SCHOOL. CANNOT. BE OVER. ANY. FASTER. at this point i dont even care if i graduate or not. im ready to get my GED and be out hahaha its just so irritating. i still havent fucking heard whether or not i got into FIT or not. and its gonna happen this week because its the last week in April. i'm sooo anxious. i feel like im going to poop all the time haha i want in SO BAD. and i feel bad talking about it to john cause hes always like great.. youre gonna leave me. and yeah, i will be leaving him. in the literal sense. but im not going to break up with him because i finally have someone i love with every inch of my body and who loves me back the same and i want him forrrrrrrever. thats scary to say but its so true. ive never longed for someone 5 minutes after ive left their house to just smell them. i lalallalalloooveloveloveloveLOVEEE him sooo much and i wouldnt be any good without him.