took a shower, and defused my hair, and around 11:30 or so we walked up to the studio. and val met us up there. and so we went shopping and ate at Rudy's. it was good. we shopped for about 3 hours or so. and then we went back to the studio and valerie left. and then we went home. and i changed, and becca straightned my hair for me because we were gonna go see a movie. and so we ate dinner, and then we left for the movie! we went and saw BeWitched. it was such a good movie!! i loved it. and so we got back to the house, and just kinda talked on aol till like 12:30. and then Nathan called me right when i was geting ready to go to bed. so i just told him i'd call him later. and then we went to bed. yesterday we woke up around 10:30, and got up and went upstairs, and then we watched the movie crossroads, and then we ate some lunch. my mom came and got me around 1:30..and then i came home, and took my stuff home, and then went and picked up megan. and we went to olathe and shopped alittle! it was alot of fun!! and then my momcame back and pickeed us up, and we took megan home, and then she got some stuff and drove over. and then we asked to go rent a movie because my mom and dad were going out to eat to have a "meeting". but then my dad called and said he was sick. so my mom, megan, and i went to the movies in olathe. we saw sisterhood of the travleing pants. i had already seen it, but megan and my mom loved it, and i did too! and then we got home, and i talked to nathan, and then we just sat around, and went to bed aroun 11. because megan had to get up early. today i have not done much. got up around 9:30, and then had breakfast, and ive just been reading alot. and i dont know what im doing today yet so yeah. i will write back later. laaaaaaaaaaaaaater. xoxo, ash. ♥

well i havent wrote in this thing for a while..so let me start off from monday. Monday i went with Lauren to eat at Subway, and then we went swimming at the pool. and there wasnt like anyone there. and so we called Nathan and told him to come, but he wouldnt. and so yeah. and Jimmy was there, and dang i wanted to just go shoot him. and then we hung out with some little kids, Alisha(elizabeths lil sis) and some of her friends..and then went and saw Angel and Jeff and all them at the concessions stands. so that was fun. and then Lauren had to take me home arund 4 because i had to go to Empora to watch my sister dance that night..for dance camp. and so i went home, took a s hower and everything, and we left around 5:25. and we got there around 6:15. it didnt last that long..till about 7. then me and my mom went and ate at Papa John's pizza. it was awesome. and then we headed home. and lauren calle dme, and then i called her back when i got home, and we were gonna go out to the ballparks, biut we decided not too. so that was fun. and then later, i FINALLY got texted by that one boy..so thats fun. and nathan also called me. and then i went to bed around 1:45? Tuesday i did absolultly nothing almost all day long. i went with Kelc at aroun 2, and we went to wellsville because we wanted to see theri nice small pool that they have. lol and then we came back to town., and she took me home..and then around...6 i went to Gardner for a family thing. that was boring. i was the only kid there. boring. and then we left around 8, and i went to the ballparks when i got back from there. and i hung out with Lynds, and Megan. and Nate called me, and he came out there for a while. i talked to erik on the phone forever! it was alot of fun. we talked about alot of good times from back in the day. lol. lyndsey took me home around...10 something..and i tlaked to erik on the phone when i got home, till about 11:30.. and then i went to bed around 12 or 1 something. yesterday i woke up around 10:30 something, and came downstairs, ate alittle something, and then my mom brought me home some money, and kelc came and got me, and we went to lawrence. we ate at Longhorn and then went to American Eagle to shop. i got a pair of jean shorts, some comfy white shorts, and a pink tank top, and a pink tee shirt. they are adorable. and then we came home. and then i went back to lawrence to get my cousin becca because she is spendinfg the night with me, and we went and ate at longhorn again1! aha it was awesome. and then we came home, and went to the ballparks. we talked to erik forever, and then went and visited lynds, and talked to Angel and Carlos. and the my mom came and picked me up, and we left. i got to drive home. yaye. well thats about it. i love you allll. laaaaaaaaater. xoxo, ash. ♥ EDIT: I just got back from Emporia. i woke up at about, 8 this morning and headed up there. and last night someone called me from unknown like 23 times. cute. and so we watched jenn dance, and shit, and then she got all american! it was awesome. and then we went out to eat, and now we're at home. and later i am going to Becca's house in Lawrence. so i will talk to you later.

well i will just start from friday since i dont remember the last time i actually wrote in this damn thing.. friday i went to the pool with brooke and lyndsey, and then i took lynds home, and some cool shit went down. but we dont have to get into that because its all bullshit. and then later that night, i went to El Mezcal with Pen and our moms. and i stayed there for a while.. and then, megan came and picked me up, and we went to my house..and we started watching Thirteen, but then she wanted to go to Jordans for a while..so i let her go to Jordans and then she came back around 11..and i just sat at the computer and talked to Sam for like 2 hours. and then me and megan finished the movie, and went to bed around 1.. saturday i got up around 10 somehing, and then megan took me over to sam's house because he told me to come and wake him up in the morning so i did. and then i stayed there till like...12? and then i went home and took a shower because i was leaving around 2. and then lynds came over, and Kelc came and got us around..2:30 and then we headed to Lawrence to check into the hotel and see a movie. we saw the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. it was an awwesome movie. i loved it. and so after that, we were supposed to be at Longhorn at 6 and we didnt get out of the movie till then, and we still had to go back to the Holidome to change. and so we did that, and then went and ate. it was sooo good. and then we went back to the hotel and found some boys, that there names were Justin and Ben, but they were kinda fags. and tehy were from Nebraska. and so we met this guy named Charlie, and he told us when we first met him, that his name was Charles. and then he told us his name was Taylor Struddle and his dad invented the Toaster Struddle. lol aaaand then he told us he was gay. lol and so he came to our room later that night and was like okay my name is charlie adn i am not gay. and he was there because he was going to KU basketball camp. fun. sunday morning kelci and lauren went to bed around like 1 something..and me and lynds sat in the corner and texted ppl cuz that was on the only place we got service..and then at like..2 or something, we went down to the lobby, and made friends with the security guard. haha and then me and lynds went and sprayed the elevators with air freshner because it smelled horrible. lol. and then we just sat and watched ppl walk in and out of the hotel. me and lyndsey did not sleep at all. we talked tothe security guard till he left..which was around 7, and then we ate breakfast. and then went to sleep at like 9, for about 15 minutes. and then we checked out, and came home. and we took everyone home, and me and kelc went out to nathan and damons, and then to tylers, and back to their house, then to kelc's and then to cruise, then out there again..adn then back home..and yeah it was alot of fun. and then we went and got lyndsey, and went crusing. and then we took her home, and we went back to kelci's. and we just kinda crashed. today she brought me home around 9, and i went to sleep again, and woke up around, 12? and im about to go swimming with Lauren and we're gonna go out to eat and everything..so yeah. im gonna go. laaaaaaaaaaaater. xoxo, ash. ♥

1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Ubel 2. Last person you kissed: cant say. 3. Last word you said: uhm, dont remember. 4. Last song you sang: Fall to peices by avril 5. Last person you hugged: i think brooke 6. Last thing you laughed at: kelci and me at her pool.. 7. What's in your CD player: a burnt CD 8. Who is your favorite star/s: uhm, well jake gyllenhaal if he counts for a star. 9. What socks are you wearing: none, i dont like socks. 10. What's under your bed: alot of shit. 11. Current status: uhm... 12. Current taste: tooth paste 13.Current Hairstyle: wavy and wet. 14. Current clothes: silver shorts, green staff shirt. 15. Current Hate: this one girl. 16. Current longing: to be with that one boy again.. 17. Current desktop picture: JJ Reddick 18. Current worry: uhm, have lots. 19. Current Love: oh ya know, that one stupid boy. 20. Story behind your username: haha i duno, i got bored. 21. Current favorite article of clothing: my beaters from Old Navy. 22. Favorite physical feature(s): my hair.. 23. Last CD that you bought: JoJo 24. Favorite place to be: sleeeping in my bed. 25. Least favorite place: def. school. ick. 26. Time you wake up in the morning: for school, its usually 7ish, summer, its whenever i feel like it. 27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be: flute 29. Current favorite word/saying: pretty much. 30. Favorite book: any goosip girl book. 31. Favorite Movies: Day After Tomorrow 34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: uhm...i dont really know. 35. Favorite day: well its summer, so everyday works for me now. 36. Where do you want to go: faaaaaaaar away from o-town. 37. What is your career going to be: pediatrician(sp) 38. Who is your best friend/s: Krysten, Tara, Lyndsey and Megan. 39. What kind of car do you have: '98 Mitsubishi Eclipse 40. A random lyric: i dont know 41. Eye Color: greeeen 42. Hair Color: red 43. Righty or Lefty: righty 45. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn 46.Innie or Outtie: innie DESCRIBE... 47. Your heritage: i guess i have alot. 48. The shoes you wore today: black and white adidas flip flops. 49. Your hair: longer than my shoulders, wavy, down. 50. Your weakness: uhm, him. 51. Your fears: dieing, spiders, snakes, bridges. 52. Your most recent secret?: now that, i cannot say. 53. Well that was gay? 54. Your thoughts first waking up: i'm still tired. 55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes, and teeth 56. Your bedtime: whenever i feel like it. 57. Your most missed companion: hmm... 58. Your perfect pizza: cheese 59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: sweet and chewy 60. Single or group dates: def. single. 61. Dogs or Cats: cats. i love cats. 62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: how bout neither? ick. 63. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate 64. Cappuccino or coffee?: cappuccino 65. Smoke: uhm, no. 66. Curse: haha yeah sometimes. 67. Sing: when i feel like it. :) 68. Take a shower everyday: yeah 69. Have a crush: uhm, pretty damn much. 71. Think you've been in love: ive been in love. and am right now. 72. Want to go to college: yep 73. Want more than what you got: yeah.. 74. Want to get married: prtty much. 75.Type with your fingers in the right place: no, i type the WRONG way, but i dont care. 76. Think you're attractive: ha, me? no. 77. Think you're a health freak: not really. 78. Get along with your parents: most the time. 79. Play an instrument: psh, no. IN THE PAST 3 months 80. drink: no 82. Done a drug: no 83. Made Out: ha, yeah. 84. Go on a date: no 85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: haha yeah. 86. Eaten sushi: icky, no. 87. Been dumped: yeah. 88. Made homemade cookies: no 89. Caused a fire: no, im not that much of a trouble maker. 90. Gone skinny dipping: nope. 91. Dyed your hair: nope. 92. Stolen anything: no HAVE YOU EVER.. 93. Had too much to drink: nope 94. Been caught cheating: yeah once. 95. Been called a tease: uh huh,. 96. Gotten beaten up: no. 97. Changed who you were to fit in: nope, they odnt like it, too bad. 98. Cried at something beautiful: haha no. 99. Spent too much money on something you didnt need? lol yeah. 100. Cried when someone died?: duuh. well have fun... laaaaaaaaaater. the other entry, thats actually telling about my day and shit, is back one. so check that out too. laater lovely's. xoxo, ash ♥