I don't exactly know where to start considering there is a lot on my mind and even more that i want to say. There is so much to say and, honestly, so little time. How did all of this happen? How the hell have we gone from barely talking to you being jealous as hell that I am hanging out with two guys who I could potentionally like? When did you become my boyfriend with none of the perks? It doesnt make sense to me at all. Now I learn that you are talking behind my back saying that the only reason any of them like me is so that I can take someone's virginity? Are you seriously calling me the whore? I wish that you would tell me what is really bugging you. I wish that you would get over me. You missed your chance with me. This is all your fault. You can't string me along like a tool because you can't bear to lose me. I'm sorry that I fell out of love with you and don't have any intention of going back. You should be able to do the same considering you found your soul mate... I guess it all makes sense, though, considering the problems you two are obviously having. You really know how to make someone feel special. No matter what, you always come back to me. In any other way, that would be sweet, but I don't want to be a second choice. I'm worth more than that. I'm not a trophy wife, I am something special that doesnt deserve you! You are going have to choose between me or him if you are ever going to be happy, and I don't think you will be able to. I am making the decision for you. When summer comes, you won't have to see my face. I won't miss you as much as you will me. Maybe we'll meet again, but i doubt it. On to more happier news, I am excited to spend the night in a hotel with some of the coolest people in the world with guest star appearance by the awesome rachel! If she goes, that is... Haha. It is going to be so fun just hanging out before graduation. GAH! I AM JUST SO EXCITED! Baha! Brand new life, here i come.