So. I would like to say that I'm not being emo or anything. My life is fucking horrible. 1.) I have no place of my own to stay. I'm crashing with family. 2.) I'm so beyond broke. 3.) I have no dad anymore. (not that he was a good dad or that i want to see him, but still...) 4.) My kitty ran away =[ 5.) And to top off this lovely cake I call my life, I'm 5,000 miles away from all of my friends. None of this would really bother me if I could see my friends. I just feel so completely alone. My life has completely fallen apart and I just don't know how to put it back together. I hope to god that I just don't wake up tomorrow ='[