I really thought I'd end up with you

Listening to: the sea and cake
Feeling: sad
PIGGYTRON (11:53:46 PM): what are you doing tomorrow lxresist (11:54:14 PM): working, and going out with mike and lauren and some girl at night . she gets back tomorrow lxresist (11:54:33 PM): were playing jan 7th , you have to go ! PIGGYTRON (11:54:39 PM): ah. cool. see you never then lxresist (11:54:42 PM): it's in riveside :-( lxresist (11:54:52 PM): pshh ive been trying to see you for 2 weeks! PIGGYTRON (11:56:02 PM): right. just because youre alone lxresist (11:56:14 PM): pshh, ive been partying with the dog lxresist (11:56:20 PM): we have dinner dates PIGGYTRON (11:56:30 PM): the dog? angie? PIGGYTRON (11:56:32 PM): eww lxresist (11:56:37 PM): haha lxresist (11:56:39 PM): no lxresist (11:56:50 PM): but yeah , whats a good day for you this week? PIGGYTRON (11:57:05 PM): tomorrow. i'm dead after that lxresist (11:57:11 PM): gah, lxresist (11:58:24 PM): well hopefully some time will pop up . im working a lot right now, unlike the last few months, so i have a lot of free nights . its just tomorrow is when shes back . and i want my god damn christmas present PIGGYTRON (11:59:21 PM): cool. well i hope you do know that i am moving soon. like away away. and i'm trying to see the people i actually care about...which is like 3 lxresist (11:59:30 PM): where? lxresist (11:59:32 PM): when? lxresist (11:59:35 PM): what the fuck? PIGGYTRON (12:00:40 AM): i'm not telling anyone when or where. and no, it's not in the east coast. i'm just pretty much gonna say goodbyes wih hugs and ass slappings. lxresist (12:01:05 AM): you're gonna tell ME when or where? seriously? PIGGYTRON (12:02:58 AM): seriously what? i'm not joking. i didn't want to tell anyone. i kind of just want to disappear. i've left my marks here and it's time for me to leave. most likely the end of 2009. and i would appreciate it if you didn't say a word. lxresist (12:03:19 AM): :-( PIGGYTRON (12:04:48 AM): sad face? that's all? well, i hope i do see you at least like 5 times before i leave. you know, kind of like the good days. the times where i would actually see you 3 times a week and the times i'd randomly show up at your house. good times lxresist (12:05:17 AM): i dont know how else to say what i look like right now.. i just have a sad face. lxresist (12:06:20 AM): and yes youre going to see me more then you would ever want to in the next few months.. we have to make up for lost time. shits just been stupid hectic and dumb since i moved here. im honestly really sorry. i still love you so so much and think about you all the time even if it doenst seem like it PIGGYTRON (12:08:52 AM): well it's good to know that you still do. i don't see it anymore. i don't even feel like we're even friends anymore. it's cool i guess. iknow you're busy with work and i know you have a gf but, i would never push you aside because of christian. but you do that to me. i don't blame you, you seem to have a normal girlfriend for once. but... mm PIGGYTRON (12:09:00 AM): i'll just see you when i see you. PIGGYTRON (12:09:01 AM): night
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