Wall Of Shame: -Christmas parties, ugh. White lies are still lies AND being grounded. Especially when you agree that you should be grounded. Losing Friends-making sucky new ones. Couples that think they are going to wed. Getting repeatitive calls from the same people. Missing Degrassi. Rejection and confrontation. Not being able to say what I'm feeling...ever. Getting in trouble for saying what I feel. Winter Heartbreak -The coldest pain, and How nothing is important to anyone anymore. Wall Of Fame: -Boyfriends that say the right thing at the right time. "well..I'll call you when I get home, and if you're not busy we'll do something" "no, we'll do something when you get home. Goodnight I love you" New Songs on the iPod. New songs in general. Movies. Old man sweaters, new perfumes. Making friends with the people that you see everyday, but don't care to get to know. Getting money form babysitting foreign kids who don't speak english. All you gotta do is feed them, they don't know what you're saying, and you don't know what they're saying. Loving and being loved in return. Dancing (Music or not) Burts Bee's Banana Hand Cream and how everyone is broke after Christmas so everyone stays home and watches movies. mmmmm cuddling.

He got trashed and played spin the bottle. Grow up. My phone rang at 9:23am "Hello?" "I'm going to stop being such a shitty boyfriend" "you cheated on me" *awkward silence* "I dont know what to say" "Okay bye.." Now I'll let you know: Too Much Silence Can Be Misleading, You're drifting I can Feel It In The Way That You're Breathing... You have to learn to Speak Up. Stop Mumbling And STOP breathing in the phone I Can't Hear A Word You're Saying... oh yeah...and stop biting your nails.