I made this diary because now I know none of my family will read it and I can express myself without getting introuble. Hell it feels so good to know they aren't reading this. Anyways Mom got out of rehab about a week ago. She's doing better. This summer is so boring. No one to hang out with. I get my cell back soon! I've been fucking babysiting my little brothers everyday now and it sucks. I getting a job at tlc to raise some money for my apartment i'm trying to get in oct. I don't have that much longer till I'm consider an adult which is the greatest feeling in the world i believe. Plus then I can buy My own damn cigarettes. Hmm I'm lonely today, Ashley and mom should be on their way home from work now. Everyones leaving for a circus....mom's leaving for a meeting, so I get to have some ME time while everyones gone! well I must be going. L8 SidWARD