Err today fuckign sucked so far neways.. i got upwent to school.. wanted to fucking leave school so bad Today:( i hate my life.. esriously i just wanna cut my wrist and hope to die.. id stick a knife righ through my heart if i could make sumone fucking happy doing it!!.. I feel so ugly inside n out. .i just wanna be happy again. im takign off with sara.. tontie at sumtime trying to find my boi friend.. My mom is being a huge bitch. telling me i might as well live with my grand parents. maybe i fucking will i told her.. i just cant take this shit nemore.i wanna die!!! ... Dear diary, when the hell wil lthis pain stop.. when did it start.. err i just cant take it.. its goin to end with a blood drop from my heart!!!...BYES! ugliest girl ever