Butthole

Feeling: fedup
okay so if you're going to leave me a message telling me my layout is ugly...at least sign in or tell me who you are. i dont even care what you think. just have the guts to tell me who you are. and if you're some idiot that i dont even know who has nothing better to do than go around and tell people their layouts are ugly, then you seriously need a life. constructive criticism is fine. but flat out rudeness isn't. but you aren't worth my time. dear my friends in the time we've spent forever after beyond this, when will our nightmare ever end? ...pull the trigger and the nightmare stops... coheed & cambria is a good band. i've been thinking about things a lot lately. and a lot of the conclusions i've come to are incredibly sad for me to imagine but there's no way for me to avoid them. my lip gloss is blue...and kinda silvery blue and light purpley silver and its really sparkly....but it stinks like crazy and it makes you go BLEGH! and it gives you a headache. i've not eaten dinner yet. i've also not started my homework yet. i just cant stop thinking. and it drives me crazy. parents fighting is horrible. then defending the one parent who wasn't in the wrong and getting cussed out by the other parent is even worse. if they divorce...i'm demanding for them to wait until i'm a senior so that i have senior rights to come to ln. i need to talk to my mom about the apush exam. $82 is a lot of money for one exam. i want so much to take the english one too...why cant it be $15? i hate precal. i'm doing so bad in that class. i need help like crazy. someone help. my hand itches like crazy. so does my foot...sorry sia i'm not making the constipated face with this foot itch... anyone want to buy me the english version of la dama del alba? didnt think so... someone want to help me call all the radio stations and tv stations to tell them about the fashion show on march 10th? ....yea i figured i'd be alone on that one too... anyone want to donate pretty prom dresses to the fashion show? that would be awesome. someone help me!! i was proud of myself in physics today because i basically explained the whole lab that me and my one and only partner had. *i wonder why... rolls eyes* i also was the only one to really work on it. i was so proud of myself :D. gr.
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AH!

Listening to: Tantric - Breakdown
Feeling: sick
AHH! so yea when i logged on here i expected that i'd not have any comments but i couldnt log onto myspace so i was like okay i'll check sitD instead. and i looked at my last blog and it said i had something like 414 comments. i was like :-O!!!!!! SINCE WHEN DO I GET 414 COMMENTS? and then i looked. and i got all disappointed. it was a bunch of blank comments...except for the last one...which kinda amused me but i want to know who left that last comment. ahhhhh. hahaha. HALF DAY TOMORROW!!!!!i have to remember to not forget my latin folder here. i keep most of my green day stuff at home on red days and vice versa on green days. except for precal. cuz i generally do my precal homework on red days during study hall...or i at least attempt to. so i got a b on my first precal quiz this semester and then i got a c on the first test!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D :D:D:D i hope i do well for the rest of the tests. or at least c or above. i think i understand what's going on now...its just theres like a bajillion rules you have to know. its like more than all the rules of algebra 2 put together :-O! so i hope we dont have to have them memorized for the test. if we do...i know them...i'd just have to write them down on paper before i started the work and whatnot....actually...i hope we have a quiz over the formulas! :-O! everytime i try to put the ! after :-O i end up putting a ~ and so it looks like i'm drooling or something...which totally doesnt fit what i'm saying at all.... :-O~ hahah. either that or its really bad breath!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!! hm. i think i'm done. oh wait....no i'm not! one more thing...i've got to dress up for latin class tomorrow in this roman dress i made...so i'll get pictures and such either during latin or after school and i'll post them in random places for people's to see. :D you know i'm cool. okay NOW i'm done.
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Feeling: distant
Aries (March 21 - April 19) Two people near you will engage in sudden, violent, rubber-band warfare. You will be caught in a crossfire, and severely thwapped. Next time, consider wearing protective headgear indoors. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) You will be struck by an odd thought, today. Fortunately it will be only a glancing blow, and will do little actual damage. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Today you will have to take someone aside and gently explain that a "briefcase" is not actually for undergarments. Remember: you probably made a few silly mistakes yourself, when you were just starting out. Cancer (June 21 - July 22) Today you will decide to have a bit of illicit fun, and will slip bits of dry pasta into other people's pockets, shoes, etc., when they're not looking. My advice: don't get caught. Leo (July 23 - August 22) .syas enoyna gniht elgnis a dnatsrednu ot elba eb t'now uoy yadot, ylddO Virgo (August 23 - September 22) A friend will ask you for help, but you should turn them down, silently, with a sad little shake of your head. When they ask what's wrong, sigh deeply, and mutter "nothing, it's nothing." Libra (September 22 - October 22) Today you will turn over a new leaf. Good for you! We were all getting a little tired of you, you know, as you were. Scorpio (October 23 - November 21) Happy Frog Day!! Let's hear it for our little amphibious friends! Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) Today is the second-to-last day, of the 19th segment of your life. Time to learn to appreciate tofu (bean curd). Capricorn (December 22 - January 20) In a savage reaction against what you view as New Age Wooly-Mindedness, you will write a best-selling book titled I'm Ok, You're A Twerp. Later, people will often regard you as having "defined" the current decade. Aquarius (January 21 - February 18) Excellent day to whistle off key. Random starts and stops are also good. Pisces (February 19 - March 20) Time to commit some random acts of kindness. I have developed an algorithm for this. The next time someone asks you for a quarter (or any small coin), take one out of your pocket, and toss it in the air. Heads, give it to them. Tails, put it back in your pocket, and tell them you haven't got any. Or whatever - remember, the important thing is to be RANDOM. Psh. mines not funny...its kinda...depressing sounding :P the first one was just hilarious though. my hands look really pale right now....which is really odd. so if you want to read what happened to ronnie...go here www.myspace.com/arose_intherain and read my latest blog post. i've not really got much to say really. i've got a lot of homework. i need to start on it...so i'll end this post now.
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AHH!

Feeling: romantic
ahh! i want to go do stuff!!!! i've not done anything really at all...i havent seen any of my friends this whole break...and if i have...i totally dont remember it....well brian and nick came over for like fifteen minutes one day....aaaaand people need to start blogging everywhere again! i think i'm done.... bye.
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Challenge

Feeling: spazzy
hmm...yea i dont know if thats who that song is by...but its stuck in my head....anyways....i want to challenge you guys to post something! haha i keep looking at my friends list and its not changed in like three weeks....i'm like AHH!...so yes...that is my challenge....although i know sia wouldnt have a problem meeting that challenge..:D
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so.

Feeling: starstruck
haha yea that song is playing on this myspace profiley thingy that i'm on....because i'm playing the red button game! mwahaha! fun game!!! its a good song anyways. yea so no one is on right now.... stupid non onliners. jk lole. anyways... so interdisc test tomorrow....not studying at all. go me....spanish test tomorrow....easy....meeting with counselor....hard. very hard. i'll be taking computer graphics next year....instead of that whole....photography thing....because people say that the photography thing isnt technology...but it says it is on the paper...and i'm not even sure if i need a technology credit...because it doesnt say i do in the book....but that photography class is only 1 semester....and since i dont want to take study hall....and the computer graphics class is two semesters....i'll be taking computer graphics. woo. go me....and....yea so no one ever blogs on here anymore....and i'm like....one of those people who blogs like kinda consistently...but not often...liiiike....for example...i basically blog at least once a month on here....but i still blog here....everyone else....they're just like...all of a sudden not blogging here and whatnot....or on xanga....or myspace....or lj...its crazy. come on people! get to blogging! hahaha jk lole. soooo yea...i dont know really...i wonder if my precal test is online yet? no. and my physics teacher still hasnt put my grade in for my homework. which makes my grade seem really low. stupid idiot! put my grade in! ahh! umm yea...so sia's definitely coming over to help me with the dances in choir this weekend...whether her mom lets her or not. she is. haha. i need to get the music with the dances on them from vanessa. i just sent her a message on myspace to see if she'd copy it for me or something...but she's not online so maybe she'll get it later or something... but yea...i think i'm done now...i have nothing going through my head except for interdisc...because i fear/hate that class...or i at least fear that test tomorrow....i'll probably study during study hall before i go to talk to the counselor tomorrow...and spanish maybe? probably not. and then physics is definitely a class that i'll be studying in...just as long as the teacher doesnt decide to make us take tons of notes tomorrow. ugh. so much to think about. anyways...shower time for me. later. by the way...i had to say....i love the incredibly large amount of emotions you can have on sitD. it makes me love the person who came up with all of them. i think i want to write all of them down somewhere so when someone asks me how i am i can just....pick a random emotion and say it to them...like...squishy....haha yes! i want to use that one now! cuz i did have it on stressed...but the squishy... just was so awesome. anyways...im done now.
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ew.

Listening to: Burn - Alkaline Trio
Feeling: sinful
EWWWWW! BEING SICK IS HORRIBLE! and i found out that drinking water when im sick makes me even sick-er. how crazy is that? blegh. i feel all....blarghy right now. i hate being sick. i feel bad that i wasnt at school today. im going to die in precal now because i wont understand anything thats going on now. after all that work i put into understanding the trigonometric functions! i wonder if josh went to my precal class today...awww and i wonder how choir was....i feel really really bad that i wasnt there today! aww. darn it. and i bet there was a lot of work in latin today....i'll have to ask carl when he gets online.... i have to say....that the only days that something important happens on....are the days that i'm not there. and im never not there! ahhhh! thats it. i'm never missing school again! haha i wish. i do know that i'll be out of school at least one day in early december so my mom and i can do something for my stepdad for christmas.....but i dont know what day that'll be...i'll have to make sure its a red day....but yea she was like how about on the 16th? or something like that and i was like no! i've got finals sometime around there! no way in the world you're taking me out on those days. it would be killer to have to make up a final. hahaha. oh no. laughing = bad coughing fit. ahhhh! stop the coughing! ewww. i think im going to take linda's advice with the whole drinking the soup from the ramen idea....its like the only food we have for sick people....i havent eaten since like tuesday right after school...which was like at noon....and i only ate a few fries...i didnt eat breakfast that morning or dinner the night before cuz i felt sick..and since its like noon thirty on thursday...i dont know how long ive not eaten...but i know i should...but i also know it wouldnt stay in my stummy. but at least i'll be getting some food in me for however long it decides to not make me want to puke....alright thats it...i'm off to make ramen. wish me and my stummy luck? :P -later-
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oh joy

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: independent
yea so i was in interdisc...and we had to write something...and everyone in the group decided i should write it because i had the best hand writing in the whole group. how crazy is that?
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gah

UGH! tonight was so incredibly stupid! so i definitely was bored to death at the haunted house for most of the time....and everything was just being stupid...and stuff....but then i finally got to come home...and when i got here...the front door was locked. don was here. but he locked the door on me. so i couldnt get in cuz i dont have a key to the house...or at least i didnt. and so i started ringing the doorbell and knocking on windows...walked around the house checked every door and window to see if i could get in that way because our flipping garage door opener doesnt work anymore...at least not the one with the keypad. so i was outside in the rain trying to get in for fifteen minutes. it was so freaking cold out there. finally i guess don got tired of hearing the doorbell and baby barking so he got up and slowly came to the front door and when he unlocked it and i finally got in he was like 'oh yea i was playing cards earlier *with my aunt and uncle* and we decided to lock the door.' UGH! so then i took a shower...and now im just...blogging...and stuff...and i think im going to stop now because im really tired...and... yea.. later.
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ahh!

Feeling: beat
yea that song wont get out of my head. its bugging me. and yea...so haunted house...going okay...very exhausting and painful. and getting kinda old. because people are being stupid. its still awesome though and you all should come. so yea... i definitely just read something on the main page that said idle journals will be deleted? yea...i dont want mine to be deleted. i think thats kinda a stupid idea...except in a way its not...some people like me dont have time to update every day or even every week...but we still want to...but then there are some people who just want to have a diary to take up space and to be pointless jerks. and they deserve to have theirs taken away. but yea. there are ups and downs to everything. wow. leann is making a noise that makes her sound like she's having sex. and its really gross...and i want to smack her for it because i dont want to hear/think about that...but my reasons behind smacking her would be very odd..and id get in trouble for it. entry is...over.
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:D :D :D

Haha. My mood is addicted because I think I'm getting re-addicted to blogging. I posted four times on Xanga yesterday, twice on here, once the day before on here, and I'm posting again here right now. This is the fourth time I've written this blog. Damnit. The first time, I had it like half way done, and I had to switch screen names on AIM, and it directed me to aim.com, and deleted everything I had written. And the second time, I finished it and everything. It was the greatest post EVER. Haha well not really...but I was proud of it. And I went to save it, and it didn't save. So when I wrote it for the third time, I copied everything I had written before I saved it, and it didn't save, so I pasted everything in a new entry, and it didn't copy! So all it said was the link to the llama icon Linda made for me. And I am definitely getting worse at writing exactly what I had the first and second time. -What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing? What do we think we might see?- Haha. Sorry I had to sing the line. I just had to! ;) But yea, I wanted to post this blog, mainly to tell everyone about how awesome Linda is. She is VERY VERY awesome! She's like...THE awesomest person EVER! Haha. THANK YOU FOR THE ICON LINDA! I have it posted up there^^^. It's pimp. -All of us under its spell we know that it's probably magic!- Anyways, so yea I have to do this latch-hook thing for my aunt because she told me to. She said that she can't do it herself. She gave it to me last night, and I started looking at it today, and it is totally screwed up. She wanted to put all purples in first, so she did, and she started in the MIDDLE of it. She didn't even fill in all the spots. And all of the little pieces of yarn I have to work with are all frayed! AGH! This is going to take forever. Oh well. I have this strange feeling that I had something else to talk about in this blog...oh well. If I think of what I was going to write, I'll post ANOTHER entry. Haha. You all are going to hate me soon if this obsession with blogging persists. Which I hope it does because I like blogging, I just never have anything to say, or I am too lazy to type it all. Later!
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Tigger

Feeling: orgasmic
Haha! I feel zonked...it's true though... although this DDR music makes me want to dance. So yea I had to post this before I went to sleep because it's essential that you know this. The tiger...it eats your mouse! I have pictures to prove it! Haha. That's it for now. Later, FOOLS! Haha I really do love you guys :D I'm just mean to you guys and call you fools like that because...I'm cool enough to do that. ;)
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haha second entry in two days!

Feeling: cheerful
haha yea i was going to post this yesterday right after i posted the last entry...but...i ended up going to rachels...which was incredibly fun. but i just created an entry on xanga that took me like an hour and a half to type...so if you want to hear about the party...go here--> http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=banana_nut_butter haha yea anyways this entry is going to be about my virtual pets. how incredibly awesome are they? i know you're jealous of me because i have them. the tiger...i named tigger...dont know why...i was just thinking t-i-double g-er....and i had to name it tigger after that...i was going to name it t-i-double g-er....but...i dont think it would have fit..and it is definitely the cutest little tiger ever. awww...if you put your mouse up a little above his head...he'll stand up and try to reach your mouse! and if you put the mouse below where he's standing he'll like...lay down...its so cute! aww sometimes he'll jump around your mouse when you go under where he's standing....im such a loser...but if you click and hold the llama's head...the head rocks back and fourth...and it makes a weird noise...and the hedgehog....i named it super sonic...cuz its brothers with sonic...and he's super...haha if you click on him three times in a row he jumps and rolls into a ball and its cute...yea...im not crazy! alright im finished updating for now...what is up with me and typing really long entries today?! this is awesome!!
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twitch

Feeling: conflicted
haha see my LLAMA? its name is twitch because when i adopted it...it would run into the side of the screen and keep trying to walk...so its legs would twitch...hahaha anyways...i thought that a llama would be very appropriate for my sitD because...well...my sn IS PetTheLlama...haha anyways that's all for now... later!
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argh.

so that last entry is old now and it doesnt have any value being on here...but i wont delete it. so now im incredibly bored. and tired. kinda have a headache from not doing anything. my mom, sister, and stepdad are gone for the weekend. my step grandpa is supposed to be leaving too...but i dont know if thats going to happen. so basically im home alone all weekend. yay me. but my mom says no one can come over except for rick. and she says if i leave, i have to be with rick. rick is the only person my mom trusts me with. i guess its cool though because rick is cool. except for the fact that i can never beat him at tickle fights! haha darn me and my ability to be extremely ticklish! hahaha. anyways...thats all i have to say for now. later.
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I hate being bored.

Listening to: Zephyr Song - RHCP
Feeling: braindead
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you give me a flower? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your own blogs and see what I say? haha someone emailed this to me and told me to put this in all of my blogs...and this would be one of my blogs...so i have to put this in here....i cant wait to see sia's answers *i copied this from my myspace just because im too lazy to type the explanation out again*
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