Im feeling aggrivated today, Me, my girlfriend, a few of my friends and my cuzzins all went to the grange (Metal show) last friday. I hadn't been there in like a year, the last time I went it was so bitching. Everyone was drunk, falling over, and having a blast. But last friday I was seriously ready to fuck someone up. There was nothing but annoying EMO kids there dancing around like little faggots. It wasn't even a mosh pit, it was little posers doing these gay ass little dances. I jumped in to try and preserve the traditional mosh pit and ran through fucking ppl up left and right. You should have seen those little cry babys. They were like "Omg this guys nuts, he's gonna hurt somebody" and my cuzzins and friends all started jumping in and just going nuts in the circle which led a couple others to try and be crazy too. The bands sucked too, it all sounded like cheesey renditions of slipknot, soulfly, rage against the machine, emporer, ect. We left at like 9:30 went back to my house set up my drums and equipment up in the living room got fucked up and held our own little concert. It was nuts, my friend danny was on drums and he's like lightning on those fucking things, my girlfriend laura was ripping away on the bass, And Rob and I were doing guitar and vocals. Were not officially a band but from the feeling we got playing it's possible. Everyones style just flows together and sounds awesome. My house is destroyed but it's cool because my parents wont be home for another week. GOD I FUCKING HATE EMO KIDS! FUCK! I need to smoke a joint and chill, i've been pissed off all day it's time to relax... Ahhh~~~much better. Whatever. Im out.

This is my journal now, read through my things and judge me. Leave me some comments and so fourth. My name is David, I come from the bowels of New Castle, Delaware. Im an average nothing, potheaded, unemployed, highschool drop out. Thanxgiving sucks, what are we celebrating anyways? The day a bunch of scared white people who ran away from Europe confiscated a country and murdered 90% of it's inhabitants. I'll have pizza for dinner. Which brings me to another point, why is it that every other race Black, Mexican, Indian, ect. blames all white people for every one of their problems? I've never done a damn thing to anyone and yet everytime a racial discussion comes up you end up with minoritys saying how every white person is to blame for everything. I was watching Chappell's show the other night and they had this one sketch about how black people want their repreation money for the work their forefathers did 200 years ago. First of all, for some retarded reason they have this idea that every black person today is decended by a slave and every white person is the decendant of a slave owner. This is not true. If anyone is to blame for slavery it's the African kings who sold 60% of their own people to the Spanish and Dutch, And the INDIVIDUAL Rich White American Men who purchased these slaves from the spanish dutch slave trade. Yet Everytime I turn on the televison it's white people this, white people that. And we're not allowed to say anything back or stand up for our race because then it's concidered racist. Fuck that, I should be able to say whatever the hell I want and if people don't like what I have to say, Ignore It. Yet you have the FCC Bleeping out or making people change most of their music, movies, or shows because they're so afraid that they'll offend someone. It's all a bullshit excuse to get us to conform to the country that cattles us. Whatever, Nevermind.