Well school sucked.. usuall fight with rachel thats nothing new though that seems to be all we do lately we arent friends anymore. but thats pretty much because of me she cant reall yexpect me to deal with all the drama, and have a friend who doesnt trust me? i cant do that. im done it sucks i mean i love the girl to death but.. idk out of everyone i should have been someone she trusted.. but i guess i wasnt so i dont know what was really going on during our friendship.. maybe i missed something in those 3 years.. but its all said and done now theres no returning i cant do it anymore, i wont, im sick of argueing sick of fighting.. its all stupid and as much as i love her to death.. i feel like i gave up on her but idk i guess its the truth but it hurts more fighting with her than being without her... but i move in a year... so wont have to deal with hf drama much longer... but i have to get ready, go to my brothers football practice maybe.. if not get back on the comp. peace.