I can count a hundred reasons why but ninety-nine would still be shy of a good excuse of for why you're gone The truth will burn you when you know you're wrong It's hard to face what you regret so holding on was better than living life and losing you I guess a liar can't escape the truth So why was I so surprised that you found a way to finally get on with your life And trade the lows for the highs you deserve I'm all alone with things I can't change and no one to share the blame I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself Of paying rent in this living hell I guess it is time I started facing facts Chances are you are never coming back What gives me the right to keep up this fight You found a way to finally get on with your life trade the lows for the highs you deserve I'm all alone with things I can't change and no one to share the blame For your pain for the cost of your crying Can't undo what I did There is no use denying So why was I so surprised that you found a way to finally get on with your life Trade the lows for the highs you deserve I'm all alone with things I can't change. And no one to share and no one to share the blame. I can count a hundred reasons why. Tonight me and Jessica went to the Brad Paisley and Josh Gracon concert tht was at Emens.. it was a blast! (the song above is JOsh's "No one to share the blame..) We lost our game on thursday but unlike my coaches said I got to play the whole game .. (literally) We lost but for our first game we did pretty well.. Today after practice we went and looked at houses which makes me really happy.. its another step closer of me getting out of this hell hole.. Today was the first day that I realized that some people that you think you need in life, you really dont need to know at all.. Hmm.. guys suck they cause too many problems! AHH!..