hot stepper - ini kamoze decided to put what im listening to the whole time... anyway im not sure what im here to write about. went swimming in a loch today it was freezing but awesome, stayed with mags in her caravan (and his) last night (he wasnt there tho) i slept in his bed it smelled nice :) So i have been thinking bout this whole being single thing, i duno if i will be able to remain celebate but i dont know if i shud get involved with him cos i really like him and i know he isnt interested in anything serious, tho he is much better at not being a sleaze than he used to be...hmm maybe the only way he will want anything more is if he sees what he can get. but then i dont want anything serious either might get with sam this weekend just to see if i still know how to kiss lol get me off - basement jaxx haha how appropriate, i feel like i am in a movie at the moment the amount of times the music has fitted the mood so well recently, maybe its like tht film with jim carrey, cant remember its name... am talking on msn too btw that is why im writing so little between songs anyway about him..i will call him R i dont know why i dont wana use his name when i use other peoples but i just dont, i think i might just have to see how it goes really, go with the flow i was planning on waiting till he spoke to me first but i think i might text hm after work tomoro and tell him i missed his dancing skills :) but then if he doesnt txt me back...which he never does...i guess i will get over it like i usually do i have sent over 1200 texts this month, i think i need to give myself a stern talking to about that lol i think i am a textaholic bang bang - dr. dre 16 sleeps till im back in glasgow :D i cant wait!! im quite proud of myself for not being gagging for a smoke lately think i am officially no longer a stoner, who would have thought lol i really need to learn to spell propperly i will never get a job like this oh seaking of which i really need to do some research into gettin a job that involves working with kids incase i decide to go into teaching, i would love to be a biology teacher how awesome wud tht be hmm i did that thing with the needle and thread that is meant to tell you how many and what sexs ur kids are gonna b and it said i wasnt gonna have any, said tht for R too and he said \"maybe one of us is infertile\" so maybe he does love me lol dont you want me - felix i really need to get away on holiday somewhere pity bout the lack of money or a decent passport to get me anywhere!!miss the sun so much tho gay bloody scotland!!! dancing in my seat to this tune haha im such a ned...but then R listens to this shit all the time, man he is soooo not my type what the hell is my prob i hope my ex is ok i know if i ask him he will jsut say that he is so i dont worry about him, i feel so bad that i am over him so quick but i think i have sort of been over him for a long time right i shall sign out on the note of lambada - gypsy kings

11) :)