Living in an altered reality look in front and at the same time behind the future is now and it is tommorow and yesterday doesn't matter today is not what i wanted it to be where i wanted to be i altered my stance and gazed mindlessly and no i don't know where i am spinning in an abyss of realization realization that i have no direction my compass is gone and im left to mine own the darkness is gathering sight is no longer within my ability but can anyone really see where they are going i had my reality maped out, but i've lost the map lost the disire to follow that map what did i know when i created that did i even know who i was, do i now know who i am no, and i never will exept in that altered reality