well its been a while! i forgot that i actually had this diary for quite a while... must say i prefer to write things by hand rather then type them up for everyone to see! could call me old fashioned i guess but oh well i never quite got the hang of writing well typing on this...and it makes it particulary hard when you forget what the website is...ah well i guess thats just me...wow why is the world so gay at times... guys who would want one...parents pretty much suck balls...terrorists need a kick to the head...and remember everyone drugs are bad mmmk...ah well i never know what to write on this so i guess that will do, dont want to give away too much do we!...oh im so gay...but yeh...i'll leave you with a song...well part of one... "its about time that i came clean with you im no longer fine and far from running smooth i thought that i found myself onto something new one more line i repear over and over again 'til im blue in the face with a choking regret as i talk in circles 'round you on my bed cant say i blamed you one bit when you kept it all inside when you left that night." the good old trio gotta love em...so yeh goodbye...but probably not forever peace.