12:34 AM

Feeling: awake
Today was pretty damn boring. I woke up around 2:30 P.M. Yeah.. I'm a lazy ass. Get over it. Mom was sleeping.. as usual. She woke up once today, took meds, then went back to bed. I really don't understand that woman. She sleeps atleast 18 hours of the day, but drinks nothing but coffee. I honestly can say I only see her eat once a week, and it's only ever little stuff, like pop-tarts or something. She takes over 20 pills a day. Perscription. And no, I'm not over exagerating. She says they don't give her a high enough dose, so she has to take more. I don't know. I mean, I believe that her back hurts. She gets workman's comp. It must. I just don't understand how she can live life like she does.. Whatever. I am starting to play the old electric guitar again. I had been addicted to my acoustic, and only playing that. But, I got bored of it. I'm learning and making shit up on my electric now. Mike tried making me dinner. Hamburger Helper to be exact. I almost threw up. Atleast he tried, I guess.. )(kailin)(
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Warped Tour 07.

Warped Tour was yesterday, and it was AMAZING. When we got there Cute Is What We Aim For just started playing. They were amazing. The crowd was pretty boring though, so I don't think they were happy about that. Dave Melillo was filling in as their rhythm guitarist, so that was really awesome, too. In the song "Newport Living" there is a lyric that says "If you lie you don't deserve to have friends. If you lie you don't deserve to have them." Well, when Shaant sang it he was all, "If you lie you don't deserve to have friends. If you're high you don't deserve to have them." Then he started laughing at himself, it was hilarious. Then Katie, Ashley, and I went around getting free shit like usual. Paramore was playing at 1:30 so we went a half an hour earlier to their stage and only got to the middle of the crowd. Although, when they came out, some how I managed to get us about a foot away from the bar. It was fucking amazing. The crowd went CRAZY. I almost passed out I was so hot and squished in between people, but I loved every minute of it. After that, we went and did more shopping. I got a shirt and belt. boyslikegirls were who I wanted to see the most, so we went two and a half hours earlier to their stage. We were almost up to the bar immediately because it was a small stage and hardly anyone was there. While waiting for boyslikegirls we saw All Time Low, The Human Abstract, The Matches, and Meg and Dia. They were all pretty good. After The Human Abstract we got right up to the bar in front of the stage boyslikegirls was playing at. When they came out the crowd went crazy. We were SO fucking close it was unreal. Martin kept looking at me, don't ask me why. Katie even saw it, so I'm not trying to lie. lol. After a few songs he threw a pick to this on girl but it didn't make it to her and Katie got it. So hooray for her, haha. Anyhow... it was amazing. There's no other place like Warped in the world and I will NEVER miss one until the day I die. )(kailin)(
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1:32 AM

Feeling: unappreciated
I decided to make another one of these things. Don't ask me why. Today I had drama practice. What a joy that was. I can't sing my one solo song for anything. I'm going to look like an idiot. Oh well, maybe I will get it eventually. I got back from MD last night. I went to see my dad. My grandma took Mike and I there. It was fun. His apartment as way better than any place around here. The pool there is great. I went to a zoo. I saw gorillas. No giraffes though. =[ They were in Florida. Cage cleaning or something. Me and Mike are doing awesome. We haven't gotten along this well in forever. Lots of laughing and joking around. I'm really starting to have hope in us again. I love him more than anything in the world, and he reminds me of that everyday. Well, my mom baked cookies. I'm going to go gain a few pounds. )(kailin)(
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