Ich hasse mein PARENTS But whatevs, I'll be cool. I jsut really need a damn job. So they'll hate me a little less. I really need to get out of here. Ventura has little/nothing to offer me. Oh,well. In other news, I'm awesome. Actually not really. Ever since Michael and I broke up I've been feeling pretty shitty about myself. I mean, I feel fine about everything else, infact, I feel great. But I'm serverely lacking in any sort of self-confidnce or a positive self-image. Eh, whatever, fuck it. I'm better off alone,aren't i? We'll see. First time I've been alone for more then a few weeks in about 5 years. Weriddddd.