Nowhere

(Ok, this one is written in song form too) It was a cold, gray morning And outside, the rain was pouring. It seemed to be, in every way Just another ordinary day. Then I heard a knock at the door, Suddenly it didn’t seem normal anymore. Then your brother walked into my room, And when I saw his face, I knew. Chorus: The clock keeps ticking The record keeps spinning. Time is endless Life is meaningless. No matter how many people die The time will keep ticking by. He told me what happened He said you were dead. I sat down, shaking, onto my bed. Now I knew why his eyes are so red. I remember talking to you on the phone last night, You told me that you would be all right. I should have known then that something was wrong Cuz when you said this, you were way too calm. The clock keeps ticking The record keeps spinning. Time is endless Life is meaningless. No matter how many people die The time will keep ticking by. He handed me a letter He hoped that things would get better. You had written it to me The last note that I would ever receive You said that you were always by my side And after I read this, I began to cry. I don’t understand why you lied I don’t understand why you decided to die. I guess you couldn’t see That you meant so much to me. I guess you couldn’t see That we were meant to be. The clock keeps ticking The record keeps spinning. Time is endless Life is meaningless. No matter how many people die The time will keep ticking by. I can’t go on without you So I know what I must do. I can’t wait for this to end So I can see your face again. I guess I expected time to stop As soon as I let the razor drop. It all happened in a flash of red Now it’s over.......we’re both dead. The clock keeps ticking The record keeps spinning. Time is endless Life is.......over.
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You Were Never There

Whenever I would get scared I would call for you, but you were never there When my life wasn’t being fair You’re the one who was never there And when I died on a dare You could’ve saved me, but you weren’t there You swore that you would be around, To help me block out the sound Their voices spin inside my head It all disappeared with a splash of red When I said I would be, I wasn’t there You didn’t notice. You didn’t care. I guess you’d never realized my love Until you’d found me lying in a pool of blood. For the first and last time, you were there for me You held my hand, and said you were sorry. There’s no more pain, and I’m drifting away, Light is all around me, coming down in a ray. I watch you walk away with tears in your eyes, As you apologize to the wind for all of your lies. You went inside and locked the door to your room, And as soon as you did, I knew you were doomed. I was there with you, watching, as the razor dug deep And I started crying, watching the blood seep It poured from your wrist, down to the floor, And all you wanted was to see more. I begged you to stop, but it was too late, To die like me, that was your fate. You collapsed on the floor of the place you call home, It wouldn’t stop bleeding, so you died alone. I cared about you, but I don’t know why You needed to lie, and you wanted to die You threw your life away for me I’m not worth that, can’t you see? Everyone loved you, but none more then me Now I’ll never know if we were meant to be My vision blurs as the tears begin to flow Take me now, I’m ready to go.
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The Other Side

Ok, this is actually a song, but hey, same difference rite? id really like to know what u guys think and maybe what i should change about it. The Other Side I glare at her, she smiles at me, I’m still not sure how she broke free. The smile on her face is haunting, I wonder what she could be planning. She stops smiling and looks away, “Who the hell are you?” I say. “Don’t you recognize me?” she asks. As she steps into the light, I gasp. The eyes that are staring back at me Are cold and dark, but I can see They’re just like mine, and I realize That I have seen my other side. Chorus- Every person has two sides, One that’s good and one that lies. One side laughs at the others fears And one side sheds the others tears. The dark side is the reason why People cheat and people die The good side is the reason why People laugh and people cry When the evil side plays her game The good one feels all the pain. And the evil one feels no shame When the good side gets the blame. The evil side is the one Who fights with your friends, just for fun. And this is the side that has done All those things that make you want to run. Chorus Your good side is the one that’s right It’ll never cheat and never bite. And at the end of every night Through the darkness, it brings light. Both sides will fight throughout your life And when one of them wins, you’ll die. The winning side will decide Where your soul will reside. I’m coming clean, I will not lie About the evil that I hold inside. Even though I have not died, Evil is my one true side. Chorus My good side has given up hope And so without it, I’ve learned to cope. My life is just a downhill slope, Death by hanging, without a rope. I live with the pain every day, I’ve made some mistakes, So now I must pay. I will remain cursed, until judgement day, When I will be sent to hell, without delay.
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Quotes

Hey, i know this doesn't really count as writing, but im bored, so im gonna post some quotes that i like. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "If you are not to like me for who i am.. than what am i to like of you?" -my friend Paige life is a death, a rotting corpse, when you lose a friend over the worst, i hate my life, its not worth living, so why dont i die, no one forgiving. Why cant people be honest, why cant people see, that i hate life, and life hates me. -also Paige I dont understand alot of things in this world the way time flies and how things work sometimes I dont understand why everytime i get close to someone they get taken away my heart is broken once again now in a million pieces Is it because my parents want me to be miserable? Is it because God hates me? - Eileen, another friend I hate everything about you, why do i love you? -Three Days Grace Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you if you died right now You know that I'd die to Should I bite my tongue? Until blood soaks my shirt We'll never fall apart Tell me why this hurts so much My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you - Story of The Year "Not all who wander are lost." -J.R.R. Tolkien "I'm nobody and nobody's perfect so therefore I'm perfect." -Unknown (I think Johnny Depp said that in one of his movies, but I'm not really sure.) "Artificial Intelligence is no match for Real Stupidity." -Johnny Depp "Take What you can!!! Give Nothin Back!!!" -Captain Jack Sparrow "Unless of course he knew you wouldn't belive the truth even if he told it to you." -Captain Jack Sparrow "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'." -Chris Rock "I'm Rick James, Bitch." - My best friend sarah (ok, so i know its not her line, but she says it all the time, so...)
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Leaving

i wrote this for english class.......what do u think? Leaving I cant go back, I will not leave. If I return, I admit defeat. I need some space, some room to breathe; I want to see where this road leads. You’ve done this to me before You forced me to go away I had to leave it all behind You didn’t listen to what I had to say This time, however, it’s different. I feel this is where I belong. So again you’ve taken your cheap shot, But you still pretend nothing’s wrong. I know what goes on inside your mind I am happy, which you don’t like. I make friends, you ask to move. You always do this, just out of spite.
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The Game

Ok, so here’s the deal, I know exactly how you feel. All the frustration, anger, fear and pain, So what do you say we play a little game? The rules are actually pretty easy How far can you go, without getting queasy? This is exactly what you’re trying How deep can you push it… without dying? The razor sinks deep into your wrists Better hope they don’t see it… they’ll be pissed. The blood is seeping through your clothes And all you’re worried about is being exposed I know what’s going on inside your head, Remember your friends? Yeah, they’re dead. They saw how you live and thought, “Hey, I’ll try” But then they cut too deep, and died. So what have you got to live for anymore? Nothing, it’s all gone, right out the door. So go ahead, take the blade, push it in deep. But get some towels, you’re going to bleed. Need a blade? Here, use mine. I mean hey, we all gotta die sometime. Lots of blood? Don’t worry, you’re fine Now hurry up, you’re running out of time. See this thing? It’s called a vein. Slice it open, and the blood pours like rain Hey, don’t worry, this is totally sane, Just remember, it’s only a game. Use the blade Don’t be afraid Make the trade You’re drifting away……. So now I ask, do we have a deal? Well too late now, its already sealed. You wounds are too deep, they’ll never heal, And by the way, this was no game… It’s real.
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