Yea so,I had to make another diary because I forgot my old password. ok,so I'll start with friday, I went to school.blah blah blah.did the whole cafeteria thing instead of being all spirited and gay at the pep ralley.kinda sorta sat with amanda.she went to go sit with her other friends so I sat there and spaced out the whole time. She road the bus home with me and I wanted to moon kenny who was following the bus.but I pussyed out.heh.and we got to my house(my parents were gone and jeremy was there to "babysit" me) I got the stuff out and started making my brownies for Cats party on Saturday and then me and manda smoked weed with jeremy and didn't get even the least bit high.that kinda bummed me out a bit.lol.but whatever.then manda had to leave :(.I really wanted her to come to the party with me.not because I felt like I was chooseing one friend over another but because I know we'd all have a good time.but Tabb (for some unknown,stupid reason) doesn't like amanda.anyway.then tabb and emily picked me up and we went to their house.Emily is now a dragking/stripper and this one place.agh.I forgot the name.but yea. Saturday, we were hangin around the house slowy getting ready then tabb gets a phone call and starts flippin out saying "we'll be right there don't move!".it was emily.her crazy ex girlfriend beat the shit out of her in the parking lot of tom thumb and she was in the drive way in her car and couldn't get out.her face had blood on it and she hurt her knee real bad and stuff.so we had to call the cops and all that jazz.then ashley picked us up for the party that night.it was so much fun.we played spin the bottle and I madeout with every girl there.it was cool.we played other games where we had to trade clothes and stuff but whatever.then ashley picked us up and we came home and passed out. and yesterday.I came home and my mom called and started playing the whole guilt trip on me because I haven't called her.but her numbed was in my purse! and I left it in josh's car.sheesh.so I cried a bit about that.it's not my fault she lives a billion miles away.it's hers.but bleh. mwah xoxo