Just the Look in Their Eyes

Listening to: police talking to me
Feeling: bad
Well today was the day that those two assholes who killed ty got leathle injection, and right now i feel horrible, the police called me at 11:00 and said that i should come over to the county jail these guys were goign to die.. at first i was as happy as ever this is their just deserts i got down their at about 11:30 i sat down in a chair and the police guy....i think his name was tom. anyway...about 11:45 they strapped the guys down in the two benches and tied them down....the preacher dude came in, i saw one of them trying to force a birdy and forming "Fuck you" on his lips. Well it came 11:59 and the needles were in the room along with the people who were going to inject them....the needles were picked up and they were goign in....it was at that moment when my whole feelings changed...i looked into Paul's eyes and i saw fear i saw a look i had never seen on him, if you have never seen the look in a dying mans eyes you would never know, but from then until they closed his eyes i couldn't take my eyes off him, it was the sadest thing i had ever seen and if i could change it all i would have never testified ageinst them just to stop that look. Im going to thei funerals friday and saterday, i wonder if their mothers are goign to be mad.... Billie
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oh wow. you have been through a lot. i'm really sorry, billie. if you need to talk i'm here.
-Caitlin(caitlinxmarie)
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