I hate the waiting. The waiting ti be yelled at. The waiting to be told that I am a mistake. Waiting to be told that I don't do any thing right. I like the yelling. I like it when you scream at me. Because it is the only time we have "conversations". I to make you mad at me. I like scwering up. Just so you will yell at me. (i like provocing poeple.) Can you blame me? Do you hate me for it? Can you honestly say you don't like yelling at me? can you say that I'm not like a stress ball. because I think I am. Thats ok. It makes you happy it makes me fine. I like to lie to you. I like the thril. I like it when you can't handle it. I like that odd silenc that just happens when you want me to say something but I haven't been lisoning the hole time so i don't know what to say. I like the drugs, because you don't. I like the drinking because, you do. I smoke because it proves my point and you know it... I LIKE PISSING YOU OFF AND GETTING IN TROUBLE FOR ATTENTION FROM YOU...MOM Is that so wronge does that hurt you? I hope so! You do know that you hurt me? i hope so! Just can't wait to leave