first off -- jason and will are being such dickheads. wills calls me yesterday and we're just talking about our days & whatnot and i have an attitude with him and stuff, then he goes: "hey, did you and erin get the TMs i sent you yesterday wishing you a happy vday?" "no" "oh i sent you some. but my phone's been acting up and it's taking people like 5 hours to get my TMs" "its been more than 5 hours." yeah, whatever. fuck you and fuck vday. and dont try to make it up to us by adding in "i bought you and erin the reese's cups you wanted" fuck you. i didnt WANT one. that was erin. i wanted a goddamn teddy bear, you asshole. so anyway, i was talking to him about when him and jake went to canada and he starts telling me how they met these girls and how they were dancing with them and everything but when they got outside and saw them in the light, they weren't that cute. the whole time i could tell he was trying to make me jealous or something, then he adds in that the girls they met weren't that cute? first rule of making someone jealous -- say the people were the fucking hottest thing, EVER. so i added in that saturday erin and me had tons of fun hanging out with scotty and his friends. so will asked if i made out with any of them, and of course i said yes: i made out with scotty. he's soooo hott, blah blah blah. sir, THAT is how you make someone jealous. dont add in the fact that the person wasnt that cute. even though scotty really is hott. forreal. so anyway, that basically ended our conversation. i dont understand why they're being assholes though. jason, just because you turned 18 does not mean you are cool. and will, just quit. seriously. good day everyone :) oh, & payback is this weekend. we will hang out with the boys. and we will go somewhere. but once we get there we're going to say "yeah we have to leave in a few minutes, we're going ________. we didn't plan on going, we just found out about it in the car on the way over here. sorrrry" we're gonna hoe your fucking life.

"my stomach hurts whenever i move" "are you passing another kid?"

so break's been fun so far! =) friday night erin and me went to northville and that was an interesting little time. it's nice to know that bitchy girls aren't just in belleville. saturday night. oh wow. what a night. it started off with me and erin meeting jon, cory, jake, will and jason at bennigans and then we decide to begin heading to this party at eastern. so we park in this parking lot and walk for what seems like forever because it was so cold and we end up at these apartments which are right next door to my sisters.. where erin and me were planning on staying! but i was kind of pissed bc i walked that whole way when i could have just parked where i needed to. so anyway.. we go to kevins apartment and begin drinking some very wonderful jungle juice. after 2 cups, erin and me were gone. lol =) so i found these bottle caps that had stuff written on them like "fuck it" "suck it" "shits and giggles" so cory decided he wanted me to make him one that said "kiss it" so i did. and he kissed it.. meaning my lips. puh. then jon wanted one so i wrote on it "bye" and i recieved back from him "FUCK YOU TOO, THEN!" yay. he's so annoying. then will wanted to teach me how to dance, because we all know i don't know how to. but i refused. then erin and me decided to split a mikes but she only got 2 sips.. i chugged the rest. so then all of a sudden, it got really quiet. the cops were there. shit. so they tell kevin everyone has to leave. so as im walking out, i look at the cops and say hi. before we left though, this girl jenny that lives next door, with my sister says we can all go back there. so that where we went. and we all sat around then i decided i needed to move my car to my sisters. so will came with me and he kept me warm because i didnt have a coat. thanks will =) when we got back, i started playing jenga with everyone.. i had to grab a crotch.. kiss a blonde.. show my cleavege. lol fun times. then cory wanted to go get food, so i took him to abes. when we got back, everyone was sleeping. erin and jason on one couch, jon on another.. and people upstairs having sex... big time. lol. so i layed down with will to keep him warm and i stole jons blanket for will. and right when i was about to fall asleep.. *COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH* from cory. non stop until 7am. then finally.. at 8ish.. will and jason left.. so i had the whole couch to myself.. and i fell asleep til 10 when cory woke everyone up again with is coughing. it was a really fun night. =) and .. cory is an idiot. "i just want to go home. everyone down here is in couples, then theres jon. and me. im lonely. i either want my bed, or a girl.. and i dont think im getting either." DAMN RIGHT YOU DIDNT. ALL YOU GOT WAS NYQUILL!

to be living today. brit and me almost died last night after doing 4 - 360's down the freeway after having to cut someone off / swerve around them on the SHOULDER of the highway next to the cement wall. and somewhere in there we were sliding sideways -- and backwards WITH CARS COMING TOWARDS US. about 6 of them to be exact -- before we plowed into some snow on the shoulder of the road. then a plower pulled up behind us to make sure we were okay -- which we were just incredibly shaken up. then he was going to push us out of the snow, but i managed to get us out. how we didnt hit ANYTHING just baffles my mind.. and how none of the cars behind us hit us, baffles my mind as well. luckily, they all managed to work because their breaks work in this shit weather, unlike mine, which i didnt know until last night during this incident. then when i turned on my road after i dropped brit off, of course i get stuck and it took me like 10 minutes to get out & home. next time my mom says the roads are too bad to drive, im listening. over all -- im thankful im alive and well. and i love my friends

happy valentine's day everyone. some little moments from this weekend. "oooohhhhh shiittttt, goin out on a school night" "umm, yeah, i think he mixed something in this..." "they'll be sleeping in a little while" "they're going to put date rape in our drinks!" "erin, QUIT farting" "shit shana there's a cop, get in the car" "we're stealing alcohol. if art asks, will sent us." "we're not going to DETROIT!" "we're about to go to a party downtown" "okay..., erin, he doesnt mean detroit, does he? im not going back there" "get off the phone" "no" "fine" *turns radio up FULL BLAST* "THISSS ONESSS FORRR THEEE GIRLSSS" *hangs up* "HAHA, his shirts only $7.30 -- take the price tag off so he thinks we spent $24 on it" "oh shit, this is a XXL!" "here, we can share this blanket and use our coats to cover up the top part of us" "do you girls want a REAL blanket?" ---anyway i quit my job at bob evans saturday night. i straight up walked out. they called me sunday. i went in to talk to the managers. they basically begged for me to come back. so i work there again.

i would just like everyone to know that i absolutely ADORE my life. my weekends, my friends, my job, my everything. it's just perfect right now. =) yay.

ill explain it for ya brit: jarrod & ryan miss tons of school. if they come every day between now and may 20th, except for a doctors note or family emergency, me you & erin are stripping at jarrods graduation party. if either of them miss, they're stripping at mine. so overall: my party's gonna rock: beer & strippers. yay

its finally second semester. and.. oh, just read this. i had to write a paper for my computer class about the best year of our lives, and here's some highlights of it. Senior year, the year I graduate and the year I thought would never come. There have been many things that have already changed. There are so many events to look forward to during this year, as well. With it already being second semester, the year is flying by and so many memories have already been made. Before I know it, graduation day will be here and the year will be over. The best thing about this year so far is how close I’ve become with all of my friends. We have realized that the day is going to come when we go our separate ways. We’ve made it a point to go out to dinner with each other on weekends, or have a “girls night” to make our year the best it can be. Whether it is us going to parties on weekends, or staying in and watching movies, my friends have made the first semester of my senior year THE BEST. May 20th, 2005 is the day every senior is looking forward to. That day has three major events: senior walk, prom, and the last day of attending school at Belleville, ever. It will also be the end of my senior year. The best year I’ve had in high school. It’s finally the year that I haven’t dealt with any of the petty, high school drama. In the end though, I will be able to look back and say to myself, “I will always remember,” but it won’t be just one thing I will always remember, there will be thousands. i honestly cannot believe that its going to be over so soon. yeah, we dont get out of here until may.. but with all of the half days, and spring break -- its going to be over before we know it. on to what i think of my classes: BLOW OFF. 1st: TA 2nd: creative writing - james and bards are in there with me, will be fun. 3rd: geology. the teacher LOVES me. 4th: computer programming. even better- internet access. 5th: english. jarrod & ryan are in there. always a lovely class. 6th: personal living with justine, lauren, kira and sam in there. we're gonna have fun. the only downfall -- I DO NOT HAVE B LUNCH ANYMORE. no more chats with the girls. FUCK IT. =(

XxEriNxX05: i know. tomorrow is going to suck. i have to fucking work til midnight DreamyGirlXoxo29: WHAAAAAT? DreamyGirlXoxo29: WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE? DreamyGirlXoxo29: i dont know if i wanwill is calling! XxEriNxX05: HAHAHAHAHAHA! XxEriNxX05: YOU DIDNT EVEN FINISH THAT SENTENCE! talking about going sledding with boys DreamyGirlXoxo29: aw what if we went on christmas XxEriNxX05: omg how cute. i cant even fathom how cute DreamyGirlXoxo29: i know. if e go sledding with boys. AW. and we can have hot chocolate, too. XxEriNxX05: oh my god. shana. i would DIEEE DreamyGirlXoxo29: me too!! DreamyGirlXoxo29: and what if it started snowing while we were there, too. DreamyGirlXoxo29: itd be just like we were in a movie.

XxEriNxX05: ahahhaha! wills like a fish. i knew he would bite the bait

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a waste of time. will and jason: erin and me thought they were our good friends and stuff. we even buy them birthday gifts, which werent cheap. but then on valentine's day, they can't even call us to wish us a happy valentine's day? it's pretty pathetic when your other best friends boyfriend TM's you to wish you a happy vday, even though you dont hang out with him nearly as much as you used to. and they guy who acted like your big brother wishes you a happy vday, but the guys you hang out with EVERY weekend, and take care of when they're wasted, cant even say it. and it really pissed me off last night when i was talking to jason, this is the conversation: me- hey whats going on? him - nothing, people are just leaving me- hott girls? him- yeah me- they're nothin compared to me ;) him- a lot better than you. WHAT THE FUCK. what a way to treat a girl, seriously. i almost f'ing started crying bc of that. i was KIDDING and you have to come back with some asshole remark like that. fuck you. just because you were mad at erin and me because of saturday night, doesnt mean you have to say shit like that. this is what happened saturday night: we're taking jason home from the D.. he gets on the phone and procedes to talk on it. me/erin- jason, can you get off the phone so we can figure out whats going on? him- no. us- jason, will you get off the phone? its rude to ask for a ride home then talk on the phone the entire time. jason- im not getting off the phone us- fine. *turns radio up* jason is still not off the phone. we turn radio up louder. he is forced to get off the phone. so dont be pissed, you were being rude. i did NOT have to take you home. for all i care, you could have stayed in detroit ALONE.

kurt, cory, will, jake, and erin. =) last night was the best way to get me better after a shitty SHITTY day. erin and me went out to wills to pregame for a UofM party. we had sing alongs to Lean on Me. and also, cory and me danced -- we did the fox trot, the salsa, and the waltz. will then got sick so i helped take care of him and get him to bed, then the rest of us headed out to the 727 house: kyles place. we hung out there, had sing alongs in his bedroom then proceeded to the party. it was okay, some hott guys there. scotty. woo. i played beer pong with kyle and we kicked some asian ass. then erin and me decided we were exhausted and drunk, so we had kyle take us to wills to get my car. we got there, went to beckys, she wasnt home - so we drove back to wills and crashed there. poor little mellow was trapped in the cage the whole night and made such a rucus. right when i was enjoying my sleep i hear "THERES STILL PEOPLE HERE?" then i get sat on. will.. puh. then he thought it would be acceptable to lay down with me. so we fell back asleep til like, 10ish, and will went to work... erin, j, and me hung out then we took off. it was a WONDERFUL night. erin, thank you for listening to me yesterday -- i truely do love you. saturday night - partied with drunk sara from erins work, will, cory, jake, the whole group out at 727. fun times, there. friday night - went bowling with kk, aaron and jake blows. that was fun, as well. then went to dennys with brit. then we traveled to justin and kennys which was GAY. then we went to wills to hang out with him and j. i love long weekends =)

Here's my explanation of everything. Jason- Saturday night in Will's garage, you were just being mean and making mean comments. Like about me not knowing the difference of a motor or an engine -- sorry I dont know anything about trucks. And the whole thing with the radio in your truck how you wouldn't let Erin and me listen to ONE song. Would it seriously have been THAT big of a deal to let us listen to it? Then I know that in the car ride home, me turning up the radio might have been rude, but you were too by talking on the phone and Erin and me were trying to hang out with you for the rest of the night. Then Monday online with the whole "a lot better than you" thing really pissed me off. I was completely kidding when I said "the hott girls were nothing compared to me" and I figured you could sense the sarcasm, but obviously not. But those types of commentsare just mean. It seriously almost made me cry when you said that whether you were kidding or not. So I don't know, maybe it made you feel better by making *me* feel like shit. And Will-- you have been mean and rude, yourself! First, on Saturday before I gave you your hat, "I better have gotton my hat!" Then the first thing you say to me after I give it to you is "Did you get the right size?" Umm, can you at least say thanks? And then, the whole Canada deal. You hoes the hell out of us, especially Jason, and it was his birthday. That's not cool at all, forreal. You could have easily been like "No, the people I brought out here can't go, so I don't want to hoe them out because 1) they drove out here to DETROIT from BELLEVILLE to hang out and 2) it's my best friends birthday." You guys could have easily planned something for next weekend, so we weren't getting our lifes hoed. And the whole Erin and me "don't like you hanging out with other girls" is a JOKE. We don't care if you go out and meet other girls -- I just don't want to hear EVERY detal about the ones you meet. I mean yeah, there is that TINY bit of jealousy becase of the fact that we've slept together, but really -- it doesn't bother me. I just get bored out of my mind listening to the girls at the club you met, blah blah. I mean, Erin and me go out and hang out with other guys, but do we tell you every detail about it? No. So what makes you think we want to know everything about the girls you hang out with? Right. Then there's the whole Valentine's Day ordeal. I know Erin and me are neither you or Jason's girlfriends, but considering the fact that we hang out with you guys all of the time, basically, we thought we would at least get a phone call. And yes, you did say you sent a text message, but after you don't get a text message or a phone call back from either one of us, don't you think you would at least call one of us to see if we even got it? Okay boys, that's basically it. I don't mean to sound bitchy at all in this, but it's whatever. I just wanted you guys to hear me out -- let me know. Just don't call me a whore like done so in my comments -- you know that's so unnecessary. Bye guys. See ya this weekend?

k -- think about it. you guys have been being mean to us lately. really. you hardly even say thank you for your birthday presents we got you. saturday night, jason -- you were being really mean to us in general. in wills garage -- yeah. and the biggest thing that gets me is that after how much we hang out and everything, you guys couldnt call on valentines day to say happy vday. you say you sent a tm, will -- but wouldnt you think that if we didnt call you or tm you back, youd call to make sure we got it?? whatever, though. im over it.

Since this school day is half way over now, that means us Seniors, the class of 2005, only have 49 more days left in our high school career. We will be out of this place before we know it. Do you know what that means? No more drama. No more bullshit classes. No more obscenely retarted rules to follow. Most of us will be moving out of our houses. We will be attending colleges. Living in the dorms on campus. We will have a real taste of freedom. We won't have to listen to our parents or come home at curfew. We will be setting our own rules. Doing what WE want. And if I want to stay the night at a boys house, or have a boy come back to my room with me, I DON'T have to tell my mom. I'm really excited about graduating. I've had a countdown since basically the first day of school. On May 20th, when we're all in our cap and gowns walking the halls of BHS for the first and last time as a whole class, I'm going to be balling my eyes out. It will be one of the last times we're all together. Pictures will be taken and memories will be made, but once we walk out those doors after 4th hour, that's all we have to take with us. Memories. That is the one thing that makes me sad about graduating. After spending these past 4 years in this building, making friends with people and learning the ways of everyone else. What happens when we don't see each other every day any more? What happens when we don't see each other any more, period? We'll all go our seperate ways and we'll write in our yearbooks our phone numbers and e-mail addresses and a forever known "K.I.T!", but who will really use them? Yeah, maybe in the first few months you'll call and occassionally hang out, but that won't last. You'll move to college and make new friends, and hardly have time for old friends. You may still keep you're really close friends, but the others you called friends all throughout high school will fade away and simply become a distant memory you can recall while looking at your high school yearbook. In the end though, you still have those memories. I have a lot of memories from my years at high school. And as akward as it will be once I graduate, not seeing the same people everyday and not having a set routine, I'm going to miss this place. But overall, I can't wait to fucking graduate. :)

so i havent updated this in a while. i havent even been online that much this weekend. i just dont find it that fun anymore. oh well, what are ya gonna do? so thursday night didn't do much. we were supposed to go to a party called Thirsty Thursdays but they had their big screen tv stolen so they no longer have em. so i went home. friday night hung out with kk and bards for a little while then chatted with col until erin ended up getting home. then we went to abes for food cuz we were starving & then cory ended up calling and wanted us to go to a hotel party jake was having in chelsea. so we did that.. and that was okay, we hung out with this kid named david and hes f'ing halirous. saturday night was a night of renunions. saw jamie, matt, chad, joe and scott. ALL in one night. and also saw cory and jake -- but they were being stupid so we didnt hang out with them. erin and me smoked a lil and i finally tried hypnotic. woo yeah. ;) sunday sat on erins couch for 3 hours watching tv and movies. and the movie raise your voice with hilary duff is worse than every olsen twins movie combined. hope everyone else had a good weekend.

ME AND ERIN NEED FAKE I.D.'s!!! ONLY TO SAY WE'RE 18 SO WE CAN GO CLUBBING WHILE DOWN IN PADRE. someone get them for us, kthx

i have nothing to say except for the face that i am sick of work. ive worked saturday, sunday, yesterday and i have to work today and tomorrow. ill have a good ass check though. but still, im fucking EXHAUSTED. :( "winter break" is coming up -- i wouldnt call it a break though, its simply a four day weekend. oh well though. at least we get out of school sooner than those f'ing lincoln kids ;) haha. i really have nothing to say -- sorry brit. at least im updating this. and fuck sitting at a bowling alley having to see pictures of kk's "donkey" on aarons phone. eww

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