here come kids

Listening to: Queen
Feeling: busy
My teaching practice is almost over. Finally!!! Now, I've gotta write tones of reports and analyses of classes. This is the only thing that sucks. It's getting warmer. Spring's coming!
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welcome back, Sergius

Listening to: Red Snapper
Feeling: bizarre
Well, I haven't been here for a long time. I simply lost the address((( Now, I'm gonna be here much more often. What happened sinse I was here last time. Nothing special. I turned 21, met new people, quit my job, started working at school as an English teacher, as a part of professional practice required for my course at the university. Oh and I started writing a new story but now I stuck with it. I just don't know what to write about. I need to fall in love to go on writing but I can't afford it now. don't ask me why--it's too complicated to explain.
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boo

Listening to: Chill out
Feeling: alone
I've been thinking about friendship, if relationships started online can really be serious, especially love. I don't think so that's bull shit.
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odd

Listening to: darude
Feeling: apathetic
Yeah... that's the exact word of our existence, ladies and gentlemen. We are all absolutely odd. My congratulations...
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Late at nite

Listening to: Dancing in Winamp
Feeling: awake
What can a person do to get ready to an exam which is gonna be in a few hours ...a sleepless night... I don't feel like sleeping. a lot of strong tea and coffee and a lot of German)))) good luck...
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some moresummer

Feeling: cosmic
When a girl tells you that she wants some true feeling does she mean that she wants you to be her partner in this business? Hell, too much questions I've got now. Anyway, everything's gonna be alright: I know that and that's it. I avoid relying on other people and I feel that it's not really good. I gotta change something, but what. If only I knew that! +++++ I'm looking forward to summer. I feel that something astonishing should happen in my life...
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no problem

Listening to: dance
Feeling: abnormal
hatred a little coffee disgust eyes full of feelings too much for one day having nothing to say on the one hand and having a lot of feelings, that about to expolode, on the other is a quite difficult situation
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Who am I?

Listening to: Tom Waits
Feeling: blue
Tell me who I am, and I'll tell you who you are. Fill the gap in me, and I'll be thankful to you. Turn the sun off I'm going to bed.
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Pissful landscape

Listening to: Mono
Feeling: alive
yeah, it's the 1st of March and the white shit is still fallin' from the sky. Here in Russia with warm weather all January winter takes its time in March, ugh... they say that the it's gonna be warmer soon now its smth like 10 F I WANT SPRING NOW!
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Users' Guide

Listening to: club
Feeling: offended
You are about to use me. Please, follow the instructions not to get screwed: 1 love me 2 at least pretend to love me 3 make me sure that I'm the last hope 4 don't try to buy me 5 don't try to hurt me 6 don't use me tohurt anybody 7 don't ask too many questions 8 try to use me not very often 9 don't pretend to be my friend 10 fuck off when you're told to do that
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Sunday Treat

Feeling: abandoned
What's the point of doing anything if there's no point in doing that Guess it sounds too complicated If only I could think less or don't think at all like animals live doing what they want
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my grandma

I Love my grandma She love us too us meaning all her grandchildren and her children and almost everybody one can't love everybudy unless heshe is God :0)
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the first

again I start it all over again the second diary, but it is different will I be able to write what I really think here... who speaks foreign languages here?
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