hey there so yeah i moved to eau claire with my mom and io met this guy named adam hanson and he is jus on hell of a jerk oh my goodness idunno what i was thinking by getting with him i went out with him for like a week and i can honestly say that he's the *worst* boyfriend i have EVER had yeah sad i know but yeah i dunno i hate this it's so gay i mean aaah i jus give up on boys and shit because they are all gay and they are out to break our hearts but yeah i'm goign to take a break from guys i think considering that if i wouldn't have wen't out with adam i wold hav been single for like all summer and the first quarter of the school year so far ya know so yeah but n/e ways i'm i'm going to get going i have to do some homework so yeah alright later! Lakrissa jade

hello there- today i dunno why but i just feel crappy! and that guy that i was talking about in my last entry well we ended up hooking up for about 1 month and 5 days and he cried so much that i just had to dump him i mean don't you want a man and not a boy for a boyfriend jeesh i just don't understand...so i've been single for a bout 1 month or so and my friend amber had this wonderful idea to hook me up with her boyfriends cousin eric norby and he's a sweet guy like a really sweet guy i mean i said kyle was sweet well he's sweeter and better yet...HE DOESN'T CRY..lol well not all the time lol but yeah i dunno what to do really and i dunno if i should go for him i mean i want to and all but i dunno if i want a boyfriend right now or not..but i guess you could always try it out and see if it works or not i mean we talk like everynight and when i'm not with him i feel lonely and he makes me feel just so beautiful and i love it so i dunno i guess i just have to think it over...but my sister is being a lil bitch today so i guess that's why i'm so aweful because she keeps on getting me into trouble because she's a jelouse bitch and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH i just want to strangle her grrr....but n/e ways i'm going to go so you don't have to hear me bitch or n/e thing n/e more alright later.. love always, Lakrissa Jade

hey there it's saturday and i am getting ready to go camping with my mom's boyfriend and his kids..josh and i are completely done wiht i guess i thought that i loved him but i don't..i can't believe that i thought that hew would be the man of my dreams jeesh i'm so stupid..oh well we all make mistakes and we all have our first loves and he is mine so i guess i'll just have to deal with it..if you want to know what happened i'll get started..alright last summer josh and i started going out..we where CRAZY about eachother and he was so wonderful we spend everyday together and we where never parted we where together for 7 months and we only had sex twice because sexual activaty wasn't a big thing at all with us we never got bored with eachother and we loved eachother so damn much..then we broke up and i got really depressed and i went out on this whole i need sum1 better then josh faze and i went out with this really good guy named kyle demars he's such a sweetie..things didn't work out though because i messed them up..then i went out with eric anderson and things didn't work out again because he was the worst boyfriend ever god no's how many times he's cheated on me..then about 3 or 4 weeks ago josh and i got back together i was crazy about him again but he wasn't about me..i've heard from so many people that he's cheated on me and i couldn't handle it and how people who he hangs out with are calling me a slut and saying that i cheated on him which i don't cheat on guys because that's horrible and i just couldn't do that because i'm not like that at all..so i've finally decided that josh and i are completely done with i mean i do still love him so much it's unbelievable but we just won't work out and if we do then THANK YOU GOD..but i HIGHLY doubt that will happen..so my friend kym is trying to hook me up with one of her friends named kyle he's from eau claire and he goes to memorial i've seen a pic. of him and he's just GORGEOUSE and you have no clue what i mean by gorgeouse untill you see him..n/e ways so yeah i have been talking to him lately and he's really nice and stuff and i am kina liking him from what i know of him and hopefully we will hook up or something that'd be pretty neat if we did..but i dunno what else to say that's my problems lol i guess that's what you do in a diary is say your problems right well those are mine for now but yeah untill next time my friends.. love you all, Lakrissa Jade P.S. I Love You Ashley, i would call but my mom shut my phone off cuz of how much the bill was cuz of josh and jessica..sorry babe love you

hey there it's saturday and i am getting ready to go camping with my mom's boyfriend and his kids..josh and i are completely done wiht i guess i thought that i loved him but i don't..i can't believe that i thought that hew would be the man of my dreams jeesh i'm so stupid..oh well we all make mistakes and we all have our first loves and he is mine so i guess i'll just have to deal with it..if you want to know what happened i'll get started..alright last summer josh and i started going out..we where CRAZY about eachother and he was so wonderful we spend everyday together and we where never parted we where together for 7 months and we only had sex twice because sexual activaty wasn't a big thing at all with us we never got bored with eachother and we loved eachother so damn much..then we broke up and i got really depressed and i went out on this whole i need sum1 better then josh faze and i went out with this really good guy named kyle demars he's such a sweetie..things didn't work out though because i messed them up..then i went out with eric anderson and things didn't work out again because he was the worst boyfriend ever god no's how many times he's cheated on me..then about 3 or 4 weeks ago josh and i got back together i was crazy about him again but he wasn't about me..i've heard from so many people that he's cheated on me and i couldn't handle it and how people who he hangs out with are calling me a slut and saying that i cheated on him which i don't cheat on guys because that's horrible and i just couldn't do that because i'm not like that at all..so i've finally decided that josh and i are completely done with i mean i do still love him so much it's unbelievable but we just won't work out and if we do then THANK YOU GOD..but i HIGHLY doubt that will happen..so my friend kym is trying to hook me up with one of her friends named kyle he's from eau claire and he goes to memorial i've seen a pic. of him and he's just GORGEOUSE and you have no clue what i mean by gorgeouse untill you see him..n/e ways so yeah i have been talking to him lately and he's really nice and stuff and i am kina liking him from what i know of him and hopefully we will hook up or something that'd be pretty neat if we did..but i dunno what else to say that's my problems lol i guess that's what you do in a diary is say your problems right well those are mine for now but yeah untill next time my friends.. love you all, Lakrissa Jade P.S. I Love You Ashley, i would call but my mom shut my phone off cuz of how much the bill was cuz of josh and jessica..sorry babe love you

What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

today sucked...lets just put it that way...josh is being a dick and my mom is a cunt rag who needs to learn that i can make her life a living hell in just .2 seconds..she took away my cell phone and i swear to god if i die i blame her lol well yeah i have so much homework to do that i haven't even started on yet which i should..but yeah i dunno what else to say except i'm in *thee* pissiest and shittiest mood ever right now so yeah i dunno i'm going to go and do my homework right now so yeah alrighty then later gater love dearly, Lakrissa Jade

Today I have done nothing either except for go to my boyfriends house and smoke cigs and nothing at all i have such a boring life my goodness urgh i just am a boring person lol! actually i did one thing..i made up cans for my grandmother go get transfered rochester and i put hem out and hour ago and at express mart i already have 15 dollars it's so awesome i feel like a good person for doing that well later i'm going to go and smoke a cig love always Lakrissa Jade

Well, lets see where do I get started! lol! Just kidding. Today I guess I pretty much just sat around untill about noon or so and then I got up and took a nice HOT shower, called my baby boy, and then went to his house to drop off some clothes for his little sister Jessica, went to the mall to pick out some rings and stuff, Joshua and I got into a fight about some dumb whore named Amber Jacobi (fucking hate her!!!). After that I came to the hospitol with my brother to see our grandmother, and then went to my joshy's house. That's it..Boring I know! lol!