I should have known something like this was going to happen. I am so upset about it and it's twice as frustrating because I don't think that bitch Jenny or fucking Tamara-miss-perfect would even understand why. Jenny was against me from the start, before she'd ever met miss perfect but even I didn't realise that this would happen. It's so horrible the way that she can still get to me when she's thousands of miles away and Jak doesn't even speak to her anymore. I don't see why it's fair that I have to live with knowing that everyone else prefers her to me and that people like Jenny will prefer her so much that they'll travel thousands of miles to fucking Serbia to see her when my friends won't even travel five miles. It's just not fair. She can fuck right off. I don't understand why she has the right to swan over here and make my life difficult uninvited whenever she feels like it, squirrel into spending time with people I know and turning them against me. I know people compare us. I fucking hate her.