(: Hai, here are some new facts; -Happy and angry all the time. (I think the doctors were right about what they said.) -Jimmy is adorable. ^.^ -College is going really well, just scared about the upcoming exams in January. -Family is well, normal. -.- (Although my dad finally knows some things my mum wouldn't tell him.) -Still want to lose a bit of weight. -Can't wait for the next Harry Potter. xD

It's just past eight and I'm feeling young and reckless. The ribbon on my wrist says "Do not open before christmas."

1) Them girls are complete douches but fuck it. Whores. :D 2) Family seems okay at the moment, probably I have been helping a lot more now days. Also, done the house today so all should be well. 3) I still have a weird obsession with corn flakes. 0_0 4) Having a laugh with Jamie today xD Stay (sic)

Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's going to be my year. ♥

Get to see Jamie tomorrow well today. :D Can't wait, it's really stupid it's only been like 5 days but I still missed him a shit load. :/ Things with my other mates are really good. I sorted some old problems out which is really good because I've gained quite a few close mates back. :) At the moment, I keep breaking down, but when I am with friends I forget about all that. So I don't think it'll be that bad to be honest. I'm really excited about this diet from Tuesday and as I am doing it with two mates, it shall be a laugh. (Y) Excited about going to the beach with some people, that shall be awesome. Also, meeting a few more friends down there [: Thursdaaaay shall hopefully be good. Then I've got the gigs on the 7th, 15th and 20th. Probably have a few more coming up as well. Looking forward to all of them. Really need to start saving up some money though. I do actually need money this summer holiday. I guess I should accept a lot more of my family even if I don't want to. This family sucks, end of. Just ehh, should be nice I suppose. Gahh. I think I've also started to gain a bit more confidence because of some of my friends so I'm quite happy with that, even though I still am a fat ugly trout. [: It's getting better. (Y) Ohh I love Will's Duck story Clive, when they finally make the tops I am so getting one! Stay (sic) ♥

I don't want to move. -.-

Young Guns tonight!! Can't wait, have a right laugh with a few mates. [: Not seeing JimJam until Friday :( Maybe another gig Saturday and Sunday. Stay (sic) ♥

I'm really hungry, but there is literally nothing to eat here. |: The weather is finally cold but I didn't actually complain about the heat for once so, bummer. I'm such a twat, going to go out in shorts in the rain, shall be fun. :D Stay (sic) ♥

Today was awesome, cheers. :D x

I'm really looking forward to next week; -My medication finishes. (: -Meeting old mates haven't seen in yonks. -Prom :/ (Not too happy about but might be a laugh.) -Then babysitting for a few days, she'll probably have a few screaming fits, but it's always a laugh babysitting and having a house to myself. ^.^ -Getting a new phone from my mate. -Get rid of this blonde hair, I'm bored of it now. xD Laura, x

Exams are over. (: That's kind of coool. I shall carrying on searching for a job, really need one, well to be honest I don't but I want things and I can't expect parents to buy me stuff as I am rarely at home anymore anyway. Relationship is over, I guess it started to feel different towards the end anyhow. And now I can't stop being sick at the moment because I took one too many paracetamol.

4 more exams left! And I only really have to revise for 2 of them. (: Sunday shall be fun.

Okay little update. (: Very tired, staying around a mates for 5 days can do that to you. :L My own fault and it was worth it. :D Been having great times with JimJam. It's nearly 2 months soon, quite odd how fast that went, but it also seems like it has been so much longer. Either way I don't mind, I am happy. :D I have no exams this week as it is half term I think however; I have exams everyday the week after. |: But only two more after them 5. So just looking forward to summer and revision xD x

1 Exam down. [: 8 To go. |:

I want to kick off your boots, Give up the fight, Summon the night, Sick and tired of super light. Exams start Tuesday. :O Finish the 18th... Scared |:

It's one month today. :D x

They're trying to come back, all my senses push Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could Steady feet don't fail me now I'm going to run until you can't walk Something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down.

We too feel alone. That place in my mind, is that space that you call mine. <3

School starts today. ¬¬ But I am up on time. :O Amazing stuff there. I think it is the last term, the exams, then the GAY prom. :/ (Y) Last Term. ;D

Wow, I am really happy. :D x