Wow, Hi kitty, and yes, this thing will always be written in the form of either a letter to you or a cry for help... prolly. but yeah. this is all difficult... and i thought you'd make me a cool background... come on now! but uhhhh yeah. nothing on here right now that i can write that isn't in my xanga... besides that josh (taylor, blonde hair, hippie, and alice's ex) yeah he's cheating on his girlfriend... with me. eek! haha! but yeah. uhh AKO's HOT! damn! i'd do him like literally. I'd have sex with that kid... Jacob's being a douche... although i'm going to say "i give up on him" yeah, i never will. he may be the biggest ass hole inthe world, but i'm still attracted to him, and do like, anythign to get with him.... but oh well. aww i miss you... girl talk, and like getting your amazingly awesome advise. *tear* thus why i just randomly called you that one sunday morning. :-) yeah. and i prolly told you about that kid madeline's in love with! Jay. yeah well we hung out with him first at Pryia's party... he came... and then we talked online... adn he just randomly asked if i wanted to hang out the next day, today, and yeah we did... i though it'd be akward ... but i was so comfortable and i had a great time... he's a cool kid. but yeah, i think now madeline is jealous... adn that's bad, but i mean i can't help it. ... that jay wants to hang out with me?! eek. i feel bad, and i feel like i shouldn't be, but i'm not stopping myself... oh well. i told him you were my best friend, because i told him you guys were kinda similar... and i told him to find ur myspace in my friends... and he said: delete emo: a-HA. delete emo: found it delete emo: wow delete emo: she's pretty. delete emo: ew delete emo: what awful music. delete emo: she's into like freakin death metal delete emo: interesting delete emo: anyhoo yeah he's cool. but i thought you'd appreciate that yet another person thinks ur pretty... he said i was too... adn i was like "aww!" (yes!) hah... btu yeah wow i like talkign to him a lot... and if you can't tell i wish i was actually talkign to you right now. <3<3<3 oh man, i miss you. buuut uhh i hope you read this and make me a kick ass back ground! and yeah stay updated... adn be cool, stay in school. and say nope to dope... and not smoke.... (yeah couldn't think of a cool rhyming name for that one) hah... but yeah I looooooooooove you! just talking about you for a minute with Jay, and writing this made me like almost cry... i miss you... a whole lot... and yeah. *tear* *sniff* (crying not crack) hah... But yeah... forever and foralways. *Jackie

Yeah i just talked to tom about everything, and we're not breaking up... i want to but at the same time I don't.... so Yeah we're not.... and kitty, I think justin booz wants to do me.... theycallmebooz: we shall do it soon theycallmebooz: ... and im not talking about going to the gym mopohoney42: Do it soon mopohoney42: hmmm? mopohoney42: haha mopohoney42: okay justin mopohoney42: can't wait theycallmebooz: hah theycallmebooz: nighto signed off... yeah i don't knwo if he's serious or if it's one of those things liek if you take it as a joke then i'm joking too, or if you take it seriously i'm so up for it... so yeah. but as you read in my xanga.... i'm all like over loaded with school and me and tom was an issue but we just had an hour long conversation about it and we're good once again until i think something over too much or want to be single again and make it an issue again. yeah my life better turn into something amazing... or i'm going to be so pissed or so miserable. GAH

Dear Kitty, I went to borders today as you can read in my xanga. But I failed to mention. I bought this little book of friendship quotes... I read the first one and thought of you, I got it I thoguht it was cute. "Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart." *tear* " A best friend is somebody who knows every last thing about you, yet still manages to like you anyway." hahaha... yeah i do. <3 "There is no distance too far between friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart." *tear* (again) That reminded me of the letter you wrote me when you said you were waiting for the day that my wings would grow and i'd fly away. "What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself." "Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything." Ironic, because we met in school. "I hope we'll be friends forever, together we'll always be. I don't think you understand just how much you mean to me. And one day when we part out ways, we'll think back to the past and thing about how happy we are 'cause our friendship will alywas last." Awwwwwwww ... next one v "Friends are like stars... you don't always see them, but you know they're there." *huuuuugggg mmeeeee* "If I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you made me smile... the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand." I would... "A best friend is a sister that destiny forgot to give you." We always said we were sisters. <3 and i mean i call your dad, "dad." You're family. and both of our house holds know it, and accept it. "A road to a friends house is never long." Nope, 2 mile walk, or a 40 minute train ride. "Good friends must not always be together; It is the feeling of oneness when distant that proves a lasting friendship." hah. good thing you moved! (lighten the mood) "Truely great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget." <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Never forget you! foralways and forever remember? "friendship is ONE mind in TWO bodies." Yeah sorry for going all sappy on you, but the book caught my eye. "Best Friends: A Bouquet of Quotes" And made me think of you I hope you appreciate the gesture and of course show your mom. <3 Love foralways and forever, *Jackie