So I like him
and he likes my cousin. : /
Love
we think about it, sing about it,
dream about it, lose sleep worrying
about it. When we don't have it,
we search for it; when we discover it,
we don't know what to do with it;
when we have it, we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure
and pain, but we can't predict from
one minute to the next which it's goin
to be today. It takes on many shapes
and many disguises: We love our parents,
our brothers and sisters, our
boyfriends and girlfriends.
Love
it's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define,
impossible to live without...
Love is something that is great when
you've found it, hurts when you lose it,
and messes up a lot of people's lives
Ian's out of town. I miss him so much. : /
So we had another bomb threat at my school. One last week and then again this week. Of course it was some idiot. I did enjoy not going to last period...but I just don't understand how people think that calling in a bomb threat is soooo cool. People at my school are so immature.
<>♥Hot Guys<>
<>♥Breaks from school<>
<>♥Spending the night at Autumn’s house<>
<>♥Thinking about Donny<>
<>♥Starlites<>
<>♥Going to Tien’s house<>
<>♥Shopping with Terri<>
<>♥Spending time with Ian<>
<>♥Knowing what I want out of life<>
<>♥My family<>
<>♥Going to Melysa’s house from Tiens<>
<>♥Crushes that like me back<>
<>♥Thinking about the car that I want<>
<>♥Going to Jubilee on July 4th<>
<>♥Spending the night at Ali’s house<>
<>♥Hot guys that are interested in me<>
<>♥Shamonica…I’ve known her for 11 years<>
<>♥Hanging out with Ashley<>
So I spent the night with Ian. Yesssss...Eddie's dad is out of town. Got his little brother high and drunk...which he was annoying. Turned on some porn just because and his little brother took off his pants and danced around saying he was the porn. Made me sick. : /
Being able to sleep in Ian's arms was wonderful even though we had to sleep on a bunk bed and we were on the top.
Having to wake up early the next day=suckiness.
ahh...I don't want it to end. : /
yessssssss.
Sea World tomorrow...can't wait.
Why must I be a teenager in love?
I don't know what happened between us.
Ian came back from Australia. The first thing he tells me is that he wants a break but he still wants me to be his best friend. He wants to hang out Friday. I told him no. He told me that I promised him that I wouldn't act like that if we ever broke up. How can I just be friends with him? I guess I don't want to hang out with him because it's going to hurt so much more. I don't know what to do.
New Diary.
Got tired of the old one.