SO theres this guy, he makes me nervous being around him. I love him. He doesnt love me. Im obssessing over him and have been for like ..ever. It sux he doesnt feel the same right now, but maybe he will. I always go fuck it, jus be happy, you cant when your mind is telling you to move on but your heart cant. Hes the one for me. I met him for a reason. Hes the reason i smile everyady everytime a thought about him comes into my head. I just want to hold his hand forever. We're ment to be, and Ive known it for ever. today i did nothing im sad..i jus worked out. I havent ate in like 2 days..and i went running nad i got an exchrusiating pain in my hip uugh i like cried in the middle of the street lol kinda funnie. Well thats all. Alex