man consolors are gay today they asked if I was over my frineds death. I never will be and they want to send me away because I freaked out when they asked.I sit back and watch friend after friend die and nobody do anything about it nobody even shows they care after 6 months is up its like the person never was there.. how do you do that how do yuo not want to die not cut? how do you get over a friend dying? can you ? how do you deal with it? im lost confussed and want my friends back..... HELP