ricky just told me im lucky

Feeling: abandoned
today was so boring school was gay. BUT I PLAYED JAMES BOND WITH ARIEL IN ORCHESTRA and it was awesome. ms oz didnt understand us, but oh well it was so much fun :D i didnt take gym today because i had extra orchestra. we took some quiz in history and i got an A. i dont really remember what we did in english. lunch was normal, but luke didnt come outside when i went outside :( i sat with him after, and some kid took my bandana. than i went to math which was easy, and in science we watched a movie i went home with ariel and we went to big lots and got some cool stuff. than we went to rag shop and saw vinny, steve, james, & max there. than we had ariels mom take us home and jimmy the icecream man didnt come so im sad about that. my mom and dad picked me up and made me go to wendys with them which was gay, and made me go to treasure island and it SUCKED because it was so boring. now im sitting here and no ones on except ricky. im boredddddd im starting to get that empty, depressed feeling again and it sucks. i wish luke would come online and talk to me. i just cant fucking wait for spring break where i spend full days with him. i just need to be with him for more than a little bit in school. i want to spend more time with him because, well, i just need to. im getting myself upset im just going to stop updating. ♥
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today was not boring =0
i'm sorry you're so upset lately =
doesn't ricky make you feel better though? he helped me get over mikey so i mean like he must make you feel better just a little.
'cause gianna said he likes danielle bergen. and he never stares at me or anything and i'm gay so why would he