I love this song... " Here I am, once again...I'm torn into pieces... Can't deny it, can't pretend... Just thought you were the one.... Broken up, deep inside... But you won't get to see the tears I cry... Behind these hazel eyes.....Is what I pretend to be....So together, but so broken up inside.....'Cause I can't breathe....No, I can't sleep....I'm barely hangin'on.... Swallow me then spit me out...For hating you, I blame myself...Seeing you it kills me now...No, I don't cry on the outside.... anymore..." Now what a Girls wants is on Now I feel like I am back in like 5th grade.....jeez... What a girl wants what a girl needs whatever makes you happy is what u need... ok Well last night I felt SoOoOoOoO loved... I don't know why.... Jen called me a whore.... Just because sent 4 guys my pic. just because they asked for it does that make me a whore..... nah..... I know Jen u were kidding...... I still love my floor slore..... lol........Then a guy asked me if I wanna hang out with them... the only thing is I don't know what he looks like.... I'll find out today because he is sending me a picture...But, I'm not sure if I should???... Like heard of him and everything I just never met him.... SoOoOo thats going to be intersting to see what happens..... Thats going to be fun.... Then Shadoe kept saying I love Michelle..... I was like okay..... Well I didn't go to bed till like 3 this morning and I woke up at noon...... but I was keep waking up soo it wasn't 9 hours straight..... My mom came in my room because Scott and Alan were making too much nose and she couldn't sleep so she went in my room to sleep when I was still sleeping.... aren't I nice daughter to let her stay in there......I woke up and i was getting hungry so I was going to make pancakes but we didnt have eggs soo mommy went to the store to pick up some eggs.... I ended up not eating pancakes I had chichen..... It smelled soo good.... and it was alright..... I was watching the Sixth Man when I was eating....... that was a good movie except I didn't know how the guy died and I wish I knew but I'll find out sooner or later......I guess should learn to start watching the movie when it starts.... Then I came back on aol and i had a message wondering where I was......hehehe that made feel loved...... I came back and for a little while then I went and took a shower........ and I was watching a little bit of the movie Forget Paris.... That was funny..... Now I'm updating this it is SoOoOoOoO much...... The one thing is bugging me is that my shoulder got burn and everything but the peeling looks really really nnasty and itches really really bad.... Well leave me some pretty comments Love you all ♥ Chelle ♥