well tonight im planning on going clubbing with some of my ladies and felllers i heard my EX is going which means i have to look AMAZINGGGGGGGG and when i say amazing i mean AMAZING ..... i guess ill go start getting ready and tomorrow ill update on how the night goes by

right now im in one of those moods where i can rip someones hair off iam so aggravated by everything and everything seems to get to me i feel like i have to always be perfect for other people let me live my fuckin life and i hate the fact that all of these guys are nasty and they just want to get in ur pants sorry wont happen, im finally over my ex its amazing for those who know him, eventually i had to move on so i decided this would be the right time. its hard being a grown up . i have to go to college and work full time which is not easy but some how i still find time for my close friends, so danira dont complain anymore hehe, tomorrow i have to talk about LITTLE IMMATURE BRATTY GIRLS on this crap but now i guess ill go and take a LONG NAP muah

well its been a weired day iam so lazy now a days i have so many things to do ima just like a is today friday? well i kinda blame my boyfriend for everything he is a great guy but at the same time he sucks. ive been workin so hard this whole month and my grades suck they really do. ive had voice practice every day almost and he calls me out of no where and tells me he is tired of me? ok who says that after 3 years . i finally broke down and couldnt take it anymore. i think we just wasted 3 years for no reason . serious relationships are not for me i think? iam always busy and at the same time i dont trust the person most of the time so what ever. i hope he can forgive me for everything but i told him i dont want to be friends anymore. iam really hurt. i dont know if i should stay by his side and be his friend? but then ill just end up hurtin my self its a weired position to be in. life sucks sometimes. now i think ima goin to vacume my whole house and do a lot of studying maybe it wasnt my fault after all... mwa

i feel like my boyfriend is cheating on me for some reason. iam always around and i dont know when he would have time to do that but its just one of those things. i need some advice on this one before i go ahead and do something stupid. i feel like i cant trust him at all. this just started happening.......ill write later when i calm down =(

its been so long since ive been to bosnia dam i miss it so much sometimes i wish i never came here but then i look at my life now and i think about it where would i be now if i was in bosnia? here i drive a nice car my parents have a nice house my brothers and sisters have everything that they wish for i have an education but its not the same sometimes i say to my self ill rather be in bosnia growing crops lol then be here with so much drama , bosnian people work hard but there is time to chill and kick it back with everyone when they partyyy theyy really party and here its just drama i wish that all bosnian people got along but its not the same anymore here u cant stay out till 6 in the morning with out your parents wondering what will happen to u in bosnia u never have to come home kuz everyone knows your safe =( and iam finally going back after 7-8 years ...pusa

Hiii !! OMG SPRING BREAK WAS SO MUCH FUN I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN IT, I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH ALL OF MY PEOPLE IN MEXICO( THANK YOU SO MUCH ) I WANT TO GO BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK UHHHHHHHHHHHHH , I GOT A REALLY BAD SUN BURN BUT ITS OK SOON ITS GONNA BE LIKE A TAN BUT I GOTTA GO ILL TRY TO PUT SOME PICTURES UP SO YOU CAN SEE HOW FUN IT REALLY WAS I DONT FEEL LIKE GOIN INTO ALL OF THE DETAILS PUSA*

i didnt sleep in a while cuz ive been so busy as usual ive been goin to clubs n just hanging out with my friends, sunday iam leaving for MEXICO! spring break , and what? all my gurls and i decided to go to Mexico, should be very interesting i always wanted to go since i was a little girl and now finally its like WOW! i got my tickets ready for bosnia i cant wait!! before bosnia ima going to paris,croatia,germany and then finally bosnia! yea yea i havent been in europe ( sounds rich ) in a long time, but anyways my b.f and i are taking a break from everything sometimes i just dont feel like he loves me? if you kno what i mean ? sometimes i just wanna smack my self across the face because i dont thank him for everything, i just blame everything on him usually , its not my fault everything is like his fault mostly , ima like grow up were 19 it would not kill you to act your age for once he said iam not serious enough? ok how serious do u want me to be? iam a singer ( one day i hope to become big ) but iam also going to be a doctor if everything works out good and i respect my body and my self more then any of these girls. i would not sell my self to anyone no matter how hot or fine they are , i respect my self and i respect my religion so i guess he will have to learn to respect me , his too jelous of everything even though i love that haha! got him right on the point but iam going to watch some tv and take a bubble bath get everything ready for mexico ( I DID A LOT OF SHOPING TRUST ME =) and i hope everyone has a good time over the spring break PARTY TILL YOU CAN this comment is for enisa i didnt come to boston cuz of the guy who was making the muzika he kept changing all of the details and we did not agree with him so nazalost nismo dosli ali bice drugi put nadamo se uskoro*Pusa

hey well ive decided to take a vacation , its just been too stressful these past few weeks with school work and more, you know the usual , so i went to ny so much for my vacation the weather is horible i was like omg great, me and my cousins chilled because we havent seen eachother in 3 years dam what a life? lol ima going to sing here on friday maybe which is a good thing chicago is becoming very boring, i might go do a concert in boston 2 i havent been there in a couple of years ive done a concert with adelisa and koke in boston for all of you bosnian people that read this you might remember me =) well i have to go , bye

well i've decided to start writing in a journal so that way i can look at these and see how much my life has really changed ....well i have to go to work...bye