i give myself three days
to feel better
or i swear
i am driving off a fucking cliff
because if i cant
make myself feel betterthen how can i
expect anyone else
to give a shit
and i scream for
the sunlight to take me anywhere
just get me past this
dead and eternal snow
because i swear that i am dyingslowly but it's happening
so if there is a perfect springthats waiting somewhere
just take me there
and lie to me
and say it's going to be alright