so basically. i skipped school again today. i dont know why i keep doing this. right now im sitting in a park with my laptop and thinking about how i should be doing homework or something important, but i'd much rather sit here and do nothing. =) haha a bunch of asian guys, i'd say in their 40's just climbed out of a car and look like they are gonna go play volley ball. this oughtta be good. i swear i can hear them all the way down the field! annnoooyyyyinnnggggggggg!

You can look but you can't touch I don't think I like you much Heaven knows what a girl can do Heaven knows what you've got to prove I think I'm paranoid and complicated I think I'm paranoid, manipulate it Bend me break me Anyway You need me All I want is you Bend me break me Breaking down is easy All I want is you I fall down just to give you a thrill Prop me up with another pill If I should fail, if I should fold I nailed my faith to the sticking pole I think I'm paranoid, manipulate it I think I'm paranoid, too complicated Bend me break me Anyway you need me All I want is you Bend me break me Breaking down is easy All I want is you I think I'm paranoid I think I'm paranoid Bend me break me Anyway you need me All I want is you Bend me break me Breaking down is easy All I want is you Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me Maim me, tame me, you can never change me Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me Bend me break me Anyway you need me As long as I want you baby it's alright Bend me break me Anyway you need me As long as I want you baby it's alright

All aboard. hit the road all the bull shit can't be ignored. its hard to place in my face no emotion all the problems make me wanna go like a bad girl straight to video little darling welcome to the show you're a failure played in stereo. hidey ho. here we go no solution strong undertow quite unfair quite a pair no box office all the problems make me wanna go like a bad girl straight to video little darling welcome to the show you're a failure played in stereo. i never noticed no never noticed your so amazing so ah- amazing all aboard hit the road all aboard here we go all the problems make me wanna go like a bad girl straight to video little darling welcome to the show you're a failure played in stereo. i never noticed no never noticed your so amazing so ah- amazing i never said it no never said it your suffocating suffocating i never noticed no never noticed your beauty's fading. its fa fa fading

im pregnant. April fools.

Sunny came home to her favorite room Sunny sat down in the kitchen She opened a book and a box of tools Sunny came home with a mission She says days go by I'm hypnotized I'm walking on a wire I close my eyes and fly out of my mind Into the fire Sunny came home with a list of names She didn't believe in transcendence It's time for a few small repairs she said Sunny came home with a vengeance She says days go by I don't know why I'm walking on a wire I close my eyes and fly out of my mind Into the fire Get the kids and bring a sweater Dry is good and wind is better Count the years, you always knew it Strike a match, go on and do it Days go by I'm hypnotized I'm walking on a wire I close my eyes and fly out of my mind Into the fire Light the sky and hold on tight The world is burning down She's out there on her own and she's alright Sunny came home Sunny came home...

IM SO BORED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just typed out 3 freaking songs. there is seriously nothing to do. i lied and called in sick today for no reason what so ever. i just didnt feel like working. im bored im tired i cant hold still i miss a certain someone. sertain...? wtf i cant spell today eather apparently. whatever i dont even care. im going to go drive around in circles until i can figure something out. this diary thing is so old. i havent been on in forever. i should update it more. it kinda feels good to get all my thoughts out. i mean any of you people reading this could know me. but you wouldnt know it. so i could say i killed someone or something and you people would not even know who i am or who i killed or where i live or left the body or anything because im sure none of you read this and you are all updating on who you killed just to get that thought off your chest right? right. damn im smart.

MY NOSE IS MAKING WEIRD NOISES!

so i started over on this thing again. i hate when i do that. i always write something about one of my stupid ex boyfriends saying i think that he is so great and blah blah blah. i hate the way i write sometimes. i really kind of bug myself. haha anyways. i'm starting over. again.